The Nightmare

‘We will,’ Joona says.

‘The helicopter search has been concluded.’

Joona stiffens.

‘Concluded? How large an area did …’

‘I don’t know,’ Carlos interrupts.

‘Who’s in charge of the operation?’

‘It’s nothing to do with National Crime,’ Carlos explains. ‘The marine police are …’

‘But it would be very useful to us to know if we’re investigating one or three murders,’ Joona says sharply.

‘Joona, right now you’re not investigating anything. I’ve discussed the matter with Jens Svanehjälm. We’re putting together a joint team with the Security Police. Petter Näslund will represent National Crime, Tommy Kofoed the National Homicide Commission, and …’

‘What’s my role?’

‘Take a week off.’

‘No.’

‘Then you can go out to Police Academy and give some lectures.’

‘No.’

‘Don’t be stubborn,’ Carlos says. ‘That obstinacy of yours isn’t as charming as …’

‘I don’t give a damn what you think,’ Joona says. ‘Penelope …’

‘You don’t give a damn about me,’ Carlos says in astonishment. ‘I’m head of …’

‘Penelope Fernandez and Björn Almskog could still be alive,’ Joona goes on in a hard voice. ‘His flat has been burned out and hers would have been if I hadn’t got there in time. I think the murderer is looking for something that they’ve got, I think he tried to get Viola to talk before he drowned her …’

‘Thank you very much,’ Carlos interrupts, raising his voice. ‘Thank you for your interesting ideas, but we’ve … No, let me finish. I know you have trouble accepting this, Joona, but you’re not the only police officer in the country. And most of the others are actually very good, you know.’

‘Agreed,’ Joona says slowly, with a degree of sharpness in his voice. ‘And you ought to take care of them, Carlos.’

Joona looks at the brown stains on his cuffs made by Erixon’s blood.

‘What do you mean?’

‘I’ve encountered the perpetrator, and I think we need to be prepared for police fatalities in this case.’

‘You were taken by surprise, I understand it was unpleasant …’

‘Okay,’ Joona says harshly.

‘Tommy Kofoed is in charge of the crime scene investigation, and I’ll call Britta at Police Academy and tell her you’ll be calling in today, and will be a guest-lecturer next week,’ Carlos says.

The heat hits Joona when he emerges from Police Headquarters. As he takes his jacket off he realises that someone is approaching him from behind, stepping out between the parked cars in the street from the shadows of the park. He turns round and sees that it’s Penelope’s mother, Claudia Fernandez.

‘Joona Linna,’ she says in a tense voice.

‘Claudia, how are you?’ he asks seriously.

She just shakes her head. Her eyes are bloodshot and her face looks anguished.

‘Find her, you have to find my little girl,’ she says, and hands him a thick envelope.

Joona opens the envelope and sees that it’s full of banknotes. He tries to give it back, but she won’t take it.

‘Please, take the money. It’s all I’ve got,’ she says. ‘But I can get more, I’ll sell the house, as long as you find her.’

‘Claudia, I can’t take your money,’ he says.

Her tormented face crumples:

‘Please …’

‘We’re already doing everything we can.’

Joona gives the envelope back to Claudia, and she holds it stiffly in her hand, then mumbles that she’ll go home and wait by the phone. Then she stops him and tries to explain again:

‘I told her not to come to mine … she’s never going to call me.’

‘You had an argument, Claudia, but that’s not the end of the world.’

‘But how could I say that? Can you imagine?’ she asks, and raps her knuckles against her forehead. ‘Who says a thing like that to their own child?’

‘It’s so easy to just …’

Joona’s voice tails off, he feels his back sweating and forces himself to suppress the fragments of memory that are starting to stir.

‘I can’t bear it,’ Claudia says quietly.

Joona takes hold of Claudia’s hands, and tells her he’s doing all he can.

‘You have to get my daughter back,’ she whispers.

He nods, and they go their separate ways. Joona hurries down Bergsgatan, and peers up at the sky as he walks to his car. It’s sunny but a little hazy, and still very close. Last summer he was sitting in the hospital holding his mother’s hand. As usual, they spoke Finnish to each other. He told her they’d go to Karelia together as soon as she felt better. She was born there, in a little village which, unlike so many others, wasn’t burned down by the Russians during the Second World War. His mum had said it would be better if he went to Karelia with one of the people who were waiting for him.

Joona buys a bottle of Pellegrino from Il Caffè and drinks it before getting in the warm car. The steering wheel is hot and the seat burns his back. Instead of driving to Police Academy, he drives back to Sankt Paulsgatan 3, the flat of the missing Penelope Fernandez. He thinks about the man he encountered in the flat. There had been a remarkable speed and precision to his movements, as if the knife itself had been alive.

Blue and white tape has been strung up across the door, with the words ‘Police’ and ‘No entry’ on it.

Joona shows his ID to the uniformed officer on guard, and shakes his hand. They’ve met before, but never worked together.