Her Sister’s Secret

He looked at me with big soulful eyes. “You might need a stronger drink.”

Chapter 9 (#ulink_8306714a-bf09-5977-ad97-77d0b9c6b540)

“The motorcyclist was an off-duty copper with the Gloucestershire force.”

My jaw slackened. Why it should make a difference was stupid and yet, somehow, it did.

“Coming back from a shift and heading towards Gloucester,” Nate explained. Hence the head-on, I realised. “With both of them involved in challenging jobs, I reckon fatigue was the primary factor.”

It would be the obvious conclusion. I shifted in my seat. The piece of paper in my pocket crackled. “What about the hire vehicle?”

“Jeep Cherokee four by four, beast of a motor. I teased her about it.” His expression was wan. If speed was an issue, I realised that it would be in the accident report. Nate’s shoulders slumped. “Took them half-an-hour to cut her out of the wreckage.”

I baulked. Somehow, I’d thought she was killed instantly. “My God, she was conscious?” The thought appalled me. “And the police officer?”

“Never stood a chance,” Nate said darkly. “Apparently he was thrown twenty feet in the air on impact.”

Blood thundered in my ears. “Was he driving too fast? Maybe he swerved onto her side of the road.” Guiltily, I remembered how I’d scoffed at my mum’s speculations suggesting something similar.

Feeling grim at the prospect, we both fell silent. Nate was first to break. “Molly?”

“Yeah?”

“Scarlet was drunk.”

If Nate had produced a hammer to thwack me over the head, I couldn’t have felt more astonished. Scarlet was a classic teetotaller to the point of boring for Europe on the subject. I’d received enough lectures on what alcohol did to your physiology from her. Strangely, I don’t ever remember Scarlet reprimanding our mum, a more worthy candidate. The thought of possible ramifications made my airways narrow and tighten. “That can’t be right. She didn’t drink.”

“A smashed bottle of vodka was found in the wreckage.”

“So what?”

“One of the firefighters cutting her free said he could smell alcohol on her breath.”

“That’s ludicrous.”

“Exactly what I said.”

“But —”

“Look,” he said, abruptly testy, “I’ll know more after the post-mortem. Promise you won’t breathe a word?”

“Of course.” It wouldn’t be hard. I swallowed my beer to make the point that the allegation was ridiculous.

A cagey light entered his eyes. “When I was looking for Scarlet’s bracelet, I found a note.”

“Yeah?” I said, pretty cagey myself. Should I tell him I already had it in my pocket?

“From her to me. Here.” He pulled out a sheet of writing paper from underneath a cookery book and planted it in my hand. With trembling fingers, I straightened it out. Definitely Scarlet’s stylish, all loops and curls, writing. It read: Nate, I’m so sorry. Forgive me. Love you, babe. S xxx

I spiked with alarm. Did this imply suicide? “Forgiveness for what?”

“Search me.” Nate took another pull of whisky. Quick and sharp and guaranteed to make me back off. He snatched the note off me and set it aside, out of reach.

Surely, our row couldn’t have precipitated such a catastrophic turn of events. My blood chilled at the thought. That left another alternative: Scarlet had been in trouble somehow. But if she was, would I know? I thought we were close. Except — “Have you shown it to the police?”

“No.”

“You’re going to, aren’t you?”

“Molly, the meaning isn’t clear. There’s nothing even faintly emotional about it.”

“That’s not really an answer. The fact she left a message at all could explain why she wasn’t taking as much care on the road.” Spectral fingers dug me in the back. “Maybe she meant to do it?”

Nate’s expression darkened. “Suicide?”

I bit my bottom lip and nodded.

“It’s not dated,” Nate argued. “It could have been written any time.”

“But it might not have been. Nate, you have to tell Mum and Dad and warn them about the booze,” I hurried on.

“Are you kidding? Think what it would do to your folks.”

“Mum and Dad will find out anyway if the toxicology results come back positive.”

Nate looked into my eyes with a hunted expression. “Your dad was brilliant today,” he slurred. “Identified her. Couldn’t face it, see?”

“I know. He said.”

“Did he?” Fat tears rolled down his cheeks. “The thought of her smashed up.”

“Try not to think about it.” Pain shot through me with fury, scorching my head. I had to concentrate on practicalities. I had to focus on the ‘why’ of it all. If I didn’t, I’d fall apart and be no good to anyone. And Nate needed me strong, Mum and Dad too. “Have you eaten? I could fix you something.”

He took a gulp of neat, obliterating booze, by way of an answer. “Sweet of you,” he said with a crooked smile, “but this is fine.”

“You must look after yourself, Nate. Scarlet wouldn’t want to see you like this.”

Eyes half-closed, heavy-lidded, he turned to me with a slow expression. “Like what?”

“Hurting. Drinking. Destroyed.”

“Maybe, you’re wrong,” he said, with an ugly drunken expression. “Maybe she would.”

What did Nate mean? Booze talk, I thought, and maybe there were always odd little inconsistencies in the way people behaved in the wake of sudden death, but I couldn’t ignore the remark from an experienced firefighter. I couldn’t ignore the fact that Scarlet was the safest driver I knew.

Best to come clean.

“I didn’t find Scarlet’s bracelet, but I did find this.” I showed Nate the scrap of paper with the name and address scrawled on it. “Mean anything to you?”