Bone Deep

“Lots of people still think Kat killed him.”

Kat closed her eyes. Melinda had worked for her for two years now. Kat had given her ten rosebushes when Melinda got married and she and her new husband bought a house that hadn’t yet been landscaped. They weren’t friends, Kat hadn’t kidded herself about that, but she’d thought Melinda liked her job and liked Kat.

Guess not, Kat realized. There was too much malice in that voice to allow her even to pretend that Melinda was only idly gossiping.

“Do you?” Jason asked.

“I’m not saying that.” Melinda must have heard his surprise and maybe indignation, because she was cautious enough to backpedal. “Just that plenty of people do. Like Ron Barrett. You know, the assistant city manager. He won’t buy from Kat. Bobby says he heard Mr. Barrett say the plants here were fertilized with blood.”

“Couldn’t he get in trouble for saying that, when he doesn’t have any proof?” Jason’s father was an attorney.

“It’s not like he announced it in front of a city council meeting,” Melinda snapped. “Bobby’s dad and Mr. Barrett are friends. It was at a barbecue at my parents-in-law’s. When Mr. Barrett heard I work here.”

“Well, I don’t believe it,” Jason declared stoutly. “I like Kat. And I saw her face when she found that bone.”

His voice had receded. They were walking away. Melinda said something back, but Kat couldn’t make it out. She was glad.

She heard herself panting. God, she thought. Knowing people were talking was one thing, hearing it was another. Especially from someone she’d liked. What had she ever done to Melinda to deserve that vicious tone?

It was all she could do not to walk after them right now, take Melinda into her office and let her go. But…what if other employees thought the same? Could she fire all of them?

Except Jason. Bless him.

Ron Barrett. She’d known vaguely that he had never shopped here at the nursery, but Kat had seen his house and yard and knew he wasn’t really a gardener, so she hadn’t thought much of it. She’d only met him a couple of times. Why was he convinced she was a murderer?

Of course, there’d been talk. It was natural, when a man disappeared. Spouses were the first suspects for a reason. But nobody even knew for sure that Hugh was dead. She hadn’t believed it, not at first. And yes, she’d been left the house and business Hugh had owned before their marriage, but the house had had—and still did have—a hefty mortgage and the nursery had barely made a profit. Kat doubted she could have sold it then. Hugh had run up large credit-card bills. The equity in the house wouldn’t have done more than give her a down payment on one somewhere else, if that, once she paid off those credit cards. Hugh hadn’t had any life insurance—that required more planning for the future than he could ever be stirred to do. He hadn’t left her rich, or even semi-well off. What he had left her was the seeds of a business she’d nurtured into what it was now.

She’d done it, and on her own. Anger rose in Kat, choking her. Why would people who didn’t even know her well assume the worst about her? She didn’t understand.

Carrying the rake in one gloved hand, she strode out from behind the shed. Jason was no longer in sight, but Melinda was talking to a couple over by the lilacs. Her expression was earnest as she gestured at one in a five-gallon pot.

Firing her would only make of her a worse enemy. Gritting her teeth, Kat turned away. Raking up scattered shavings suited her mood just fine. She needed the physical exertion, the chance to sweat.

There were other, more important things she ought to be doing, but she still hadn’t worked up the nerve to dip another trowel into a wheelbarrow of potting soil or compost.

She’d had a week now without a visit from Grant Haller. Almost seven full days that felt like the sickly quiet before a tornado back in Kansas, where she’d grown up. That week, for the first time ever, Kat had dreaded opening the nursery, talking to customers who’d likely heard the whispers. She’d found herself looking at every single person differently than she had before. Wondering. It wasn’t pleasant, to find herself speculating about who might have planted those bones as a joke…or worse. About who knew exactly what had happened to Hugh and had kept his remains for some unimaginably horrific reason.

But she kept stumbling over the fact that she would have sworn everyone liked Hugh. He wasn’t perfect; she’d gotten so frustrated with him sometimes she wanted to bash him, although not lethally. His refusal to listen to ideas for changes at the nursery that might have required a little more effort on his part, or a modest outlay of money, had made her crazy. He liked plants, he liked people, but he had no business sense at all. And no ambition. He didn’t care if they made more money. He didn’t care if Sauk River Plant Nursery drew gardeners from beyond their small community. If she got mad when he blew off some suggestion of hers, he’d look at her in bemusement and wander away.

“Honey, bigger isn’t always better,” was one of his favorite lines.

No. It wasn’t. But better was better. It undoubtedly said something about her, that she couldn’t bear mediocrity, but Kat craved the success Hugh couldn’t be bothered to strive for. She even knew why. She’d been eight years old when her mother left her at a neighbor’s house and never came back. She wasn’t abused in the succession of foster homes that followed, but she wasn’t loved, either. She’d sometimes felt like a ghost. Foster parents and the other foster kids in each of the homes had known she was there, but, as though she were semitransparent, they never saw her, not really.

School was different, though. Teachers noticed when she excelled. And later, when she held after-school and summer jobs, employers noticed. If she did an assignment or a job right, better than right, they saw her and they smiled. Once she married Hugh, Kat threw herself heart and soul into the nursery business. There might be times he seemed to forget they were married, but if she could become indispensable at the nursery, she would matter.

Only, she hadn’t mattered very much, or he wouldn’t have left her.

It had bothered her terribly back then that she’d almost hoped he was dead, so she could believe he hadn’t abandoned her, not on purpose.

She worked until her muscles ached, until strands of hair stuck to her sweat-dampened face, until she felt a blister forming even though her hands were calloused and she wore heavy gloves.

The same thoughts circled maddeningly in her head. Why? Why kill Hugh, kind and disinclined to offend anyone? But if he’d died accidentally and someone had found his body… Why keep silent? Why taunt Kat now with bones?

None of it made any sense.

She saw Joan coming, stomping her way along the rows in her sturdy boots.

“Enough already,” Kat’s friend snapped. “What are you doing, trying to make it clean enough for somebody to eat off the ground?”

Kat glanced around. The shavings mounded in rows now had ruler-sharp edges. There were a few perfect circles protecting the roots of specimen trees. Not a wood chip was left on hard-packed paths. She had the sudden, fanciful thought that she was looking at one of the mysterious designs known as crop circles. Her own motivation in caring so fiercely that the nursery grounds be utterly pristine would be as unknowable to someone else as those crop circles were to the bewildered farmers who found them in their cornfields.

There was so much she couldn’t control, but the nursery was hers now. She could shape it to a vision only she saw.

She let out a shuddery breath. “I guess I’m done, anyway.”

“What set you off?” Joan asked.

“Gossip. Nasty gossip.”

Joan’s eyes narrowed. “Anyone I know?”

“Yes. And no, I won’t tell you who. Not until I decide what to do about it.” She turned and walked to the shed, her friend behind her. After hanging the rake on its hook, she said, “I guess I’m naive, but I didn’t realize there was still so much talk.”

“Things are changing with all the new people in town. But for the old guard…well, there hasn’t been that much to talk about. Hugh’s disappearance was too juicy to let go.”

“Does everybody assume I killed him?” Kat hated the helplessness that underlay her rage, but couldn’t entirely quell it.

Joan reached out and gripped her hand. Her expression was both kind and worried. “You know better than that.”

“I’m not sure I do anymore.” Kat shook herself. “Don’t listen to me. I’m in a mood. It’s like seeing the flash of lightning and now waiting for the boom of thunder.”

“But it’s been a week.”

“Think how much fun it is to draw out the suspense.”

A sound escaped Joan. “Is that what you think?”

“I don’t know what to think!”

“Has Chief Haller—”

“I haven’t heard from him. Unless something else happens, I probably won’t.”

“Isn’t he talking to the people on our lists?”

Kat shook her head. “We agreed that wouldn’t accomplish anything but cause more talk and damage business. It’s not like someone was going to admit to planting those bones.” She snorted. “Planted. Get it? A pun?”

“Very funny.” Joan wasn’t amused. “But what if we never find out who did it?”