They overtook him and raised him up between them.
He looked at them pleadingly.
"You think I am crazy, I know. But let me explain. I know that girl in the carriage. I came to Chicago to find her, and now, she has escaped me!" he groaned.
"What! you know the beautiful Miss Fitzgerald, of Prairie avenue?" exclaimed Ralph Washburn, in surprise.
"That is not her name!" cried Hawthorne.
"Oh, yes, it is Miss Fitzgerald, certainly. You have made a mistake," returned the young author, who had seen Mrs. Fitzgerald often, and had read in the society newspapers that her lovely daughter, Miss Fitzgerald, who had been educated abroad, had just been called home by her father's death.
But to make assurance doubly sure, he ran up to the photographer's studio to inquire. They assured him that their late sitters were Mrs. and Miss Fitzgerald.
Hawthorne was so unnerved by the discovery of his mistake that a cab had to be called to take him home.
CHAPTER XXXIX.
IT IS NOT POSSIBLE FOR TRUE LOVE TO FORGET
"Have you seen the full moon
Drift behind a cloud,
Hiding all of nature
In a dusky shroud?
"Have you seen the light snow
Change to sudden rain,
And the virgin streets grow
Black as ink again?
"Have you seen the ashes
When the flame is spent,
And the cheerless hearth-stone
Grim and eloquent?
"Have you seen the ball-room
When the dance is done,
And its tawdry splendor
Meets the morning sun?
"Dearest, all these pictures
Cannot half portray
How my life has altered
Since you've gone away!"
Harry Romaine.
It was impossible for Hawthorne to sleep that night after the sight of the beautiful stranger, Miss Fitzgerald, whose startling likeness to his lost darling had awakened in his heart a fresh agony of love and pain.
He tossed and turned restlessly all night upon his pillow, thinking of Geraldine until his heart was on fire with its agony.
Could it be true what that dastard Standish had told him?
Had he indeed won the girl from the path of truth and honor, to make shipwreck of her life for the sake of a guilty love?
No, no, no! He could not, would not believe it!
She was pure as snow, his lovely Geraldine.
But where was she, what had been her fate since she left New York in company with the arch-villain, Standish?
"I cannot find her by myself. I must put a detective on the case to-morrow," he decided.
The young author, who was burning the midnight oil over a charming poem, was disturbed by his groans, and came in to see about him.
"I fear you are worse. That little outing was too much for you," he exclaimed.
"No, it is not that. I am restless; it is a trouble of the heart," confessed the patient, frankly.
"Ah!" exclaimed Ralph, sympathetically, adding: "Can I help you?"
"No one can help me," sighed Hawthorne, hopelessly.
"Is it a love affair?"
"Yes."
"It is hopeless, I judge, from your expressions. Then why not throw it from your mind? Forget the cruel fair one?"
"Have you ever loved, Ralph?"
"Never," laughed the handsome young author, who only worshiped at the shrine of the muses.
"I thought not, or you would not use that hackneyed word forget. It is impossible to real love—a poet's dream, but an impossibility."
"Have you loved so deeply?"
"With all my heart, with all my soul, and with all my mind!" groaned Hawthorne, adding: "My dear friend, may God keep you from ever knowing such love and pain and grief as fill my heart to bursting."
Ralph was silent. He saw that here was a grief beyond comfort.
He wondered what was the mysterious nature of Hawthorne's sad love-story, but he was too generous to ask such a question.
He could only gaze at him in tender, silent sympathy.
Hawthorne continued, passionately:
"It is not my way to dwell on my own troubles, but to-night my sorrow overwhelms me! To love and to lose—oh, Ralph, that is the bitterest thing of life!"
"Is she dead, your loved one?"