Silent Reckoning

Don’t let anyone kid you. Prostitution is pure hell. And I haven’t even gotten to the part with the johns yet.

My mother always told me that bad girls—translation according to the Southern Mothers’ Dictionary: any female who has sex outside marriage—went to hell. Well, I’m here to tell you, she’s right. This is surely hell.

Actually I’m not a hooker. I’m a detective in Metro’s Homicide Division and this is an undercover operation to nail a scumbag who likes to damage prostitutes, to the point that two have died. As if that isn’t bad enough, he’s suspected of having killed a cop—one of Metro’s finest. I can tell you right now, I wouldn’t want to be him when he’s finally caught.

With the creep in hiding, there is only one way to lure him out.

I shifted my weight to the other foot and watched the woman across the street. Tall, smooth dark skin. Very pretty with sleek black hair cascading around her shoulders. Shameka had survived an attack by this low-life. She’d escaped certain death by the skin of her teeth—and plain old street smarts. Once she’d gotten over the initial fear, she’d marched into Metro and demanded to be used as bait to catch him. A gutsy move from a gutsy lady. And exactly the break Metro had been looking for.

She was scared tonight though. I could tell. But she would die before she’d back down. She wanted to get this guy almost as bad as we did—we being the cops.

I haven’t always been a cop. Just over three years ago I was an elementary school teacher. Really, I was. The only four-letter words I used on a regular basis were Spot, Dick or Jane. Well, okay, truth is, that hasn’t changed. As much as I try to fit in, foul language just doesn’t work for me. Now my colleagues, well, they go into a bar and five minutes later sailors come running out. But they watch their mouths around me out of respect. I like that.

And I love being a cop.

Getting back to how I ended up on this street corner…

I grew up in a houseful of boys, all cops or firemen—except my dad, he’s a CPA, weird huh? Anyway, three years ago I lost my hearing. I don’t mean it faded so that I needed a hearing aid. I mean, I came away from a merciless infection with profound loss. I hear nothing at all. Not a single sound. Sometimes I think I do, but my doctors say I don’t really hear, I simply remember what things sound like so I think I’m hearing when I’m actually recalling.

At first I was totally devastated. I locked myself away at my parents’ home and felt sorry for myself. I lost my job, and my fiancé—who wasn’t such a loss as it turned out. My life felt as if it were over.

With my family’s support I went into counseling and intensive training for the hearing-impaired. I learned signing and, more important, how to read lips. I got myself a job in the historical archives of Metro and then I developed an interest in solving cold cases.

Since I knew no one would want to hire a deaf policewoman or detective, I did my crime-solving on my own. Bringing down a murderer who had escaped justice landed me in lots of hot water, but also garnered me lots of attention. The Chief of Detectives at Metro offered me a position with Homicide, and I brought down mob boss Luther Hammond by using my own unique weapon—reading his evil plans off his own lips.

So here I am. One year later.

After a couple of months on the job, I went off to the police academy. Eight months later I was fortunate enough to be accepted at the Tennessee Forensics Academy. I got back on the job a couple of months ago. Metro wanted to assign me to profiling or forensics and, at first, that’s what I thought I wanted. But I was wrong. I couldn’t make the difference I yearned to make behind the scenes.

This is where I wanted to be—out here in the trenches. My life is all I could hope for on a professional level.

On a personal note, my family finally accepted my new career. I have an on-again, off-again romantic interest, but don’t tell anyone—because he’s my boss now.

His name is Steven Barlow. We worked together on my first official case, bringing down a local mob boss. It’s true. Even Nashville had a mob circuit.

Barlow is the Chief of Homicide now so this thing between us has pretty much been slipped to the back burner. But I would be lying if I didn’t confess I still get tingly whenever he’s around. Except when I’m pissed off because of some decision he has made. He likes attempting to keep me away from danger. I understand his motivation on one level, but I hate it on all others because more often than not, it cramps my style.

He’s not happy that I’m working this sting, but he’ll get over it. Truth is, he’s not thrilled about my change of heart where profiling and forensics are concerned. Most of Metro’s brass would feel a lot better with me working crime scenes the way folks on the television program CSI do. But then I’d miss all the real fun.

Barlow and the rest need to get real. This is where I want to be. And it’s homicide…the work revolves around unlawful death. Can’t have unlawful death without a little danger.

Enough of the reflecting. Shameka still looks nervous. But she’s hanging in there. I didn’t feel totally comfortable about being across the street from her but the operation commander insisted it was the best strategy.

Still, my instincts were humming. My gut says I should be over there with her.

No sooner than I had taken two steps to put the thought into action than the watch on my left wrist started to vibrate. I glanced at its face, read the frantic message: What the hell r u doin???

You see, since I can’t hear, the op commander can’t communicate with me through the typical earpiece. Metro had this special watch designed just for me. It isn’t just a watch, though it does show the time. It has a display for text messages similar to that of my cell phone for the hearing-impaired, only smaller.

The watch vibrated again, the same message flashing in warning.

I ignored the question. Just kept swaying my hips, the way I’d seen the other ladies of the night doing, and moving toward my destination.

“Hey, Shameka,” I called out.

What’s up, girl? She smiled, but her lips trembled with the effort, making reading her words a little tougher.

I sidled up next to her and flashed her the widest, most encouraging smile I could summon. “I was lonely way over there all by myself.”

She looked directly at me and said, Thank you.

Her relief was palpable. She’d willingly put herself out on this limb to help capture a murderer, but she’s only human. The fear wouldn’t be denied. Has something to do with that danger Barlow likes me to avoid.

We chatted and laughed for nearly an hour while nothing happened. Understandably the rest of the team was getting antsy. The op commander would likely blame me if this whole effort turned out to be a bust. If I’d stayed on my side of the street…if I hadn’t done this or that…. At least he didn’t send me any more messages. I might not have a potty mouth, but I do have somewhat of a reputation for being obstinate. So shoot me.

Shameka is a civilian. She has feelings and I can’t ignore those, not even to catch a suspected cop-killer.

The traffic had thinned for a bit but now it picked up again as folks left clubs and headed for all-night restaurants. Others were just beginning their nights at the bars and clubs. Within another hour the op would likely be shut down. As much as we all wanted to get this guy, this many resources couldn’t be focused on one case forever.

My nerves jangled with anticipation. I surveyed each vehicle that approached our position while doing my level best to maintain a broad, inviting smile. I kept one hip cocked, showing off every inch of fish-net-clad thigh exposed between the hem of the micro-mini skirt and the top of the black leather boot.

God, the shoes were killing me.

Women who wear shoes like this have to be masochists. It just isn’t normal.

The band on my wrist vibrated. As I started to glance down at it, something in the edge of my peripheral vision snagged my attention.

Black pimped-up Caddy, moving slow.

The car swerved into the lane closest to our position.

My gaze collided with Clarence Johnson’s at the exact instant that his weapon leveled in our direction.

“Get down!” I shouted.

I slammed my full weight into Shameka, forcing her down onto the sidewalk at the same instant that fire flew from the barrel of the sawed-off shotgun the perp wielded.

I snagged the weapon I’d tucked into my right boot and fired six times at the Caddy as it spun away, smoke boiling up from the rear tires.

I didn’t have to hear the sirens or see the lights to know that Metro would be on that Caddy’s tail. Unmarked cars came out of a dozen hiding places.

“You okay?” I surveyed Shameka as I scrambled up onto my hands and knees. The burn of scraped skin registered vaguely but I was more worried about her sluggish movements.

Shameka nodded as she struggled to an upright position. I’d hit her hard, but there hadn’t been any time to do anything else. She moved disjointedly now and worry gnawed at me.

Then I saw the blood.

Darkening her red skirt from somewhere in the vicinity of her waist.