All these things seem long in the telling – and they lasted for ages in Nort's soul – but as a matter of fact they were brief enough in time. Fergus, stumbling along behind in the cold road, his hard-set spirit suffering dumbly, was only waiting the choice of a moment to lay his hand upon Nort's shoulder. And thus the two of them came, by no forethought, to the little hill just north of my farm, and I entered for a moment, all unconsciously, upon the comedy, or the tragedy, of that historic night.
I can't tell exactly what time it was, but I had been asleep for some time when I heard knocking on the outer door. As I started up in bed I heard some one calling my name, "David! David!" I ran downstairs quickly, wondering why Harriet was not before me, for she is a light sleeper. As I opened the door I saw a man on the porch.
"David!"
"Nort! What are you doing here at this time of the night?"
"Let me come in!" he said in a tense voice. "I've got something I must tell you."
I got him into my study and shut the door so that Harriet would not be disturbed. Then I struck a light and looked at Nort. His face was uncommonly pale; but his eyes, usually blue and smiling, were black with excitement. I could not fathom it at all. I had seen him before in a mood of exaltation, but nothing like this.
"David," said he, "I'm going to write a novel – a great novel."
He paused and looked at me with tremendous seriousness. The whole thing struck me all at once, partly in revulsion from the alarm I had felt when he first came in, as being the most absurd and humorous proceeding I had ever known. I laughed outright.
"Is this what you came to tell me at three o'clock in the morning?"
But Nort's mood was beyond ridicule. He did not seem to notice my laughter at all, but plunged at once into an account, a more or less jumbled account I am forced to admit, of all the things he would put into his novel. As nearly as I could make out he proposed to leave nothing out, nothing whatever that was in any way related to American life – politics, religion, business, love, art, city life, country life – everything. He didn't seem to be quite sure yet whether he could get it all into one large volume, like one of Scott's novels, or whether he would make a trilogy of volumes, like Frank Norris, or a whole comédie humaine after the manner of Balzac. I gathered that it was not only to be the great American novel, but the greatest that would ever be written.
It was so preposterous, so extraordinary! But it was Nort. I can see him now, vividly, pacing up and down the room, head thrown back, hair flying wild, telling me of his visions. I slipped into my overcoat, for it was cold, and still he talked on, and at moments I actually thought the rascal had lost control of himself. This impression was increased by a startling incident which was wholly unexplainable to me at the time. Just as Nort was walking down the study toward the east window he stopped suddenly, looked around at me, and said in a low voice:
"David, I saw a face looking in at that window."
I followed his glance quickly, but could see nothing.
"You're dreaming, Nort," said I.
"No, I saw it."
"See here, Nort," I said, "this is not reasonable. I want you to stop talking and go to bed. Can't you see how foolish it is?"
For the first time Nort laughed his old laugh.
"I suppose, David, it is – but it seems to me I never lived before to-night."
He seemed on the point of telling me something more. I wish he had, though it probably would not have changed the course of events which followed.
"Well," he said, "I'll go home and be decent. I never thought until this moment what you must think of me for routing you out in the middle of the night! And Harriet, too! What will she say?"
He looked at me ruefully, whimsically. It was just as he had said: he had never thought of it.
"David, I'm awfully sorry and ashamed of myself. I'm a selfish devil."
What a boy he was: and how could any one hold a grudge against him! He was now all contrition, feared he'd wake up Harriet, and promised to creep out without making a sound. I asked him to stay with us, but he insisted that he couldn't, that he must get home. So he opened the door of the study, and tiptoed with exaggerated caution down the hall. At the door he paused and said in a whisper:
"David, there was some one at that window."
"Nonsense."
"Well, good-night."
"Good-night, Nort, and God bless you."
He closed the door with infinite caution, and I thought I had seen the last of him, but a moment later he stuck his head in again.
"David," he said in a stage whisper, "the great trouble is, I can't think of any heroine, any really great heroine, for my novel that isn't exactly like Anthy – "
"Nort, get out!" I laughed, not catching the significance of his remark until after he had gone.
"Well, good-night, anyhow, David," he said, "or good-morning. You're a downright good fellow, David."
And good morning it was: for when Nort went down the steps the dawn was already breaking. As I went upstairs I heard Harriet, in a frightened whisper:
"What in the world is the matter, David?"
But I refused to explain, at least until morning.
CHAPTER XXIII
THE BATTLE
It was gray dawn, with a reddening sky in the east, when Nort walked up the town road. The fire within him had somewhat died down, and he began to feel tired and, yes, hungry. At the brook at the foot of the hill he stopped and threw himself down on the stones to drink, and as he lifted his head he looked at himself curiously in the pool. The robins were beginning to sing, and all the world was very still and beautiful.
When he got up Fergus touched him on his shoulder. He was startled, and glanced around suddenly, and the two men stood for a moment looking into each other's eyes. And Nort knew as well as though some one had told him, that it had come to an unescapable issue between him and this grim Scotchman.
"Well, Fergus, where did you drop from?"
He tried to carry it off jauntily: he had always played with Fergus.
"I've been waitin' fer ye," said Fergus. "I want ye to come in the wood wi' me. I have a bone to pick wi' ye."
Fergus seemed perfectly cool; whatever agitation he felt showed itself only in the increasing Scotchiness of his speech.
Nort objected faintly, but was borne along by a will stronger than his own. They stepped into the woods and walked silently side by side until they came to an opening near the edge of a field. Here there were beech trees with spaces around them, and the ground was softly clad in new green bracken and carpeted with leaves. Nort felt a kind of cold horror which he could not understand.
"Fergus," he said, again trying to speak lightly, "it was you I saw looking in at David's window."
"It was," said Fergus. "I couldna let ye escape me."
They had now paused, and in spite of himself Nort was facing Fergus.
"We must ha' it oot between us, Nort," said Fergus.
"What do you mean? I don't understand."
"Yes, ye do."
Nort looked up at him suddenly.