“I don’t have time after school.” He replaced the apple on the desk. “Maybe Eli would be better off with a different teacher.”
Her fingers curled. “I’m the only third grade teacher here.”
For the first time, he showed some sign of frustration. He pushed his long fingers through his short hair, leaving the black-brown strands rumpled. “Damn small town,” he muttered.
Defensiveness swelled inside her. “You’re the one who came back here, Max. Lord only knows why, after all this time.” She felt the warmth in her cheeks and knew they probably looked red.
“I came for my mother’s sake.”
The dam of discretion she ordinarily possessed had sprung a leak, though. “How admirable of you. It’s been once in…how long? Twenty years?” The last time he’d been in Weaver, she’d been all of six years old.
His lips tightened. “Twenty-two years, actually.”
“Like I said.” Her lips twisted. “Admirable.”
“I’m not here to argue with you, Sarah. What happened in California between you and me was a long time ago.”
Seven years. Four months. A handful of days. “If you think I’m holding the fact that you dumped me against your son, you’re way off the mark.”
“I didn’t dump you.”
She gave a short, humorless laugh. “That’s exactly what you did. But it doesn’t matter anymore. I never even think about it.” Liar, liar, pants on fire.
“Then why the hell are you so angry?”
Her lips parted, but no answer came. She’d gotten over angry a very, very long time ago. But the hurt?
That was a much harder row to hoe. Chock-full of boulders and stone-hard dirt.
“Maybe I just don’t understand why my uncle thought you’d be a good choice for deputy,” she finally said.
His well-shaped lips thinned. “I am not my father.”
“No, he just rustled Double-C cattle. You rustled—” She broke off, her face flushing again.
“Rustled what?” He planted his hands on the desk that stood between them and leaned over it. “You?”
She would have backed up if there hadn’t been a wall right behind her. “There’s not anything in Weaver that’ll hold your interest for long. I think you’ll get bored stiff catching the occasional speeder and settling disputes between Norma Cleaver and her neighbor over her dog barking at night, and you’ll take off again, leaving my uncle to find yet another deputy.”
“I think your uncle is capable of deciding whether or not that’s a problem for him.”
“I just don’t like knowing my family is going to be disappointed by you.”
He stifled an oath. “Jesus, Sarah. We saw each other for less than a month. Does it occur to you that you might be overreacting?”
Anger wasn’t beyond her, after all. It curled low and deep inside her like a hot ember.
Mirroring his position, she pressed her hands against the edge of the desk and leaned forward. Close enough to see the individual lashes tangling around his green-brown eyes. To see that the faint crow’s-feet beside those eyes had deepened and that an errant strand of silver threaded through his thick, lustrous hair, right above his left temple. “Dumping me was one thing. Lying to me was another.”
“What, exactly, did I lie about?” he asked, his expression suddenly unreadable.
She could hear the roar of kids coming down the hall. Chorus practice was definitely over. “I’m not interested in giving you a list, Max. What would be the point? You know your own lies better than anyone.” She pushed the homework page that Eli had swiped at him. “Talk to your son,” she said evenly, “about his behavior in school. We need to get this straightened out for his sake.”
“Eli never had trouble in a class until now.”
Meaning this was her fault?
She didn’t reply. If she did, she’d lose her temper for certain.
Chrissy Tanner was the first student to round the classroom door, closely followed by several more, and Sarah was heartily glad to see them.
When Eli skidded around the corner, his eyeballs about bulged out of his head at the sight of his father standing there. He gave Sarah a furtive look as he gave his father a “yo” in greeting and headed to his lone table.
Max looked back at Sarah. The radio at his hip was crackling and he reached for it, automatically turning down the volume. “We’ll finish this later.”
It sounded more like a threat than a promise of parental concern.
And the problem was, Sarah didn’t know what they were to finish discussing. The problems with Eli, or the past.
Once Max departed though, Sarah enjoyed one benefit from his unexpected appearance in her classroom. Eli didn’t do one thing to earn a second glance from her for the remainder of the afternoon. He even offered to help clean up the counters after their science experiment.
She handed him the sponge. “Don’t make me regret this,” she murmured.
He gave her an angelic smile that she wanted to trust.
And aside from flicking water at Chrissy when she began telling him that he was sponging all wrong, he behaved.
In the end, as she was driving out to her aunt Emily’s place later that evening, she decided to look on the afternoon as a success.
By the time she arrived at the horse farm that bordered a portion of the Double-C, Sarah was more than ready to put thoughts of both the Scalise men out of her head. And the evening of wedding planning with Leandra would surely provide enough distraction to do just that.
She didn’t bother knocking on the door at the Clay Farm house. She’d grown up running in and out of Leandra’s house just as comfortably as Lee had run in and out of the big house at the Double-C. The kitchen was empty and she headed through to the soaring great room. There, she hit pay dirt.
Leandra was standing on a chair, long folds of delicate fabric flowing around her legs while her fiancе’s mother, Jolie Taggart, crouched around the hem, studying it closely.
“Looks serious,” Sarah said.
Leandra shot her a harried look. “I never should have thought it was a good idea to wear a wedding gown. Who am I kidding? I’ve already done the whole white wedding thing. People are going to think we’re ridiculous.”
“The only thing people are going to think is that they wish they were as lucky as you, getting married to the person you love.”
Leandra had come back to Weaver only a few months ago to shoot a television show featuring their old friend, Evan Taggart, who was the local veterinarian. The show had been a success, but even more successful was the love they’d managed to find along the way.
“And besides, you’re not wearing white,” Sarah pointed out. “You’re wearing yellow.”
“Hint of Buttercup,” Emily Clay corrected blithely. She sat to one side with Sarah’s mother, Jaimie, watching the fitting. “And if you’d wanted to elope with Evan, you’ve had ample time to do so.”
“Well, thanks for the sympathy, Mom.” But Leandra was smiling faintly, even though she was dragging her fingers through her short, wispy hair. She turned her gaze on Sarah. “I’m telling you. When you get married, just pick the shortest route between you and the preacher, and forget all this folderol.”