"I'm merely too happy to talk," she said. "Does that answer satisfy you?"
Touched deeply, he took her hand which rested so lightly on his sleeve—a hand so soft and fine of texture—so cool and fresh and slender that the youth and fragrance of it drew his lips to it. Then he reversed it and kissed the palm.
"Why, Louis," she said, "I didn't think you could be so sentimental."
"Is that sentimental?"
"Isn't it?"
"It rather looks like it, doesn't it?"
"Rather."
"Did you mind?"
"No…. Only—you and I—it seems—superfluous. I don't think anything you do could make me like you more than I do."
"You sweet little thing!"
"No, only loyal, Kelly. I can never alter toward you."
"What's that? A vow!"
"Yes—of constancy and of friendship eternal."
"'Nomen amicitia est; nomen inane fides!—Friendship is only a name; constancy an empty title,'" he quoted.
"Do you believe that?"
"Constancy is an honest wish, but a dishonest promise," he said. "You know it lies with the gods, Valerie."
"So they say. But I know myself. And I know that, however I may ever care for anybody else, it can never be at your expense—at the cost of one atom of my regard for you. As I care for you now, so have I from the beginning; so will I to the end; care more for you, perhaps; but never less, Louis. And that I know."
More deeply moved than he perhaps cared to be, he walked on slowly in silence, measuring his step to hers. In the peace of the midnight world, in the peace of her presence, he was aware of a tranquillity, a rest that he had not known in weeks. Vaguely first, then uneasily, he remembered that he had not known it since her departure, and shook off the revelation with instinctive recoil—dismissed it, smiled at it to have done with it. For such things could not happen.
The woods were fragrant as they passed; a little rill, swelling from the thicket of tangled jewel-weed, welled up, bubbling in the starlight. She knelt down and drank from her cupped hands, and offered him the same sweet cup, holding it fragrantly to his lips.
And there, on their knees under the stars, he touched her full child-like lips with his; and, laughing, she let him kiss her again—but not a third time, swaying back from her knees to avoid him, then rising lithely to her feet.
"The poor nymph and the great god Kelly!" she said; "a new hero for the pantheon: a new dryad to weep over. Kelly, I believe your story of your golden cloud, now."
"Didn't you credit it before?"
"No."
"But now that I've kissed you, you do believe it?"
"Y-yes."
"Then to fix that belief more firmly—"
"Oh, no, you mustn't, Kelly—" she cried, her soft voice hinting of hidden laughter. "I'm quite sure that my belief is very firmly fixed. Hear me recite my creed. Credo! I believe that you are the great god Kelly, perfectly capable of travelling about wrapped in a golden cloud—"
"You are mocking at the gods!"
"No, I'm not. Who am I to affront Olympus?… Wh-what are you going to do, Kelly? Fly to the sacred mount with me?"
But she suffered his arm to remain around her waist as they moved slowly on through the darkness.
"How long are you going to stay? Tell me, Louis. I'm as tragically curious as Pandora and Psyche and Bluebeard's wife, melted into the one and eternal feminine."
"I'm going to-morrow."
"Oh-h," she said, softly.
He was silent. They walked on, she with her head bent a little.
"Didn't you want me to?" he asked at length.
"Not if you care to stay…. I never want what those I care for are indifferent about."
"I am not indifferent. I think I had better go."
"Is the reason important?"
"I don't know, Valerie—I don't really know."
He was thinking of this new and sweet familiarity—something suddenly born into being under the wide stars—something that had not been a moment since, and now was—something invoked by the vastness of earth and sky—something confirmed by the wind in the forest.
"I had better go," he said.
Her silence acquiesced; they turned into the ragged lawn, ascended the dew-wet steps; and then he released her waist.
The hallways were dark and deserted as they mounted the stairs side by side.
"This is my door," she said.
"Mine is on the next floor."
"Then—good night, Louis."
He took her hand in silence. After a moment she released it; laid both hands lightly on his shoulders, lifted her face and kissed him.
"Good night," she said. "You have made this a very happy day in my life.
Shall I see you in the morning?"
"I'm afraid not. I left word to have a horse ready at daylight. It is not far from that, now."