“Why should you mind that? You know papa likes it.”
“Because it reminds me so of the past.”
“When you were so weak and frivolous with that poor fellow Louis.”
“Now I did not come here to be scolded,” cried the childlike little thing passionately. “I don’t care. I did love poor Louis, and he’d no business to go away and die.”
“Hush, hush, May, my darling,” said Claire, with a pained face. “I did not scold you.”
“You did,” sobbed the other; “you said something about Louis, and that you had something to talk to me about. What is it?” she cried with a look of childish fright in her eyes. “What is it?” she repeated, and she clung to her sister excitedly.
“Hush, hush, May, I was not going to scold, only to talk to you.”
“It will keep, I’m sure,” cried May, with the scared look intensifying.
“No, dearest, it will not keep, for it is something very serious – so serious that I would not have our father know it for the world.”
“Lack-a-day, Claire,” cried Mrs Burnett, with assumed mirth forming pleasant dimples in her sweet childish face, “what is the matter?”
“I wanted to say a few words of warning to you, May dear. You know how ready people are to gossip?”
“Good lack, yes, indeed they are. But what – ?” she faltered, “what – ?”
“And several times lately they have been busy with your name.”
“With my name!” cried Mrs Burnett, with a forced laugh, and a sigh of relief.
“Yes, dear, about little bits of freedom, and – and – I don’t like to call it coquetry. I want you, dearest, to promise me that you will be a little more staid. Dear May, it pains me more than I can say.”
“Frump! frump! frump! Why you silly, weak, quakerish old frump, Claire! What nonsense to be sure! A woman in my position, asked out as I am to rout, and kettledrum, and ball, night after night, cannot sit mumchance against the wall, and mumble scandal with the old maids. Now, I wonder who has been putting all this in your head?”
“I will not repeat names, dear; but it is some one whom I can trust.”
“Then she is a scandalous old harridan, whoever she is,” cried Mrs Burnett with great warmth. “And what do you know about such matters?”
“I know it pains me to hear that my dear sister’s name is mentioned freely at the officers’ mess, and made a common toast.”
“Oh, indeed, madam; and pray what about yours? Who is talked of at every gathering, and married to everyone in turn?”
“I know nothing of those things,” said Claire coldly.
“Ah, well, all right; but, I say, when’s it to be, Claire? Don’t fribble away this season. I hear of two good opportunities for you; and – oh, I say, Claire, they do tell me that a certain gentleman said – a certain very high personage – that you were – ”
“Shame, sister!” cried Claire, starting up as if she had been stung. “How can you – how dare you, speak to me like that?”
“Hoity-toity! What’s the matter, child?”
“Child!” cried Claire indignantly. “Do you forget that you have always been as a child to me – my chief care ever since our mother died? Oh, May, May, darling, this is not like you. Pray – pray be more guarded in what you say. There, dearest, I am not angry; but this light and frivolous manner distresses me. You are Frank Burnett’s honoured wife – girl yet, I know; but your marriage lifts you at once to a position amongst women, and these light, flippant ways sit so ill upon one like you.”
“Oh, pooh! stuff! you silly, particular old frump!” cried May sharply. “Do you suppose that a married woman is going to be like a weak, prudish girl? There, there, there; I did not come to quarrel, and I won’t be scolded. I say, they tell me that handsome Major Rockley is likely to throw himself away on Cora Dean.”
“Oh, May, May, my darling!”
“You are a goose not to catch him in your own net.”
“Major Rockley?”
“Yes; he is rich and handsome. I wish I’d had him instead of Frank.”
“May, dear May!”
“Oh, I know: it’s only talk. But, I say, dear, have you heard about old Drelincourt? So shocking! In mourning, too. They say she is mad to marry some one. There, good-bye. Don’t crush my bonnet. Oh, of course; yes, I’m going to be as prudish as you, and so careful. Well, what is it?”
“May, you cannot deceive me; you have something on your mind.”
“I? Nonsense! Absurd!”
“You were going to tell me something; to ask me to help you, I am sure.”
“Well – perhaps – yes,” said the little thing, with scarlet face. “But you frightened me out of it. I daren’t now. Next time. Good-bye; good-bye; good-bye.”
She rattled these last words out hastily, kissed her sister, and hurried, in a strangely excited manner, from the room.
Claire watched the carriage go, and then sank back out of sight in a chair, to clasp her hands upon her knees, and gaze before her with a strangely old look upon her beautiful face.
For there was trouble, not help, to be obtained from the wilful, girlish wife who had so lately left her side.
Volume One – Chapter Thirteen.
A Night-Bird Trapped
It was, as Morton Denville said, cold and cheerless at his home, and the proceedings that night endorsed his words, as at half-past ten, after the servants had been dismissed, his father rose to seek his sleepless couch.
Claire rose at the same moment, starting from a silent musing fit, while Morton threw down the book he had been reading in a very ill-used way.
“Good-night, my son,” said Denville, holding out his hand, and grasping the lad’s with unusual fervour. “Good-night, father.”
“And you’ll mind and be particular now, my boy. I am sure that at last I can advance your prospects.”
“Oh, yes, father, I’ll be particular.”
“Don’t let people see you fishing there again.” “No, father, I’ll take care. Good-night. Coming Claire?” Claire had put away her needlework, and was standing cold and silent by the table.
“Good-night, Claire, my child,” said Denville, with a piteous look and appeal in his tone.
“Good-night, father.”
She did not move as the old man took a couple of steps forward and kissed her brow, laying his hands afterwards upon her head and muttering a blessing.