The Reluctant Governess

Sophie frowned, her eyes guarded. ‘You asked my father’s permission?’ she questioned disbelievingly. ‘I don’t believe you, fräulein.’

Victoria shrugged. ‘Well, why don’t you ask him,’ she suggested lightly. ‘Tell him I found poor Fritz had locked himself in one of the turret rooms, and when I released him he insisted on following me.’

Sophie grew sullen. ‘You think you’re very clever, don’t you, fräulein?’

‘No. But cleverer than you, perhaps, Sophie,’ replied Victoria smoothly. ‘Now, I have’ your father’s instructions regarding your tuition, and I suggest we go indoors and begin to discover exactly how clever you really are.’

Sophie regarded her furiously for a moment, and then without another word she turned and flounced away, completely ignoring Victoria’s words. Victoria found it difficult to remain where she was and not go after the child and force her to return with her. But something warned her that this was not an opportune moment to show her hand, so instead she turned as well and strolled towards the arched gateway that led outside the schloss. With Fritz at her heels she had no fears for her safety, and it was too exhilarating a day to spend it wholly indoors.

She walked through the path which someone had cleared to the banks of the stream and looked down into the water. It was quite shallow though fast-moving, and she wondered if that was the secret of its remaining unfrozen.

Later, walking round the outer walls of the schloss she determinedly put all thoughts of Sophie and her problems out of her mind. Instead, she thought about her godmother and wondered whether Meredith had brought any pressure to bear upon her to reveal Victoria’s whereabouts. Of course, it was just possible that Meredith might have taken affront at her unexpected disappearance and decided to let the matter rest there, but somehow, knowing Meredith as she did, she felt convinced he would do everything in his power to find her. Apart from a postcard from Salzburg she had made no attempt to contact Aunt Laurie since her departure and she hoped her godmother would be able to cope alone. Maybe running away had been a cowardly action, and yet had she not done so she might never have had the strength to send Meredith away. He had, she supposed, an immense amount of conceit, and it simply would not occur to him that she seriously did not intend to become involved with a married man. Possibly because divorces were so easy to come by in his country he did not consider that a great barrier, but Victoria did, and she was glad now that she had been given this chance to start afresh. She had enjoyed being a lady of leisure while it lasted, but work was satisfying to her, and talking to the Baron this morning had aroused within her all that latent knowledge which she had been taught to impart to others. Her godmother had never been able to understand that doing a job that one enjoyed and which gave one satisfaction could be a pleasure. Even now, her reasons for despatching Victoria to Austria had not been a desire to provide an occupation for her, but rather to give her time to get over Meredith before coming back and beginning again.

Victoria stood staring up at the frozen peaks above her, and stamped her feet. She was beginning to feel cold now, and she turned to make her way back to the arched gateway. Fritz had got tired of gambolling about and stayed close by her heels as they crossed the courtyard to the main entrance. It was easier to enter here than to go round to the side door and although the heavy structure was difficult to manipulate eventually it swung inwards on its hinges. Victoria entered, shaking the flying flakes of snow from her clothes and removing her headscarf, and looked up to encounter the forbidding gaze of the Baron. He was standing by the wide fireplace, the flickering flames turning his hair to molten gold. The other wolfhound, Helga, stood motionless beside him and when Fritz saw them he bounded across joyfully, rubbing himself against his master’s legs.

Victoria loosened her coat and said lightly: ‘We’ve been for a walk, Fritz and I. It’s very invigorating, out in the air!’

The Baron moved and now Victoria could see that Sophie was perched on the settle by the fire, warming her toes at the blaze. She had shed her outdoor things, and looked cat-like in the glowing light from the burning logs. She gave Victoria an insolent stare, and then looked up adoringly at her father.

‘Tell me, fräulein,’ said the Baron in harsh tones, ‘did you think to make a fool of me last evening?’

Victoria frowned, his unexpected remark puzzling her. ‘I’m afraid I don’t understand you, Herr Baron,’ she replied, shaking her head.

The Baron folded his arms looking every inch the feudal overlord. ‘The dogs!’ he said bleakly. ‘You feigned timidity in their presence, and yet now you appear to be on the best of terms with Fritz. So much so that you countermand my instructions concerning the animals.’

Victoria felt exasperated. ‘If you don’t mind my saying so, you appear to be making a fuss about nothing,’ she replied shortly. ‘My timidity last evening was by no means feigned, but as you can see, Fritz and I have become friends.’

‘But I do mind you saying so!’ The Baron was obviously unused to having his staff answer him back in this manner. ‘My instructions about the animals were not made lightly, and apart from that, your position here is not to be taken with indifference!’

Victoria saw Sophie’s smug little face and wanted to scream. Instead, she controlled herself and said: ‘What is that supposed to mean, Herr Baron?’ in rather sardonic tones.

The Baron’s dark brows drew together. ‘After our conversation this morning I expected you to begin your lessons with Sophie, but instead you disappear for over an hour with an animal whose temperament is by no means reliable!’

Victoria stared at him indignantly for a long moment, and then she turned away.

‘Where are you going?’ The Baron’s tones were curt.

Victoria turned back. ‘I was going to my room,’ she said, carefully. ‘To pack my things!’

The Baron strode across to her angrily. ‘What foolishness is this?’ he snapped violently. ‘Is it not possible to carry on a conversation with you, fräulein?’

Victoria glared at him. ‘You call this a conversation!’ she exclaimed. ‘This—this reprobation in front of a nine-year-old girl!’

‘It is an admonishment, no more,’ returned the Baron coldly. ‘Surely as your employer I am entitled to question your movements during the hours when I expect you to have charge of Sophie?’

Victoria stamped her feet, one against the other, ridding her boots of the lingering traces of snow, and then looked up at him unhappily. ‘All right,’ she said at last, ‘maybe I feel extra sensitive this morning.’ Her eyes flickered towards Sophie and she was heartened to see that now Sophie was beginning to look discomfited.

‘And what has made you—extra sensitive, fräulein?’ he queried, intently. He glanced towards Sophie. ‘Does my daughter have anything to do with it?’

He was more perceptive where Sophie was concerned than she would have believed. All the same, she had no intention now of turning tell-tale and destroying her own self-respect as well as arousing Sophie’s further antipathy.

To her relief, the door from the kitchen passage opened at that moment and Maria came in carrying a tray on which was a jug of hot milk and another of coffee, and three beakers. She came across the wide expanse of polished floor and placed the tray on the long polished table.

The Baron left Victoria and went across to Maria with a smile. ‘Danke, Maria,’ he nodded pleasantly. ‘It is most welcome!’

Maria coloured with pleasure and then looked at Victoria. ‘So you are back, fräulein,’ she said, with some relief. ‘Gustav was about to go and look for you.’

‘For me?’ Victoria frowned. ‘Whatever for? I wasn’t lost.’

The Baron dismissed Maria with a shake of his head, and after the old woman had left them he said: ‘The weather is bad in these mountains. A sudden snowstorm can impair the progress of the most experienced climber, and to tumble into a drift without the knowledge of how to get out again can be fatal.’

Victoria uttered an exclamation. ‘But I was not climbing. I walked round the outer walls of the schloss, that was all.’

‘With Fritz.’

‘With Fritz, of course.’

‘An animal about whom you know nothing and who last evening aroused timidity inside you!’

Victoria felt slightly mutinous herself now. ‘What do you want me to say, Herr Baron?’ she asked impatiently. ‘I’m sorry if I’ve caused anyone any anxiety, but that was certainly not my intention. I do have more sense than to attempt to walk far from the castle without an adequate escort.’