He’d been a young man then, immensely wealthy and strikingly handsome. Everyone at her mother’s house parties had wanted to know him. Yet he’d noticed a forlorn child, eaten up with the misery of feeling like the leftover, unwanted baggage from her mother’s first marriage, best out of sight and out of mind. He’d spent time with her, giving her a sense of being a person worth knowing. It was her only good memory from being twelve.
“Maybe there’ll be a photograph of him in the newspaper tomorrow,” she offered as consolation.
“I bet there isn’t.” Jessie stuck to gloom. “There hasn’t been one all week.”
Which had been surprising with the Spring Carnival in full swing and the social pages packed with photographs of visiting celebrities. Either the sheikh was not partying or he was camera-shy for some reason.
“And he’s not coming to Werribee to see his other horses, either. Daddy told me he’d only be at Flemington.”
“Well, the sheikh owns horses all around the world, Jessie.” He’d been buying them in Ireland when she’d met him. “I don’t suppose any particular string of them is special to him.”
She wondered if he remembered her. Unlikely. Too brief a connection, too long ago. It was just one of those coincidences in life that Tareq’s agent had assigned the sheikh’s horses in Australia to her father to train. There’d been nothing personal in the deal.
“He came to see Firefly race,” Jessie argued.
“That’s because the Melbourne Cup is special.” Having settled her half-sister comfortably, Sarah stroked the wispy fair hair away from the woeful little face and dropped a kiss on her forehead. “Never mind, love. rm sure your mother will tell you all about the sheikh tomorrow.”
Disgruntled mumbles.
Sarah ignored them as she made sure everything was right for Jessie; the electric wheelchair in the correct position for easy use when she needed to go to the bathroom, the night-light on, a glass of water on the moveable tray. It was amazing the amount of independence the little girl managed now. In fact, Sarah knew she really wasn’t needed here at Werribee anymore. It was time to move on with her own life. Once the Spring Carnival was over, she would broach the matter with Susan.
Having completed her check list, Sarah moved to the door and switched off the overhead light. “Goodnight, Jessie,” she said softly.
“Mummy didn’t call and she promised she would.”
The final petulant comment on a day that had not delivered its promises.
Sarah quietly closed the door on it, privately conceding Jessie had cause to feel let down. Her mother should have called. That had been a real promise, not a wish or a hope. Real promises should be kept.
Sarah grimaced at the thought as she moved along the hall to the twins’ room. It was so hopelessly idealist in this day and age where keeping promises was a matter of convenience. Wasn’t her whole life an illustration of not being able to count on them? It was about time she accepted the real world.
She looked in at the boys. Her seven-year-old half brothers were fast asleep. They looked as innocent as babes, mischief and mayhem cloaked with peaceful repose. The problem with children was they were innocent. They believed in promises. When disillusionment came it hurt. It hurt very badly.
Mummy didn’t call...
The words jogged memories of another Melbourne Cup day. She’d been ten, the same age as Jessie, and left behind at Werribee in the care of the foreman’s wife. Her mother hadn’t called, either. She’d been too busy with Michael Kearney, planning to leave her husband and daughter and go off to Ireland with the promise of becoming the fourth wife of one of the wealthiest men in the horse world.
Her mother had made good on that promise, and when Michael Kearney had chosen wife number five, the divorce settlement had been astronomical. It had certainly helped make the ex-Mrs. Kearney an attractive proposition to an English Lord. Sarah could safely say her mother had never looked back after leaving Werribee. She’d been appalled when her daughter had rejected “the chances” lined up for her, returning to Australia to help with Jessie.
Sarah didn’t regret her decision. It was strange how far away that life in England seemed now. The question was...where to go from here? She wandered into the living room, curled up on the sofa and gave the matter serious consideration.
She’d always loved books. They’d been her escape from loneliness, her friends and companions, doors that opened other worlds for her. She’d had her mind set on getting into some career in publishing. Maybe her degree in English Literature would still hold her in good stead there, though she had no work experience and probably openings at publishing houses were few and far between. Still there was no harm in looking for a position.
Melbourne? Sydney? London?
She instinctively shied from going back to England.
A new life, she thought, one she would make on her own. Though how best to do it kept her mind going around. When the telephone rang it startled her out of a deep reverie. She leapt to pick up the receiver, glancing at her watch simultaneously. Close to nine-thirty.
“The Hillyard Homestead,” she rattled out.
“Sarah... I promised to call Jessie. Is she still waiting?”
Susan’s voice was strained. She didn’t sound herself at all. But at least she hadn’t forgotten her daughter. “No, she was tired,” Sarah answered. “I put her to bed at eight. Do you want me to see if she’s awake?”
“No, I... I just thought of it and...oh, Sarah...” She burst into tears.
“Susan, what’s wrong?”
Deep, shuddering breaths. “I’m sorry...”
“It’s okay. Take it easy,” Sarah soothed, trying to contain her own fast-rising anxiety. “Try to tell me what’s happened.” Please, God! Not another dreadful accident!
“The sheikh...he’s taking all his horses away from your father.”
“Why?” It made no sense. Unless... “Surely not because Firefly didn’t win the cup?”
“No. There’s...there’s more. The past two years...but you know what they’ve been like, Sarah. It was hard for Drew to keep his mind on the job.”
What was she justifying? Had her father mismanaged the training?
“It’ll ruin us,” Susan went on, her voice a wail of despair. “It’ll make other owners uneasy. You know reputation is everything in this business.”
“I don’t understand.” She’d been too busy with Jessie to take an active interest in what was happening with the thoroughbreds in her father’s stables. “What is the sheikh’s complaint?”
“It’s all about...about performance.” She broke into tears again.
“Susan, put Dad on. Let me talk to him,” Sarah urged.
“He’s...he’s drinking. There’s nothing we can do. Nothing...”
Not if you’re drunk. Sarah bit back the retort, knowing it was useless. All the same, her father’s growing habit of hitting the bottle could be at the root of this problem. It was all very well to seek relief from stress but not if it led to shirking responsibilities.
“Tell Jessie I’ll call her tomorrow.”
The phone went dead.
No point in holding the receiver. She put it down. The living room suddenly felt cold. If her father was ruined, if that sent him further along the path of drinking himself into oblivion...what would happen to his and Susan’s marriage? What would happen to the children? It was always the innocent ones who were overlooked.
Sarah shivered.
Did Tareq al-Khaima realise what effect today’s decision would have? Did he care? How bad was the situation?
Sarah shook her head helplessly. She had no idea to what extent her father had failed in giving the sheikh satisfaction.
But she did know the circumstances behind his failure.
Tareq had been sympathetic to her once. If he remembered her...if she could get him to listen...