Mary pressed her lips together in frustration. She felt caught in a trap. If she refused, made even the smallest of scenes, Olivia would be out here, wondering what was up. That could bring Tess, too. She eyed Ethan skeptically, lowered her voice. “You say this is work?”
“Of course.” He spoke the right words, but he stared at her mouth while he said them.
“Better be.” She tossed him a severe gaze before heading into her office for her purse.
Mary stepped into the world of trendy layettes and custom chintz toddler chairs and felt her heart sink into her shoes. It was the last place in the world she wanted to be. The fact that not only was she lying about being pregnant but that it would be a long, long time before she came into this type of store for any real purpose weighed on her like an anchor. She eyed the blue and pink bookcases and dressers with cute custom airplane and unicorn knobs.
“This is a baby shop, Mr. Curtis,” she said quietly, sidestepping a beautiful whitewashed Morigeau-Lepine changing table.
Ethan dropped into a pale-green gliding chair. “Can we drop the ‘mister’?”
“I don’t think so.”
He raised one brow in a mocking slant and whispered, “Hey, I’ve seen that tiny raspberry birthmark right below your navel.”
A wash of heat slipped over her skin and she could only mutter, “Right…”
“Come sit down.” He motioned for her to take the yellow duckie glider beside him. “You never seem to get off your feet.”
“I’m fine. I’ll stand.”
“Ethan.”
“Fine. Ethan,” she ground out. “Now, are you going to tell me why we’re in a baby shop?”
He picked up a lovely piece of original artwork from a nearby table and studied the drawing of two frogs sailing a boat. “I’m thinking we could add one more item to your workload.”
“Like?”
“A nursery in my house.”
Mary’s pulse escalated to a frenetic pace. “You want me to design a nursery for the…our…”
“Baby, yes. I may have unlimited resources, but you weren’t far off when you suggested I grew up under a rock. It was a trailer park actually. Dark, dirty and decorated with the curbside castoffs of the rich people on the other side of town. So, I have zero taste. And as you can see, I’m a guy.”
She stared at him, not sure how to feel about what he’d just revealed to her. She hadn’t meant to insult him with the “rock” comment. Well, maybe she had a little, but now she felt pretty damn snobby. Although, his need to be accepted by the Minneapolis bluebloods, have a child with one, made way more sense now. Not that his actions were in any way forgiven. “Look, I’m sorry about what I said…the rock thing—”
He waved away her apology with his hand, his jaw a little too tight. “It’s not important. What is important however is that my child has a place to sleep. So? Is this agreeable to you?”
This wasn’t a bizarre request for an NRR client. She’d designed over twenty nurseries and children’s rooms over the past five years. Single fathers, gay fathers who had to admit they had no taste, even busy moms on occasion.
“I thought you might enjoy this,” Ethan said, coming to his feet.
“Did you?” He wanted her to decorate her own child’s room. A child that didn’t exist.
She turned away from Ethan and closed her eyes, took a deep breath. What was she thinking? What was she thinking lying to someone about something so important, something as sacred as having a baby? This was getting out of hand. Yes, she’d had to protect her father, and now that he was out of danger, wasn’t it time to tell Ethan Curtis that he was not going to be a daddy, suffer his censure, his threats, and get on with her life?
Fear darted into her gut. But what if he refiled charges? That was entirely possible—maybe even probable given how angry and spiteful he’d be if he learned the truth. Her father couldn’t survive another arrest. No, there was no way she was allowing that to happen.
Mary fingered a swatch of green gingham fabric. It would work wonderfully for a boy or a girl. Tears sat behind her throat. She wasn’t the most maternal person in the world, but she wanted a child. Someday. With a man who loved her…
“Mary?”
She turned and looked at Ethan. “Okay.”
“Hello, there.” A very perky blond sales clerk appeared before them, her round brown eyes wide with excitement. “So, when’s our baby due?”
Before Mary could even open her mouth to say that they were just looking around, Ethan chimed in with “Early to mid April.”
Mary’s head whipped around so fast she wondered if she’d given herself whiplash.
Ethan shrugged. “I did the calculations.”
“A spring baby,” the salesgirl said, beaming at Ethan as though he were a candidate for father of the year already. “How about we start with a crib?”
Ethan gestured to Mary. “The lady’s in charge.”
The girl looked expectantly at Mary. “Traditional? Round? Any thoughts?”
“No thoughts,” Mary said, feeling weak all of a sudden. “Not today.”
The girl looked sympathetic and lowered her voice. “Mom’s tired.”
You have no idea, lady.
“I tried to get her to sit down,” Ethan said with a frustrated shake of the head.
The girl nodded as if to say, I’ve seen many a pregnant woman and understood their moods. “We can do this another day.”
Mary nodded. “Another day is good.” Another year might be good to.
Ethan checked his watch. “It’s after one.” He eyed Mary with a concerned frown. “Have you eaten lunch?”
Mary shook her head. “Not yet, but I’ll get something back at the office—”
“You need to eat now. You wait here. I’ll go get the car.”
“I have my car,” she said, but he was already halfway out the door.
To make matters worse, the salesgirl sidled up to Mary, clasped her hands together and sighed. “You’re so lucky.”
“Why?”
She looked at Mary as though she was crazy or just plain mean. “That man is going to make a great daddy.”
“If he can stop ordering people around long enough,” Mary muttered to herself.
“Excuse me?”