“You’d marry some man in Montana, though, wouldn’t you?” Tobias demanded, suddenly angry, and this time, he made no effort to keep his voice down. “Some stranger who wears a suit to work!”
“Tobias!”
“I won’t go to Montana, do you hear me? I won’t leave the Triple M unless Doss goes, too!”
Hannah reddened with embarrassment and anger— Doss had surely heard—and rose to her full height. “Tobias McKettrick,” she said sternly, “you go to bed this instant, and don’t you ever talk to me like that again!”
Tobias’s chin jutted out, in the McKettrick way, and his eyes flashed. “You go anyplace you want to,” he told her, turning on one bare heel to flee into his room, “but I’m not going with you!” With that, he slammed the door in her face.
Hannah took a step toward it, even reached for the knob.
But in the end she couldn’t face her son.
“Hannah.”
Doss.
She stiffened but didn’t turn. Doss would see too much if she did. Guess too much.
He caught hold of her arm, brought her gently around.
She whispered his name, despondent.
He took her hand, led her to the opposite end of the hall, opened the last door on the right, the one where she kept her sewing machine.
“What are you—?”
Doss stepped over the threshold first, turned, and drew her in behind him. Reached around her to shut the door.
She leaned against the panel. It was hard at her back.
“Doss,” she said.
He cupped her face in his hands, bent his head, and kissed her, full on the mouth.
A sweet shock went through her. She knew she ought to break away, knew he wouldn’t force himself on her if she uttered the slightest protest, but she couldn’t say a word. Her body came alive as he pressed himself against her. His weight was hard and warm and blessedly real.
Doss reached behind her head, pulled the pins from her hair, let it fall around her shoulders, to her waist. He groaned, buried his face in it, burrowed through to take her earlobe between his lips and nibble on it.
Hannah gasped with guilty pleasure. Her knees went weak, and Doss held her upright with the lower part of his body.
She moaned softly.
“We can’t,” she whispered.
“We’d damn well better,” Doss answered, “before we both go crazy.”
“What if Tobias…?”
Doss leaned back, opened the buttons on her bodice, put his hands inside, under her camisole, to take the weight of her breasts. Chafed the nipples lightly with the sides of his thumbs.
“He won’t hear,” he said.
He bent to find a nipple, take it into his mouth. Suckled in the same nibbling, teasing way he’d tasted her earlobe.
Hannah plunged her fingers into his hair, groaned and tilted her head back, already surrendering. Already lost.
She tried to bring Gabe’s face to her mind, hoping the image would give her the strength to stop—stop—before it was too late, but it wouldn’t come.
Doss made free with her breasts, tonguing them until she was in a frenzy.
She sank against the door, barely able to breathe.
And then he knelt.
Hannah trembled. Even though the room was cold, perspiration broke out all over her body. She made a slight whimpering sound when Doss lifted her skirts, went under them and pulled down her drawers.
She felt him part her private place with his fingers, felt his tongue touch her, like fire. Sobbed his name, under her breath.
He took her full in his mouth, hungrily.
Her hips moved frantically, seeking him, and her knees buckled.
He braced her securely against the door, put her legs over his shoulders, first one, and then the other, and through all that, he drew on her.
She writhed against him, one hand pressed to her mouth so that the guttural cries pounding at the back of her throat wouldn’t get out.
He suckled.
She felt a surge of heat, radiating from her center into every part of her, then stiffened in a spasm of release so violent that she was afraid she would splinter into pieces.
“Doss,” she pleaded, because she knew it was going to happen again, and again.
And it did.
When it was over, he ducked out from under the hem of her skirt and held her as she sagged, spent, to her knees. They were facing each other, her breasts bared to him, her body still quivering with an ebbing tide of passion.
“We can stop here,” he said quietly.
She shook her head. They’d gone past the place of turning back.
Doss opened his trousers, reached under her skirt and petticoat to take hold of her hips. Lifted her onto him.
She slid along his length, letting him fill her, exalting in the size and heat and slick hardness of him. She gave a loud moan, and he covered her mouth with his, kissed her senseless, even as he raised and lowered her, raised and lowered her. The friction was slow and exquisite. Hannah dug her fingers into his shoulders and rode him shamelessly until satisfaction overtook her again, convulsed her, like some giant fist, and didn’t let go until she was limp with exhaustion.
Only when she wept with relief did Doss finish. She felt him erupt inside her, swallowed his groans as he gave himself up to her.
He brushed away her tears with his thumbs, still inside her, and looked deep into her eyes. “It’s all right, Hannah,” he said gruffly. “Please, don’t cry.”