I had no idea he was such a – a scoundrel (подлец; негодяй; мерзавец). I guess (я думаю) that crops out (выходить на поверхность; вызревать) in his other books.»
«There are many lines that could be spared from the book you were reading,» she said, her voice primly (чопорно) firm and dogmatic.
«I must ’a’ missed ’em,» he announced (объявлять, заявлять). «What I read was the real goods. It was all lighted up an’ shining, an’ it shun right into me an’ lighted me up inside, like the sun or a searchlight (прожектор). That’s the way it landed on (зацепить) me, but I guess (догадываться, думать) I ain’t up much on (не очень силен в) poetry, miss.»
He broke off (замолкать, прерываться) lamely (спотыкаясь, запинаясь, сбивчиво). He was confused (смущенный), painfully (болезненно) conscious of (ощущать, чувствовать) his inarticulateness (невнятность). He had felt the bigness and glow of life in what he had read, but his speech was inadequate (не адекватный). He could not express what he felt, and to himself he likened himself to a sailor, in a strange (незнакомый) ship, on a dark night, groping (идти ощупью) about in the unfamiliar (незнакомый) running rigging (оснастка; такелаж; оборудование). Well, he decided, it was up to him to get acquainted (познакомиться) in this new world. He had never seen anything that he couldn’t get the hang of (приобрести навык; освоиться с чем-л., набить себе руку) when he wanted to and it was about time for him to want to learn to talk the things that were inside of him so that she could understand. SHE was bulking (казаться большим, важным; принимать преувеличенные размеры) on his horizon (горизонт).
«Now Longfellow – «she was saying.
«Yes, I’ve read ’m,» he broke in impulsively (импульсивно), spurred on (подхлёстывать, подталкивать) to exhibit (показать, продемонстрировать) and make the most (показать наилучшим образом) of his little store (запас) of book knowledge, desirous (жаждущий) of showing her that he was not wholly a stupid clod (законченный тупица). «„The Psalm of Life,“ „Excelsior („Все выше“),“ an’ … I guess that’s all.»
She nodded (кивнуть) her head and smiled, and he felt, somehow (в какой-то степени), that her smile was tolerant (терпеливый), pitifully (жалостливо) tolerant. He was a fool (глупец) to attempt (пытаться) to make a pretence that way (притворяться так). That Longfellow chap (парень, молодчина) most likely (весьма вероятно) had written countless (бесчисленный) books of poetry.
«Excuse me, miss, for buttin’ in that way. I guess the real facts is that I don’t know nothin’ much about such things. It ain’t in my class. But I’m goin’ to make it in my class.»
It sounded (звучать) like (как) a threat (угроза). His voice was determined (полный решимости), his eyes were flashing (сверкать), the lines of his face had grown (становиться) harsh (жесткий). And to her it seemed that the angle (угол) of his jaw (челюсть) had changed; its pitch (угол наклона) had become unpleasantly (неприятно) aggressive. At the same time a wave (волна) of intense virility (возмужалость) seemed to surge (нахлынуть) out from him and impinge upon (налететь, сталкиваться с) her.
«I think you could make it in – in your class,» she finished with a laugh. «You are very strong.»
Her gaze (взгляд) rested (остановиться) for a moment on the muscular (мускулистый) neck, heavy corded (отделанный тесьмой), almost bull-like (почти как у быка), bronzed by the sun, spilling over (переливать через край) with rugged (крепкий) health and strength. And though he sat there, blushing (заливаться румянцем от смущения) and humble (застенчивый, робкий), again she felt drawn (как её тянет) to him. She was surprised by a wanton (несдержанный) thought that rushed into her mind (пронестись в мозгу). It seemed to her that if she could lay (положить) her two hands upon that neck that all its strength and vigor (жизненнвя энергия) would flow out (переливаться) to her. She was shocked by this thought. It seemed to reveal (открыть) to her an undreamed depravity (порочность; безнравственность) in her nature. Besides, strength (сила) to her (в е1ё понимании) was a gross (грубый, явный, бросающийся в глаза) and brutish (животный, грубый) thing. Her ideal of masculine (мужской) beauty had always been slender (тонкий) gracefulness (изящество). Yet the thought (эта мысль) still persisted (упорствовать, удерживаться). It bewildered (поразить) her that she should desire (желать) to place her hands on that sunburned neck. In truth, she was far from robust (крепкий, здоровый; сильный), and the need of her body and mind was for strength.
But she did not know it. She knew only that no man had ever affected (воздействовать) her before as this one had, who shocked her from moment to moment with his awful (ужасный) grammar.
«Yes, I ain’t no invalid,» he said. «When it comes down to hard-pan, I can digest (переварить) scrap-iron (железо, металлические обрезки). But just now I’ve got dyspepsia (диспепсия, расстройство пищеварения).
Most of what you was sayin’ I can’t digest. Never trained that way, you see. I like books and poetry, and what time I’ve had I’ve read ’em, but I’ve never thought about ’em the way you have.
That’s why I can’t talk about ’em. I’m like a navigator (мореплаватель, штурман, навигатор) adrift (плывущий по течению) on a strange (незнакомый, неизвестный) sea without chart (карта) or compass. Now I want to get my bearin’s (ориентироваться). Mebbe you can put me right (поправить меня). How did you learn all this you’ve ben talkin’?»
«By going to school (благодаря школе), I fancy (я думаю), and by studying,» she answered.
«I went to school when I was a kid (ребёнок),» he began to object (возражать).
«Yes; but I mean high school (высшее образование), and lectures, and the university.» «You’ve gone to the university?» he demanded in frank amazement (искренне изумление).
He felt that she had become remoter (удалиться, отдаляться) from him by at least (по крайней мере) a million miles. «I’m going there now. I’m taking special courses in English.»
He did not know what «English» meant, but he made a mental note (заметка в уме) of that item (вопрос) of ignorance (невежество) and passed on.
«How long would I have to study before I could go to the university?» he asked.
She beamed (излучать, испускать лучи; светить, сиять) encouragement (одобрение) upon his desire for knowledge, and said:
«That depends upon (зависеть от) how much studying you have already done. You have never attended (посещать, ходить) high school? Of course not. But did you finish grammar school?»
«I had two years to run, when I left (уходить),» he answered. «But I was always honorably (благородно, с уважением) promoted (продвигать) at school.»
The next moment, angry with himself for the boast (похвальба), he had gripped (схватить) the arms of the chair so savagely (дико) that every finger-end (кончик пальца) was stinging (жечь). At the same moment he became aware (узнать) that a woman was entering the room. He saw the girl leave her chair and trip swiftly (быстро) across the floor to the newcomer (новоприбывший, приезжий). They kissed each other, and, with arms around each other’s waists (талия), they advanced (приближаться) toward him. That must be her mother, he thought. She was a tall, blond woman, slender (стройный), and stately (полный достоинства), and beautiful. Her gown (платье, одежда) was what he might expect (тем, что он мог ожидать) in such a house. His eyes delighted (выражать восторг) in the graceful (изящный) lines of it. She and her dress together reminded him of women on the stage (на сцене). Then he remembered seeing similar (подобный, похожий) grand (величавый) ladies and gowns entering the London theatres while he stood and watched and the policemen shoved him back (отталкивать; отпихивать его) into the drizzle (моросящий дождь) beyond the awning (навес; тент).
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