Baby at his Door

“Yes?” he drawled.

She buried her face in her hands. Damn, she wasn’t a good liar, never had been.

The warm hand on her shoulder told her Evan had moved. Tingles spread down from her shoulder, for a moment his touch made her feel safe and secure. Tell me your secrets.

She’d made a second chance for herself, and only she could determine if it would be a life made of lies or truth. Taking a deep breath, she looked up at him. The sexy small-town sheriff. “My name’s not going to be in your computer.”

His eyes narrowed, but his tone was calm. “Why not?”

“Because I haven’t given you my real one.”

“Why not?”

“I’m hiding and I’m not ready to be found yet.”

“From whom?”

“I’d rather not say right now.”

“I’m afraid I’m going to have to insist.”

“Oh.”

“Yes, oh.”

Lydia didn’t want to lie. Instead she batted her eyelashes and brushed her tongue across her bottom lip. His eyes tracked the movement like a spy satellite tracking fleet movements. She leaned forward and shrugged her shoulders until the V of her blouse dipped lower.

“Honey…”

“Yes,” she said, trying to sound sultry.

“Even if I take you up on your invitation, I’m still going to want answers.”

If he took her up on her invitation, she’d go down fast. One fiancé hadn’t given her enough experience to handle this man and his earthy sensuality.

“I wasn’t issuing an invitation per se.”

“What were you doing?”

“Distracting you.”

“It almost worked.”

“What would it take to be successful?”

He leaned down until his breath brushed her face and she could see the flecks of sapphire in his gray eyes. She wanted to scoot away from him. Every survival instinct she had screamed for her to retreat, but this was the new Lydia and she wasn’t backing up.

“More than lust, less than love.”

His words cut through her. All men wanted less than love. “I’m not any good at lust.”

“Hell, honey, you were doing just fine.”

She shrugged.

“Ready to tell me more?”

“Not now. Can I have a reprieve?”

He nodded. “Until tonight.”

“Agreed, tonight. Where will I be working?”

“Come on. I’ll show you.”

She followed him down the hall, noticing the fit of his uniform pants was close to illegal. He had a nice butt. She wondered if his flesh would be rock-hard, like the muscles of his naked chest had been last night. Her fingers tingled with the need to caress him again. Though this time with intent and purpose.

“Your desk will be here,” he gestured to a battered model covered in manila folders and sloppily stacked papers.

The real world was a messy one, she realized. “I don’t think I’ll be here long enough to get through all of this paperwork.”

“It looks worse than it is.”

“That’s what you said about the dogs.”

He gave her a sympathetic look. Silence grew between them. She should stop looking at his mouth and wondering how well he kissed—spectacularly, if the darkly arousing secrets in his eyes were any indication. He had firm-looking lips. Kind of went with the rest of his hard body. She wondered what his mouth would feel like on hers.

Would he kiss with restraint as her fiancé had? Or with passion?

But he was out of her league. More than lust and less than love was not what she was looking for from a man.

“Penny for your thoughts?” he said.

Darn it. What was she going to say? The old Lydia had a stock of ditzy answers that made everyone around her think she was a shallow socialite. But last night she’d had a blinding realization that life held more for her than an arranged marriage and it was up to her to find it. It was time to leave the ditz behind.

“I was thinking about you,” she said, before her courage could desert her.

“What about me?” he asked, taking a step closer. The sounds of the common room just outside this little office cubicle suddenly seemed a world away. His shoulders blocked the entrance, nearly spanning it.

He was a big man, she thought. Big and strong and honest as the day is long. Though she longed to feel his arms around her, she knew she never would. This was a man who would not tolerate lies, especially from someone he’d been intimate with. That made her a little sad.

The thought shocked her because she hadn’t realized how much she wanted him until that moment. Lust was a new emotion to her, and she wasn’t sure she liked it.

“Lydia?”

She glanced up, meeting his icy gaze. She should hedge and lie. No, she thought fiercely. Not about this, not about the feelings he evoked in her. She’d stick to the truth about everything except her identity.

“What were you thinking?” he queried again.