The Delegates’ Choice

‘Yes, well, sorry, I…’

‘D’ye sell milk?’

‘No.’

‘Bread?’

‘No.’

‘A pan loaf just?’

‘No!’

‘Ach. We used to have Paddy Weekly—he was great, so he was—but he was driven out by the supermarkets, ye know.’

‘Yes.’

‘We’ve to get to Ballycastle for shopping these days.’

‘Right.’

‘I prefer the shopping in Coleraine, meself.’

‘Uh-huh.’

‘I can get me feet done and me hair cut—there’s a wee girl who comes round the Fold—but if I give ye a wee list ye couldn’t do me a few messages once a week, could ye?’

It just wasn’t right.

‘It’s just not right,’ said Israel, picking absent-mindedly at his scone. ‘You know, the longer I spend working as librarian, the more I’m questioning my vocation.’

‘Uh-huh,’ said Ted, whose own scone was rapidly diminishing in size, down from bowling-ball size to tennis-ball size; maybe a little larger.

‘No!’ said Israel, correcting himself. ‘Not just my vocation in fact. The very ground of my being.’

‘Would ye like a top-up of coffee?’ said Minnie, who was doing the rounds.

‘Yes, thanks,’ said Israel.

‘Still on Beckett then?’ she said, pouring Israel another cup of the café’s so-called coffee.

‘Questioning the very ground of his being,’ said Ted.

‘Oh,’ said Minnie. ‘I think I’ll leave you to it then.’

As a child back home in north London, Israel had always imagined that a life communing with books might be a life communing with the great minds and lives of the great thinkers of the past, those who had formed the culture and heritage of the world, and that it might perhaps be his role to share these riches with others. In fact, in reality, as a mobile librarian on the perpetually damp north coast of the north of the north of Northern Ireland, Israel seemed to spend most of his time communing with the great minds and lives and thinkers who had produced Haynes car manuals, and Some Stuff I Remember About Visiting my Granny on her Farm in the Country, Before I Was Horribly Mentally, Physically and Sexually Abused by my Uncles and Married Three Unsuitable Husbands and Became an Alcoholic and Lost Everything and Lived in a Bedsit in Quite a Nasty Part of a City Before Meeting my Current Husband Who is Rich, and Wonderful, and Then Moving Back to the Country, Which is Ironic When You Think About It: The Sequel, and Shape Up or Ship Out! The Official US Navy Seals Diet, and How to Become a Babillionaire—Tomorrow!, and pastel-covered Irish, English and American chick-lit by the tonne, the half-tonne, the bushel, and the hot steaming shovel-load.

‘Ach, come on,’ said Ted. ‘It’s not that bad. You’re exeggeratin’.’

‘I’m what?’

‘Exeggeratin’.’

‘Exaggerating?’

‘Aye.’

‘I’m not! What about that other old man in this morning?’

‘Who? Which other old man?’

‘The old man in the baseball cap, that was dripping with rain.’

‘When?’

‘When it was raining?’

‘Ach, aye.’

Their second stop, up further round the coast. A lay-by. The rain had come on—even though it was June. June! Pounding with rain in June! Jesus Christ!

Old Man in Baseball Cap, Dripping with Rain: ‘Ye’ve some books here, boy.’

Israel (restrainedly): ‘Yes. Yes. It’s a library.’

Old Man in Baseball Cap, Dripping with Rain: ‘Aye.’

Israel (doing his best to be helpful): ‘And can I help you at all?’

Old Man in Baseball Cap, Dripping with Rain: ‘No. I’m only in for to be out of the rain.’

Israel: ‘Right. OK. That’s fine. Happy to be of—’

Old Man in Baseball Cap, Dripping with Rain: ‘Mind, would ye have any books about…’

Israel: ‘About? What?’

Old Man in Baseball Cap, Dripping with Rain (indicating width between finger and thumb): ‘About this thick?’

Israel: ‘Er. Well, possibly. Any subject in particular you’re after?’

Old Man in Baseball Cap, Dripping with Rain: ‘I don’t mind about the subject.’

Israel: ‘Right. So, anything really, as long as it’s…’

Old Man in Baseball Cap, Dripping with Rain (indicating his required width again): ‘This thick.’

Israel: ‘I see. What’s that, then? About two, three centimetres?’