Rena halted. Jamming her eyes closed momentarily, she whirled around. âYou loved him? How can you say that? Heâs gone because of you!â Renaâs anger flowed like the rush of a river. âYou should never have come home. David was happy until you showed up.â
Lips pursed, Tony jutted his jaw out. Oh, how she remembered that stubborn look. âIâm not responsible for his death, Rena.â
âHe wouldnât have gotten behind the wheel of that race car if you hadnât come home. When you showed up, thatâs all David talked about. Donât you see? You represented everything David wanted. You ran away from the vineyards. You raced. You won. You became a champion.â
Tony shook his head. âIt was a freakish accident. Thatâs all, Rena.â
âYour return here brought it all back to him,â she said solemnly.
âMy father died two months ago. I came home to run the company.â
Rena glared at him. âYour father,â she muttered. Santo Carlino had been a harsh, domineering man whoâd wanted to build his empire no matter the cost. Heâd tried to buy out every small winery in the area. And when the owners refused, heâd managed to ruin their business somehow. Purple Fields had seen the brunt of the Carlino wrath for years. Yet her parents had fought him tooth and nail, keeping their small patch of life out of Carlino hands. âIâll not speak ill of the dead, but â¦â
âI know you despised him,â Tony stated.
Rena stuck to her promise and held her tongue about Santo Carlino, but she couldnât help how she felt and made no apologies for those feelings. âGo away, Tony.â
Tonyâs lips curved up, a sinful, sexy curl of the mouth that at one time had knocked her senseless. âThis is my land.â
She slumped her shoulders. âRight.â
Rena inhaled sharply, mentally chastising herself for driving up hereâa bonehead move, as David would say. She was even more remorseful that sheâd taken this short walk with Tony.
With hasty steps she brushed by him, but his reach was long and painfully tender when he caught her arm. âLet me help.â
A lump formed in her throat. He didnât know what he was asking. Sheâd never accept his help. She glanced into dark, piercing, patient eyes. That was something for the record booksâa patient Tony Carlino. He hadnât become a national stock car champion from his ability to wait.
She shook her head briskly. âPlease donât touch me.â
Tony glanced at his hand lying gently on her arm, then stroked the length of it, sliding his hand freely up and down. âI mean it, Rena. You need me.â
âNo, Iâll never need you.â She jerked her arm free. âYou just want to ease your guilty conscience.â
Tonyâs eyes grew hard and sharp.
Good.
She didnât need his help or his pity. Sheâd done without him for twelve years and didnât need anything he had to offer. All she wanted was to curl up in her bed and dream about the day when sheâd hold her precious baby in her arms.
Tony rubbed his aching shoulder and stretched out his legs, closing the Carlino books for the day. His racing injuries had a way of coming back to haunt him whenever he sat at his fatherâs desk. Maybe it was because Santo never wanted him to leave Napa. Heâd chosen racing over the family business and had left it all behind twelve years ago.
Heâd wanted more than grapes and vines and worrying about the weather, crops and competition. Of course, Santo Carlino hadnât taken it lightly. Heâd cursed and complained and refused to speak to Tony when heâd left.
Tony pursued his dream despite his fatherâs tirades. Being the oldest of three sons Tony was expected to take over the business one day with his brothers by his side. But as it turned out none of the three sons had stayed home to run the Carlino empire.
Now with Santo gone, Tony had no choice but to return. His fatherâs last will and testament made sure that each of his sons spent some time together running the company. Heâd stipulated that in order for any of them to claim their inheritance, the land, the company, the Carlino empire, one of them had to agree to become the new CEO within six months.
It was just another way for his father to manipulate them. But Tony hadnât come back to Napa for the money. He had plenty of his own. Heâd come back to lay his father to rest and to let his weary body recover from injuries garnered in a wreck at Bristol Raceway just months before.
Heâd called his younger brothers home. Joe, the real brain in the family, had been living in New York, trying to develop the latest software phenomenon. And Nick, the youngest, had been creating havoc in Europe, earning a reputation as a gambler and ladiesâ man.
Tony smiled at that. Little Nick had a wild streak that could lay shame to a young and virile Santo Carlino in his bachelor days. But if one thing could be said about his old man, it was that he was a loving and faithful husband. Tonyâs mother, Josephina, had tempered him with love and adoration. Many thought her a saint for putting up with Santo, but only the family knew that Santo would have died for her.
âSo whenâs the wedding?â Joe entered the office at Carlino Wines with his hands on his hips, his studious dark brown eyes visible behind a pair of glasses.
When Tony glanced at him in question, Joe continued, âYou told me you were getting married.â
Tony shoved the ledger books away and leaned back in his chair. âYou need a willing bride for a wedding.â
âWanna tell me why you chose Rena? Is it Purple Fields youâre after? Or something else?â
A sigh emerged from deep in Tonyâs chest. He rubbed tension from his forehead. âMaybe I want it all.â
âWant or need?â
Tony narrowed his eyes and gave his brother a look.
Joe shrugged in an offhanded way. âYouâve never spoken of marriage before. And the last thing I thought Iâd hear at Davidâs funeral was that you intended to marry his widow. Even if it is Rena. We all know sheâs not exactly your biggest fan.â
Tony scoffed. How well he knew. âHardly that.â
âSo, what is it? Do you love her?â
Tonyâs face crinkled up, despite his efforts to keep a blank expression. The truth was he had loved Rena when theyâd been younger but heâd loved racing more. He wound up breaking her heart by leaving her behind to pursue his dreams.
Now he had a chance to make it up to her and honor the pledge heâd made David. At the time heâd made that vow it was a no-brainer. David was on his last breaths, and heâd implored Tony to take care of Rena and the child heâd suspected she carried. Tony hadnât flinched when heâd made that promise.
Did Tony want to marry Rena and raise a child that wasnât his? He simply didnât know. But it was what he planned to do.
âNo, I donât love her.â He stood and looked his brother straight in the eyes, lowering his voice. âThis goes no further.â
Joe nodded.
âI made David a promise to take care of Rena, the winery and ⦠and their unborn child.â
Joe pressed a finger to the bridge of his glasses, securing them in place. He contemplated a moment staring back at Tony then gave an understanding nod. âGot it. Rena knows nothing about this I suppose.â
âNothing.â
âAre you seeing her?â
Tony winced, thinking back on the excuses sheâd given him. âIâve tried several times since the funeral.â
âNot cooperating is she?â
âNo.â
âCanât imagine why she doesnât want to start up right where you left off twelve years ago,â Joe said, mockingly. âShe picked up the pieces after you left her. It was a hard fall, Tony. I remember hearing all about it. When she fell for David, everyone thought it was the right move. They were happy for her. Sorry, but your name was mud around here for a long time. Then you started winning races and people forgot about the pain you caused Rena. Except Rena. She never forgot. She really loved David, and now heâs gone. You canât blame her for hard feelings. Sheâs had it rough.â