She laughed. “I think you’re dangerous.”
“Who, me?” He did his best to look harmless.
“Let me guess. You’re from somewhere back east. You went to Yale. You were on the rowing team…”
“Princeton. Coxswain, heavyweight men’s crew. I had a full ride.”
“In the rowboat?”
He chuckled. “I meant scholarships. They covered everything, tuition, fees, living expenses. I never would have gotten near the Ivy League otherwise.”
A frown crinkled her smooth forehead. “Not from a rich family? Not from Pennsylvania or Massachusetts or upstate New York?”
“I was born and raised in Tulsa, Oklahoma. My dad was a janitor and my mom worked in a dentist’s office. They were older. My mom was forty-five when she had me. I was their only kid.”
“Was?”
“Yeah. They died years ago. My dad went first. Heart attack. My mom followed not long after.” He didn’t say the rest, that the stress of his arrest and the trial for insider trading had really taken it out of them. Dan Holloway died while Tom was in prison. Tom got out in time to be at his mother’s bedside when she went.
Shelly’s big brown eyes were soft. “Wow. That’s tough. How old were you when you lost them?”
“Twenty-four.”
“I can’t imagine getting along without my parents.” She put her hand on his arm. It felt damn good there. Warm. And steady. “I’m sorry, Tom.”
He looked into her eyes and felt like a fraud. Theydied because I broke their hearts.…
He had the craziest urge right then, to tell her everything. All the gory details. His apprenticeship in greed, ambition and corruption under a master manipulator, his long free fall from grace.
It was an urge he had little trouble resisting. He wasn’t going there. He liked Shelly. He wanted to get to know her better. A lot better.
But some ugly stories were better left unshared.
He lowered his arm from under her touch. “You do what you have to do. I went into the army after they died.”
“Time for a change, huh?”
“You could say that. When I got out, I got my MBA on the GI bill from the University of Texas. I worked in Dallas and Atlanta, then Dallas again. And then back to New York. And now Chicago.”
“Back?”
“Excuse me?”
“You said you went back to New York.…”
Way to blow it, Holloway. He tried to act casual as he covered his ass. “I had a job in New York before my parents died.” And he went right on before she had a chance to ask him what kind of job. “What else? My favorite color is orange and I’m becoming a Cubs fan. I hate Thai food, love Italian. Two serious relationships.”
“Marriages, you mean?”
“Uh-uh. Never went that far. Now you. Come on. It’s only fair. Favorite color?”
“I love blue.”
“And about the Cubs?”
“The Cubs are tops with me. I like Thai food, like Italian better. I have a thing about tuna fish. Love it.”
“A little mercury. What’s the harm?”
“Exactly. Never been married, either—and I see those questions in your eyes.”
“Busted. Your son’s father…?”
“Okay. Since I feel like we’re almost friends—in a strictly professional way…”
He made a circular, move-it-along motion with his hand. “Yeah?”
“I got pregnant in college. The boy didn’t want anything to do with being a dad. He agreed to sign papers giving up his rights to Max. I haven’t seen him since.”
“That’s cold. Signing away your own kid.”
She shifted on the bench, turning her body toward him. “Honestly, I’m not bitter.” She looked so…earnest. And damn it, he wanted to slide his fingers under her hair, hook his hand around her neck and pull her close for a kiss.
But he played fair—for now—and held himself in check. “I like your attitude, Winston.”
“Hey. Thanks.”
There was one of those moments. The fountain across the street burbled away and people hurried past a few feet from the bench and Tom and Shelly grinned at each other like a couple of lovestruck fools.
Lovestruck…
Strange choice of words. Yeah, he liked her. He wanted her. But it was way early to be using the word love.
He made himself break the eye contact.
After a few seconds, she said, “It’s worked out all right for me and Max. It…wasn’t meant to be, between Max’s dad and me. And Max is smart and funny and happy. And loving. He doesn’t need a dad who’s not one hundred percent there for him.”
“I want to meet this kid.”
“Just don’t give him your phone number.”
“What?”
She laughed. “Oh, nothing. It’s his thing lately. He’s discovered the wonder of the telephone. He likes to make phone calls—you know, dial the number all by himself—and then talk your ear off.”
Tom grinned. “Definitely. Need to meet him.”
“Well, he’s with his grandparents until the first of July. So you’ll just have to wait.” She rose before he could reach out a hand and stop her. “This has been great, Tom.…”