As surely as I wish the joys of heaven.
MELVIL
What other sin hath armed thy heart against thee?
MARY
Ah! not alone through hate; through lawless love
Have I still more abused the sovereign good.
My heart was vainly turned towards the man
Who left me in misfortune, who deceived me.
MELVIL
Repentest thou of the sin? And hast thou turned
Thy heart, from this idolatry, to God?
MARY
It was the hardest trial I have passed;
This last of earthly bonds is torn asunder.
MELVIL
What other sin disturbs thy guilty conscience?
MARY
A bloody crime, indeed of ancient date,
And long ago confessed; yet with new terrors.
It now attacks me, black and grisly steps
Across my path, and shuts the gates of heaven:
By my connivance fell the king, my husband —
I gave my hand and heart to a seducer —
By rigid penance I have made atonement;
Yet in my soul the worm is gnawing still.
MELVIL
Has then thy heart no other accusation,
Which hath not been confessed and washed away?
MARY
All you have heard with which my heart is charged.
MELVIL
Think on the presence of Omniscience;
Think on the punishments with which the church
Threatens imperfect and reserved confessions
This is the sin to everlasting death,
For this is sinning 'gainst his Holy Spirit.
MARY
So may eternal grace with victory
Crown my last contest, as I wittingly
Have nothing hid —
MELVIL
How? Wilt thou then conceal
The crime from God for which thou art condemned?
Thou tell'st me nothing of the share thou hadst
In Babington and Parry's bloody treason:
Thou diest for this a temporal death; for this
Wilt thou, too, die the everlasting death?
MARY
I am prepared to meet eternity;
Within the narrow limits of an hour
I shall appear before my Judge's throne.
But, I repeat it, my confession's ended.
MELVIL
Consider well – the heart is a deceiver.
Thou hast, perhaps, with sly equivocation,
The word avoided, which would make thee guilty
Although thy will was party to the crime.
Remember, that no juggler's tricks can blind
The eye of fire which darts through every breast.
MARY
'Tis true that I have called upon all princes
To free me from unworthy chains; yet 'tis
As true that, neither by intent or deed,
Have I attempted my oppressor's life.
MELVIL
Your secretaries then have witnessed falsely.
MARY