He chanced one last, long second of looking at her, turning the air into a humid fog.
And she seemed to feel it, too. He could’ve sworn it, because she set her jacket on a nearby end table and folded her hands in front of her while concentrating on the picture, a pink tint to her cheeks.
He got back to business, as well.
Always business. Safer that way.
He moved toward his computer, then woke it out of hibernation mode. He’d brought Ms. Grandy into his study to show her the virtual layout of the Austin estate where Livie resided, but even so, he held off on opening the computer file.
She was still back at Livie’s portrait.
“She’s a beautiful child,” Ms. Grandy said, and he could sense that she was being genuine in the compliment. “I can’t wait to start our first day, maybe with some art, where she can express ideas that she might be too shy to say out loud right away.”
“The last time a nanny got the paint out she was scrubbing it off Livie for what seemed like hours. It was even supposed to be washable.”
He could see a battle playing over Melanie Grandy’s face, and it wasn’t the first time. She was clearly wondering if she should put in her own two cents about her child-rearing philosophies, instead of listening to his own cynical point of view.
The other nannies had always kept quiet, but when Ms. Grandy spoke, he was pleasantly surprised that she even dared, although it raised his hackles, as well.
“I’m not afraid of some extra cleanup,” she said, “if it’s the result of something positive for Livie. Maybe she’s the type who would benefit from stepping out of that structure she’s so used to?”
Now he wasn’t even pleasantly surprised with her.
She obviously noticed. “Mr. Foley, I’m not suggesting anything radical. I’m only interested in getting to know Livie.”
He didn’t tell Ms. Grandy that, aside from that one out-of-control paint day, his daughter generally liked to keep her dresses and hands clean—and it wasn’t just at his insistence.
Or was it?
Guilt set in, just as it always did when he thought too hard about how he’d raised—or not raised—his girl. That’s why it was better that he’d adopted such a hands-off policy; he was far more adequate at shaping Foley Industries and concentrating on other important matters, like keeping those damned McCords in line.
Plus, he didn’t know anything about females at all. That was apparent from what he’d let happen to Danielle.
Melanie was still smiling as she looked at his daughter’s portrait, and his heart cracked at how a stranger could so openly display emotion for Livie, when he had such a hard time himself.
He opened the computer file that contained the slides of Tall Oaks.
“Ms. Grandy,” he said.
She glanced at him, and he could see the hope in her eyes.
He didn’t let that affect him. He and hope had parted company a while ago.
“When can you start?” he asked.
She beamed with one of those warm smiles. “When do you want me, Mr. Foley?”
He couldn’t help thinking that, despite the temptation, on a personal level the answer to that would have to be “never.”
Chapter Two
After accepting the job and then rushing through a whirlwind of formalities, such as a salary agreement and a computer-aided tour of Zane Foley’s Austin estate, Melanie had followed her new employer down the hall and to the foyer, barely able to contain a bubbly grin.
Success!
Melanie Grandy, nanny for the eldest Foley’s daughter. She liked the ring of it, and when she found out that she was to be driven in a town car to her motel, where she would pick up her two pitiful suitcases before heading straight to Austin and Livie, she already felt as if she were flying first class.
Okay, maybe business class, because it wasn’t a limo, but, heck, she’d live.
As they came to a halt near a leather settee under a gilt-veined mirror, she tried not to be too aware of how their image reflected him towering over her. Tried not to get fanciful about how they stood side-by-side, a tense space the only thing separating them.
She fairly hummed from head to toe, as if charged by his presence, but…No. She’d worked hard to get here, and jeopardizing her new position by stepping out of bounds with her new boss had to be the worst idea in all creation.
She tried not to look in the mirror again: his strapping body, his Texas-noble bearing…
“The drive to Tall Oaks is nearly three and a half hours,” he said, thankfully interrupting her weakening will to stop lusting after him. “It should give my staff enough time to put together the final paperwork for your hiring and then fax whatever we need to sign.”
“I’ll look for those papers when I get there then.”
“Mrs. Howe might even have the documents in hand when you arrive. She’s got run of the house and has been taking care of Livie since the last nanny left less than a week ago.”
“I look forward to meeting everyone at Tall Oaks,” she said, extending her hand for a deal-closing shake. “Again, thank you. I was really hoping you’d choose me to be a part of Livie’s life.”
And there it was again—that flash of anguish in his gaze.
But then he took her hand in his, wrapping his long fingers around hers.
Warm, strong…
For a moment she forgot that she was supposed to be shaking his hand. He must’ve forgotten also, because the hesitation between them lasted a second too long—one in which her heartbeat fell into a suspended throb.
As she pulled in a breath, his eyes darkened back to the cool, detached gaze that had already become so familiar.
But how could she be used to anything about him when she didn’t know him at all? she reminded herself, coming to her senses and finally gripping his hand in a professional shake.
She doubted she would ever really know Zane Foley, and that was for the best.
They disengaged, and he stepped away from her. “I anticipate that you’ll be around much longer than the other five.”
As he began to walk away, she said, “I sure will.”
He paused for a moment, and she thought that maybe he was about to say something else.
But then he moved on, traveling with the ease of a shadow lengthening at sunset, until he blended into the dark of the hallway.
Melanie watched him go, her heartbeat near the surface of her skin.
But she had to get over it; this was her chance to prove that she really was better than the girl who hadn’t been expected by her stepdad to do much more than be “bastard issue.”