Tomas: Cowboy Homecoming

Damn. She was folding like a greenhorn in Vegas. He didn’t expect that. He should just tell her where he’d been, and he didn’t understand what was holding him back.

The waitress placed a cup of hot coffee in front of him, and his hand gripped the warmth of the cup. But words lodged in his throat.

“Are you okay?” Dinah asked in a concerned voice. “That’s all I want to know.”

“I’m fine.” He took a sip of coffee and thought it best to change the subject. “I saw Cheyenne over at the store.”

“She helps out when Austin needs her. Aren’t her little girls adorable?” Dinah looked down and rubbed the swell of her stomach. “I hope our little one is as cute.”

“How could it not? His or her mother is a natural beauty.”

“Stop it.” Dinah wrinkled her nose. “You’re my brother. You have to say that.”

He grinned. “Not really. That’s Austin’s job. Me, I can poke fun all I want. It comes by right of birth.” He pointed to her chest. “Love the way that badge sparkles on your khaki shirt there.” He leaned over to see her waist. “Damn. No gun.”

“Will you stop?” Her voice was stern, but her eyes sparkled.

He took a sip of coffee, remembering all the times he’d teased her as a kid. It was part of his job as little brother. Her teen years were a nightmare. John Hart kept a tight rein on his only daughter, and Dinah rebelled over and over. Tuf often wondered if Dinah would make it through those turbulent times. He would tease her just to see her smile.

Dinah scooted to the end of the booth. “I have to get back to work.”

“What’s Cheyenne’s situation?” he asked before he could stop himself.

She sighed. “Please tell me you’ve gotten over that teenage crush.”

“I have.” He twisted his cup. “I’m just curious. She’s different.”

“She’s going through a rough time.”

“She said her husband wasn’t with her in Roundup.”

“No.” Dinah dug in her purse and laid some bills on the table.

“Are they divorced?”

She frowned at him. “No. He died.”

“Oh.” He wasn’t expecting that. “Cancer, heart…”

“Tuf.” His sister actually glared at him. “Cheyenne’s emotions are very fragile right now and…”

“What happened to her husband?”

Her glare was now burning holes through him. “You can’t let this go, can you?”

“Like I told you, I’m curious. There’s a certain sadness about her, and I know something traumatic has happened in her life.”

Dinah zipped her purse. “Okay. But what I tell you, you keep to yourself. Very few people in Roundup know this, and I don’t want people gossiping behind her back.”

“Have you ever known me to gossip?”

“No, and that’s why I’m telling you.” She drew a deep breath. “Her husband was a marine.”

“He died in combat?”

“No. He was out for six months and had severe PTSD. Austin said he had terrible nightmares and was sometimes violent.”

A knot formed in his stomach and bile rose in his throat. He fought the terrible memories every day, and he vowed they would not bring him down. He’d stand strong. He was a marine. But there were days…

“What happened?”

“He left a note for Cheyenne saying he was leaving and not to try and find him. He added they were better off without him. Two days later he was found in a motel. He’d shot himself.”

“Oh, God.” Now he knew what the look in Cheyenne’s eyes was about. The life she’d planned was not the life she was living. She’d learned that there was hatred and evil in the world and it had spread to the most innocent victims like herself and her daughters. Her belief in life had been shattered, and she was struggling to make sense of it all—like he was.

“I’m sorry she had to go through that,” he murmured.

“We all are.” Dinah reached across the table and rubbed his forearm. “Are you sure you’re okay?”

“Yep.” He reached for his hat. “I’ll walk you to your office.”

Dinah got to her feet. “Oh, please. I’m the sheriff, remember?”

Tuf stood with a smile. But he still had an ache inside for all the soldiers who had come home and were still fighting that terrible war in their minds.

“Look,” Dinah said, and he followed her gaze to the kitchen area. Beau stood there. He kissed Sierra and headed for the front door.

“Hey, Beau,” Tuf called.

Beau swung around and walked toward them with a grin on his face.

“You’re home,” Tuf said.

“We got back late last night. I spoke with Dad, and he and Jordan just drove in, too. I’m picking up Duke at the sheriff’s office, and we’re going out to welcome them home.”

“Sounds like a plan.” Dinah stepped toward the door. “I’ll go with you to the office to make sure we don’t have anything pressing. See you at the ranch.” She waved to Tuf.

Tuf made his way across the street to his truck. As he was about to get in, he noticed Sadie and Sammie looking through the glass door of the shop. He raised a hand in greeting. Surprisingly, they both lifted a hand, but they didn’t smile. He knew without a doubt they were affected by their father’s death. Cheyenne shooed them back to their seats, and their eyes locked for a moment. So much sadness clouded her beautiful face. He got in his truck and drove away, telling himself it was none of his business.

And he was real good at lying to himself.

* * *

WHEN HE REACHED THE RANCH, he saw Ace’s and Colt’s trucks parked near Ace’s vet office. He drove there, too. As he got out, he heard loud voices coming from the barn attached to the office.

“It’s time, Ace,” Colt was saying. “Midnight has healed and we need to get him on the rodeo circuit as soon as February.”

“No way. I’m not risking him getting hurt again. Breeding season is about to start and he’ll be busy.”