CHAPTER XVIII
ON THE MATTER OF A RAILWAY
Willie Ruston was half-dressed when the chamber-maid knocked at his door. He opened it and took from her three or four letters. Laying them on the table he finished his dressing – with him a quick process, devoid of the pleasant lounging by which many men cheat its daily tiresomeness. At last, when his coat was on, he walked two or three times up and down the room, frowning, smiling for an instant, frowning long again. Then he jerked his head impatiently as though he had had too much of his thoughts, and, going to the table, looked at the addresses on his letters. With a sudden access of eagerness he seized on one and tore it open. It bore Carlin's handwriting, and he groaned to see that the four sides were close-filled. Old Carlin was terribly verbose and roundabout in his communications, and a bored look settled on Willie Ruston's face as he read a wilderness of small details, skirmishes with unruly clerks, iniquities of office-boys, lamentations on the apathy of the public, and lastly, a conscientious account of the health of the writer's household. With a sigh he turned the second page.
"By the way," wrote Carlin, "I have had a letter from Detchmore. He draws back about the railway, and says the Government won't sanction it."
Willie Ruston raced through the rest, muttering to himself as he read, "Why the deuce didn't he wire? What an old fool it is!" and so forth. Then he flung down the letter, put his hands deep in his pockets and stood motionless for a few moments.
"I must go at once," he said aloud.
He stood thinking, and a rare expression stole over his face. It showed a doubt, a hesitation, a faltering – the work and the mark of the day and the night that were gone. He walked about again; he went to the window and stared out, jangling the money in his pockets. For nearly five minutes that expression was on his face. For nearly five minutes – and it seemed no short time – he was torn by conflicting forces. For nearly five minutes he wavered in his allegiance, and Omofaga had a rival that could dispute its throne. Then his brow cleared and his lips shut tight again. He had made up his mind; great as the thing was that held him where he was, yet he must go, and the thing must wait. Wheeling round, he took up the letter and, passing quickly through the door, went to young Sir Walter's room, with the face of a man who knows grief and vexation but has set wavering behind him.
It was an hour later when Adela Ferrars and the Seminghams sat down to their coffee. A fourth plate was laid at the table, and Adela was in very good spirits. Tom Loring had arrived; they had greeted him, and he was upstairs making himself fit to be seen after a night-voyage; his boat had lain three hours outside the harbour waiting for the fog to lift. "I daresay," said Tom, "you heard our horn bellowing." But he was here at last, and Adela was merrier than she had been in all her stay at Dieppe. Semingham also was happy; it was a great relief to feel that there was someone to whom responsibility properly, or at least more properly, belonged, and an end, therefore, to all unjustifiable attempts to saddle mere onlookers with it. And Lady Semingham perceived that her companions were in more genial mood than lately had been their wont, and expanded in the warmer air. When Tom came down nothing could exceed the empressement of his welcome.
The sun had scattered the last remnants of fog, and, on Semingham's proposal, the party passed from the table to a seat in the hotel garden, whence they could look at the sea. Here they became rather more silent; for Adela began to feel that the hour of explanation was approaching, and grew surer and surer that to her would be left the task. She believed that Tom was tactful enough to spare her most of it, but something she must say – and to say anything was terribly difficult. Lord Semingham was treating the visit as though there were nothing behind; and his wife had no inkling that there was anything behind. The wife's genius for not observing was matched by the husband's wonderful power of ignoring; and if Adela had allowed herself to translate into words the exasperated promptings of her quick temper, she would have declared a desire to box the ears of both of them. It would have been vulgar, but entirely satisfactory.
At last Tom, with carefully-prepared nonchalance, asked,
"Oh, and how is Mrs. Dennison?"
Bessie Semingham assumed the question to herself.
"She's very well, thank you, Mr. Loring. Dieppe has done her a world of good."
Adela pursed her lips together. Semingham, catching her eye, smothered a nascent smile. Tom frowned slightly, and, leaning forward, clasped his hands between his knees. He was guilty of wishing that Bessie Semingham had more pressing avocations that morning.
"You see," she chirruped, "Marjory's with her, and the children dote on Marjory, and she's got Mr. Ruston and Walter to wait on her – you know Maggie always likes somebody in her train. Well, Alfred, why shouldn't I say that? I like to have someone myself."
"I didn't speak," protested Semingham.
"No, but you looked funny. I always say about Maggie, Mr. Loring, that – "
All three were listening in some embarrassment; out of the mouths of babes come sometimes alarming things.
"That without any apparent trouble she can make her clothes look better than anybody I know."
Lord Semingham laughed; even Adela and Tom smiled.
"What a blessed irrelevance you have, my dear," said Semingham, stroking his wife's small hand.
Lady Semingham smiled delightedly and blushed prettily. She enjoyed Alfred's praise. He was so difficile as a rule. The exact point of the word "irrelevance" she did not stay to consider; she had evidently said something that pleased him. A moment later she rose with a smile, crying,
"Why, Mr. Ruston, how good of you to come round so early!"
Willie Ruston shook hands with her in hasty politeness. A nod to Semingham, a lift of the hat to Adela, left him face to face with Tom Loring, who got up slowly.
"Ah, Loring, how are you?" said Willie holding out his hand. "Young Val told me you were to arrive to-day. How did you get across? Uncommon foggy, wasn't it?"
By this time he had taken Tom's hand and shaken it, Tom being purely passive.
"By the way, you're all wrong about the water, you know," he continued, in sudden remembrance. "There's enough water to supply Manchester within ten miles of Fort Imperial. What? Why, man, I'll show you the report when we get back to town; good water, too. I had it analysed, and – well, it's all right; but I haven't time to talk about it now. The fact is, Semingham, I came round to tell you that I'm off."
"Off?" exclaimed Semingham, desperately fumbling for his eyeglass.
Adela clasped her hands, and her eyes sparkled. Tom scrutinised Willie Ruston with attentive eyes.
"Yes; to-day – in an hour; boat goes at 11:30. I've had a letter from old Carlin. Things aren't going well. That ass Detch – By Jove, though, I forgot you, Loring! I don't want to give you materials for another of those articles."
His rapidity, his bustle, his good humour were all amazing.
Tom glanced in bewilderment at Adela. Adela coloured deeply. She felt that she had no adequate reason to give for having summoned Tom Loring to Dieppe, unless (she brightened as the thought struck her) Tom had frightened Ruston away.
Willie seized Semingham's arm, and began to walk him (the activity seemed all on Willie's part) quickly up and down the garden. He held Carlin's letter in his hand, and he talked eagerly and fast, beating the letter with his fist now and again. Bessie Semingham sat down with an amiable smile. Adela and Tom were close together. Adela lifted her eyes to Tom's in question.
"What?" he asked.
"Do you think it's true?" she whispered.
"He's the finest actor alive if it isn't," said Tom, watching the beats of Ruston's fist.
"Then thank heaven! But I feel so foolish."
"Hush! here they come," said Tom.
There was no time for more.
"Tom, there's riches in it for you if we told you," laughed Semingham; "but Ruston's going to put it all right."
Tom gave a not very easy laugh.
"Fancy old Carlin not wiring!" exclaimed Willie Ruston.
"Shall I sell?" asked Adela, trying to be frivolous.
"Hold for your life, Miss Ferrars," said Willie; and going up to Bessie Semingham he held out his hand.
"What, are you really off? It's too bad of you, Mr. Ruston! Not that I've seen much of you. Maggie has quite monopolised you."
Adela and Tom looked at the ground. Semingham turned his back; his smile would not be smothered.
"Of course you're going to say good-bye to her?" pursued Lady Semingham.
Tom looked up, and Adela followed his example. They were rewarded – if it were a reward – by seeing a slight frown – the first shadow since he had been with them – on Ruston's brow. But he answered briskly, with a glance at his watch,
"I can't manage it. I should miss the boat. I must write her a line."
"Oh, she'll never forgive you," cried Lady Semingham.