“I have to be honest with you, Abyssinia. That’s what love means, isn’t it? Honesty? I feel, since you returned, that your focus hasn’t been on the mission.”
“I see.”
“The rest of us, the ones who brought you back, we’re starting to feel …”
“Yes? Starting to feel what, Cadaverous?”
“Neglected.”
A ghost of a smile. “Huh. Like children, I suppose? Everyone’s vying for the mother’s love, jealous of anyone she dotes on. Is that what you are, Cadaverous? Are you a child? Should you be in First Wave, too?”
He didn’t answer.
“What would you prefer? Would you like it if I spent more time with you, is that it? Would that be enough for you, I wonder? Would that coddle you?”
Cadaverous bristled. “I’m not asking to be coddled.”
“You’re not? Because it seems like you are.”
“You made promises.”
She rose. “You dare make demands of me, Cadaverous Gant? After everything I have given you? After I called you back from death itself? After I gave you purpose? Now you want more? You think you deserve more?”
“I think I deserve the truth!”
Abyssinia was upon him in an instant, pressing him back against the wall, her open hand hovering in front of his face.
“You insubordinate little nothing,” she whispered. “You deserve only what I tell you you deserve. You have grown disillusioned with me, have you? Well, I have grown disillusioned with you, Cadaverous. You are not the man I hoped for. I have watched you shrivel in these last years, ever since your precious Jeremiah fell from that walkway. Your hatred of Valkyrie Cain has turned you from the path I had set you on. All those murderous urges you gave in to when you were mortal? I allowed you to make peace with them, to channel your rage. I calmed the demons in your head so that they no longer control you — and how do you repay me?” She stepped away. “By doubting me. By questioning me. By betraying me.”
“I have not betrayed you!” he snapped.
“You betray me every day!” she shot back. “With every disappointment, you betray me! You were my loyal soldier! My favourite!”
Cadaverous snarled. “I was never your favourite. Smoke was your favourite, and then Lethe, when he came along. I’m always there, but always pushed to the back by the bright and the new. I should be your second. I should be your lieutenant. Instead, I arrange the food for the convicts and the criminals while people like Avatar and Skeiri waltz in and catch your eye.”
Abyssinia shook her head. “Jealousy does not become you, Cadaverous.”
“You’ve kept us in the dark long enough, Abyssinia. We’re starting to feel as if we’re not on this mission you told us about. We’re starting to feel that you’ve lied to us.”
“Get out,” she said quietly.
10 (#ulink_ce08d4e1-2e5b-5a7b-b7f1-898a54c9bd19)
Tea and biscuits were already laid out when Sebastian Tao crept into the house through the back door.
It was all back doors these days – back doors and skylights and narrow windows and a lot of sneaking around. Dressed as he was – all in black, with the curved beak mask and the wide-brimmed leather hat and the flowing coat – it was difficult to walk down the street, even at this time of night, and not attract curious stares or invitations to fight. Sebastian didn’t like to fight. He hated violence. He’d had enough of that growing up.
He stepped into the living room. “Hello,” he said.
The small group turned, smiling and nodding.
“Welcome, Plague Doctor,” said Lily. “Cup of tea?”
They laughed. Sebastian chuckled politely. They knew very well that he couldn’t take his mask off. Not that he needed to. His suit provided him with all the sustenance he required – although he eyed the biscuits on display longingly. What he wouldn’t give for a taste.
But no. He had a mission.
“Let’s hurry this along,” Tantalus said, standing up from the floral couch. “Some of us have lives to get back to.”
The others went quiet. Tantalus was the unofficial leader of their little group of Darquesse-worshippers, primarily because he lacked any identifiable sense of humour. He just seemed like the kind of man people would take orders from, although Sebastian had yet to witness any actual leadership abilities.
Tantalus cleared his throat. “I hereby call this meeting of the Darquesse Society to order. Blessed be her name.”
“Blessed be her name,” the others echoed.
“We have gazed into the face of God and we found love.”
Sebastian repeated it along with everyone else.
“All right then,” Tantalus said, scowling at Sebastian, “why are we here?”
Tantalus didn’t like Sebastian, and he wasn’t shy about letting it show.
Sebastian nodded to Forby. “Tell them what you told me,” he said.
Forby, a small man with fantastic hair, cleared his throat. “Um, OK, so, the portal – the portal that all these Leibniz people are coming through. The mortal portal, I call it.” He laughed. “Anyway, I’m on the team. The investigating team.”
“Congratulations,” said Bennet. “That’s pretty high-profile. It’s good to see you getting recognition in your job.”
“Thank you,” said Forby. “It’s a real boost to my confidence, I have to admit. I’ve been working at the High Sanctuary since it opened; before that I was at the old Sanctuary for eighteen years … I mean, I’ve put in the time, you know? I’ve put in the work. It’s just really nice to have—”
“Tell me we’re not here just to congratulate Forby for doing his job,” Tantalus said.
“We’re not,” Sebastian assured him. “Forby, get to the bit about the box.”
Tantalus frowned. “What box?”
“A device,” said Forby. “I was part of the team that went through the portal to examine it. I’m fairly certain that the device opened the portal.”
Tantalus folded his arms. “So?”
“If I’m right, and I think I am, once we reverse-engineer it, once we figure out how it works, I can use the device to open a portal to wherever Darquesse happens to be, and we won’t even need a Shunter to do it.”
“This is good news,” said Lily, her eyes widening. “This is great news!”
Tantalus held up a hand for silence, and kept his eyes on Forby. “That is good news. I agree. Or it would be, if we knew where Darquesse is. But we don’t, do we?”
“Not yet,” said Forby. He glanced at Sebastian, and Sebastian stepped forward.