Diana Palmer Christmas Collection: The Rancher / Christmas Cowboy / A Man of Means / True Blue / Carrera's Bride / Will of Steel / Winter Roses

“But…but…”

“But what, Dorie?”

“Men don’t stop kissing women just because they get turned down once.”

“It was much worse than just getting turned down,” he told her. “I ran you out of town. It was rough living with that, especially when your father took a few strips off me and told me all about your past. I felt two inches high.” His eyes darkened with the pain of the memory. “I hated having made an enemy of him. He was a good man. But I’d never had much interest in marriage or let anyone get as close to me as you did. If you were afraid, so was I.”

“Cag said your parents weren’t a happy couple.”

His eyebrow lifted. “He never talks about them. That’s a first.”

“He told me to ask you about them.”

“I see.” He sighed. “Well, I told you a little about that, but we’re going to have to talk more about them sooner or later, and about some other things.” He lifted his head and listened and then looked down at her with a wicked grin. “But for the present, you’d better fasten your bra and tuck your blouse back in and try to look as if you haven’t just made love with me.”

“Why?”

“Mrs. Culbertson’s coming down the hall.”

“Oh, my gosh!”

She fumbled with catches and buttons, her face red, her hair wild as she raced to put herself back together. He snapped his shirt up lazily, his silvery eyes full of mischief as he watched her frantic efforts to improve her appearance.

“Lucky I didn’t lay you down on the desk, isn’t it?” he said, chuckling.

There was a tap on the half-closed door and Mrs. Culbertson came in with a tray. She was so intent on getting it to the desk intact that she didn’t even look at Dorie.

“Here it is. Sorry I took so long, but I couldn’t find the cream pitcher.”

“Who drinks cream?” Corrigan asked curiously.

“It was the only excuse I could think of,” she told him seriously.

He looked uneasy. “Thanks.”

She grinned at him and then looked at Dorie. Her eyes were twinkling as she went back out. And this time she closed the door.

Dorie’s face was still flushed. Her gray eyes were wide and turbulent. Her mouth was swollen and when she folded her arms over her chest, she flinched.

His eyes went to her blouse and back up again. “When I felt you going over the edge, it excited me, and I got a little rough. Did I hurt you?”

The question was matter-of-fact, and strangely tender.

She shook her head, averting her eyes. It was embarrassing to remember what had happened.

He caught her hand and led her to the chairs in front of the desk. “Sit down and I’ll pour you a cup of coffee.”

She looked up at him a little uneasily. “Is something wrong with me, do you think?” she asked with honest concern. “I mean, it’s unnatural…isn’t it?”

His fingers touched her soft cheek. He shook his head. “People can’t be pigeonholed. You might not be that responsive to any other man. Maybe it’s waiting so long. Maybe it’s that you’re perfectly attuned to me. I might be able to accomplish the same thing by kissing your thighs, or your belly.”

She flushed. “You wouldn’t!”

“Why not?”

The thought of it made her vibrate all over. She knew that men kissed women in intimate places, but she hadn’t quite connected it until then.

“The inside of your thighs is very vulnerable to being caressed,” he said simply. “Not to mention your back, your hips, your feet,” he added with a gentle smile. “Lovemaking is an art. There are no set rules.”

She watched him turn and pour coffee into a ceramic cup. He handed it to her and watched the way her fingers deliberately touched his as he drew them away.

He wanted her so much that he could barely stand up straight, but it was early days yet. He had to go slowly this time and not push her too hard. She had a fear not only of him, but of real intimacy. He couldn’t afford to let things go too far.

“What sort of things are we going to talk about later?” she asked after she’d finished half her coffee.

“Cabbages and kings,” he mused. He sat across from her, his long legs crossed, his eyes possessive and caressing on her face.

“I don’t like cabbage and I don’t know any kings.”

“Then suppose we lie down together on the sofa?”

Her eyes flashed up to see the amusement in his and back down to her cup. “Don’t tease. I’m not sophisticated enough for it.”

“I’m not teasing.”

She sighed and took another sip of coffee. “There’s no future in it. You know that.”

He didn’t know it. She was living in the past, convinced that he had nothing more than an affair in mind for them. He smiled secretively to himself as he thought about the future. Fate had given him a second chance; he wasn’t going to waste it.

“About these books,” he said in a businesslike tone. “I’ve made an effort with them, but although I can do math, my penmanship isn’t what it should be. If you can’t read any of the numbers, circle them and I’ll tell you what they are. I have to meet a prospective buyer down at the barn in a few minutes, but I’ll be somewhere close by all day.”

“All right.”

He finished his coffee and put the cup back on the tray, checking his watch. “I’d better go.” He looked down at her with covetous eyes and leaned against the arms of her chair to study her. “Let’s go dancing tomorrow night.”

Her heart jumped. She was remembering how it was when they were close together and her face flushed.

His eyebrow lifted and he grinned. “Don’t look so apprehensive. The time to worry is when nothing happens when I hold you.”

“It always did,” she replied.

He nodded. “Every time,” he agreed. “I only had to touch you.” He smiled softly. “And vice versa,” he added with a wicked glance.

“I was green,” she reminded him.

“You still are,” he reminded her.

“Not so much,” she ventured shyly.