He turned and paced away from her. She sensed if the armoire wasn’t blocking the window he’d climb out and search the property for Red. He wasn’t unstable exactly, but he was definitely a tangle of emotions, especially guilt. That seemed irrational, making her question his condition. At times he seemed confused and agitated, and other times he could be totally calm, like when he’d asked her about karate and prayer.
She considered his decision to jump out of hiding to defend Maddie. Was that irrational or sensible? She could make an argument for both sides. It was irrational to expose his location, yet his motivation was pure, born of his protective instinct.
His actions exposed his good heart in wanting to protect Maddie.
Don’t go there, Madeline.
“You think I’m crazy, don’t you?” he said in a soft voice.
“Why would you say that?”
“The look on your face.”
“I was thinking about something else.”
The thought of falling in love and being devastated again, because that’s what would happen. There hadn’t been enough excitement to keep Waylan in town, and there certainly wouldn’t be enough to keep a man like Kyle Spencer in Echo Mountain.
He placed a hand on her shoulder. Shocked by his touch, she looked up into his blue eyes.
“I am truly sorry. About everything,” he said.
“Stop apologizing. None of this is your fault.”
He studied her like he didn’t quite believe her words, but wanted to desperately. She also sensed he wanted something else. A hug?
Don’t do it, Maddie. The intensity of their situation was causing a visceral, emotional connection, nothing more. It wasn’t real.
“I can’t help it,” he said. “I hardly know you and yet you’ve saved my life what, three times now, and in doing so you’ve risked your own. You didn’t sign up for all this. You’re just a paramedic.”
The sting from his insult must have shown on her face because he put out his hand in a soothing gesture.
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