Forget Me Not

Chapter Twenty-Eight: Elizabeth (#litres_trial_promo)

Tuesday, 12 June (#litres_trial_promo)

Chapter Twenty-Nine: Rachel (#litres_trial_promo)

Chapter Thirty: Rachel (#litres_trial_promo)

Chapter Thirty-One: Elizabeth (#litres_trial_promo)

Chapter Thirty-Two: Rachel (#litres_trial_promo)

Chapter Thirty-Three: Rachel (#litres_trial_promo)

Chapter Thirty-Four: Rachel (#litres_trial_promo)

Chapter Thirty-Five: Elizabeth (#litres_trial_promo)

Chapter Thirty-Six: Rachel (#litres_trial_promo)

Chapter Thirty-Seven: Elizabeth (#litres_trial_promo)

Chapter Thirty-Eight: Rachel (#litres_trial_promo)

Chapter Thirty-Nine: Elizabeth (#litres_trial_promo)

Wednesday, 13 June (#litres_trial_promo)

Chapter Forty: Rachel (#litres_trial_promo)

Chapter Forty-One: Rachel (#litres_trial_promo)

Chapter Forty-Two: Rachel (#litres_trial_promo)

Chapter Forty-Three: Elizabeth (#litres_trial_promo)

Chapter Forty-Four: Rachel (#litres_trial_promo)

Chapter Forty-Five: Rachel (#litres_trial_promo)

Thursday, 14 June (#litres_trial_promo)

Chapter Forty-Six: Rachel (#litres_trial_promo)

Chapter Forty-Seven: Elizabeth (#litres_trial_promo)

Chapter Forty-Eight: Rachel (#litres_trial_promo)

Chapter Forty-Nine: Elizabeth (#litres_trial_promo)

Chapter Fifty: Rachel (#litres_trial_promo)

Chapter Fifty-One: Elizabeth (#litres_trial_promo)

Chapter Fifty-Two: Rachel (#litres_trial_promo)

Chapter Fifty-Three: Rachel (#litres_trial_promo)

Chapter Fifty-Four: Elizabeth (#litres_trial_promo)

Saturday, 16 June (#litres_trial_promo)

Chapter Fifty-Five: Rachel (#litres_trial_promo)

Wednesday, 20 June (#litres_trial_promo)

Epilogue: Rachel (#litres_trial_promo)

Acknowledgements (#litres_trial_promo)

Keep Reading … (#litres_trial_promo)

About the Author (#litres_trial_promo)

Also by Claire Allan (#litres_trial_promo)

About the Publisher (#litres_trial_promo)

Prologue (#ulink_a90fdf3e-25d4-553f-8a64-e1561f7d5528)

I disappeared on a Wednesday afternoon, in June, right in the middle of the heatwave. I was there one minute and the next I was gone. You might think it hard to disappear in broad daylight. To be visible and then, just seconds later, to be invisible. To have a life, and then moments later to have lost it. It wasn’t hard at all.

It was much too easy.

They found my shoes. Well, one of them, turned upside down and covered in dust. They found my car, unlocked. The driver’s window down. My keys in the ignition. My weekly shop melting and rotting in the boot. Cooking in the unspeakable heat.

They found my bag, my purse, my bank cards. My phone. The memorial card with my mother’s picture on it and some rhyming words of comfort, which were supposed to make me feel better about the fact she’d died of breast cancer in her sixties.

They found traces of blood – mine – on the ground outside. Minute droplets. They found traces of unidentified seminal fluid on the back seat, too. Not my husband’s profile. Evidence of a sexual assault, maybe?

Or maybe not.

Scuff marks on the ground, the ground kicked up. Vomit on the patchy, faded tarmac. Smeared fingerprints – mine.

Signs of a struggle.

Half a packet of Wotsits crisps, crushed into the floor of where the rear seats are. An empty Fruit Shoot bottle – blackcurrant – under the passenger seat. An ankle sock. Pink trim. A booster seat in the front of my car.

Signs I was a mother.