“Ten,” Ramona corrected. “I spent the other ten praying.”
Whatever he might have expected her to say, that didn’t even come close. Maybe he’d misheard her. “Praying?”
Ramona nodded. He watched her hoop earrings swing in time to the rhythm she’d created. “That you’d come back and tell me that you’ve all agreed to let me stay on.” She put on the most earnest face she could. “I really want this job.”
It seemed odd to him that anyone would get so caught up or passionate about a public-relations position. “Why?”
Mentally, Ramona crossed her fingers. She really did hate lying, even though it did come with the territory. Right now, she needed to be convincing. Ultimately, in order to do what she had to, she wanted Paul Armstrong to think of her as an ally. The sooner she gained the man’s trust, the easier it would be to gain access to other records.
“Because as far as I’m concerned, the work that’s being done here at the institute is of paramount importance.”
Even though he was still in a hurry, her words made him pause. Crossing his arms before him, he took a moment to study his newest staff member. “So this is a crusade for you?”
Ramona’s already dazzling smile grew brighter. “In a manner of speaking, yes.”
He wanted to believe her. Things would be a great deal simpler if he just could and let it go at that. Maybe the betrayal of their former employee had put him on his guard, making him more suspicious than he ordinarily was. Or maybe he was just being supersensitive, but for the third time today, he felt he was in the presence of someone who wasn’t being completely up-front with him. Someone who, for whatever reason, was holding something back.
Although, he had to admit that when it came to Ramona Tate, he hadn’t a clue what that “something” might be. He didn’t know the woman well enough for that. It was just a hunch. A feeling.
He was being far too paranoid, he upbraided himself. There was no real reason not to believe that the young woman was being honest with him. After all, he was the one who’d posed the question, who’d prodded her. It was possible that Ramona was every bit as altruistic as she presented herself to be.
Possible, he reasoned, but was it actually probable? He really wasn’t all that sure that the answer to that was yes. However, only time would tell.
Chapter Five
He should be on his way, Paul thought and yet, here he was, still lingering. Still sharing space with this woman with the expressive eyes.
“Derek asked me to take you on a tour of the institute and to give you a miniorientation,” he told her.
Her natural curiosity kicked in. “Why doesn’t he give me the tour himself?”
Paul took the question to mean that she would have preferred his brother’s company to his. He understood that. People always gravitated to Derek. He was the outgoing one, the one with the ability to make people laugh. The one who could defuse any situation and had a story to fit every occasion.
Ordinarily, it didn’t bother him to have someone prefer Derek over him. He was used to it. Why it bothered him this time was something he wasn’t about to let himself explore.
“He had to leave,” Paul told her.
She nodded, accepting the excuse at face value. “So, when do you want to get started? Now’s fine with me,” she volunteered.
She certainly did seem eager. “Unfortunately, I don’t have time today. I have several patients scheduled for this afternoon.”
Her eyes widened ever so slightly and he found himself being drawn in. “So you practice medicine as well as oversee the staff here.”
“Yes, why does that surprise you?” he wanted to know.
She laughed, adding a touch of self-consciousness to the sound, as if she hadn’t expected to be caught. She knew how to play her role well. “I didn’t take you for a multitasker.”
He knew he should have already been on his way to his other office. His sense of responsibility had him making a point of being early rather than just on time, but her reply caused more questions to pop up. He didn’t think of himself as the kind of person that people formed any sort of impression about—unless they felt they had to or when being in contact with him directly affected their lives.
“All right, I’ll bite. What did you take me for?” he asked.
There was no hesitation. Ramona had the answer all worked out. “Someone who is very focused. Who follows the rules. Someone who does one thing at a time and who does that one thing very, very well.”
He realized he was watching her lips as she spoke and he looked away. “Sorry to disappoint you.”
“You didn’t,” she assured him quickly. “Actually, I don’t mind being wrong when it turns out to be a pleasant surprise.” She said it with such feeling, he half expected her next words to be “gotcha.”
But they weren’t.
Realizing that she was waiting for him to say something further, he finally asked, “How’s tomorrow for you?”
Ramona smiled before answering. As hackneyed as it might have sounded to someone had he voiced his sentiments out loud, her smile really did seem to fill the room with sunshine. Maybe he needed to get out more, Paul thought.
“Tomorrow’s fine. What time?”
“Early,” he told her. “I have a procedure scheduled for ten o’clock, so why don’t we get together about eight—unless that’s too early for you.”
“No, it can even be earlier if you’d prefer. I’m a morning person,” she volunteered cheerfully.
“Eight will be early enough,” he assured her, all but riveted by her smile.
It took effort to look away and even more effort to get himself to walk out of the office and put distance between them.
The problem was Ramona had started to walk out at the same moment that he did. They found themselves together in the doorway; their bodies wound up brushing up against one another. A host of shock waves seemed to travel right through Paul, and he pulled back instantly as if propelled by a live wire.
“I’m so sorry,” he apologized quickly, hoping that she didn’t think he’d done that on purpose. Had he been Derek, he realized, he probably would have—and then smoothed it over with his golden tongue.
Something else they didn’t have in common.
Incredibly, her smile seemed to widen even more and there was a hint of laughter in her eyes as she absolved him of all blame.
“That’s all right,” she assured him as if she realized it had been an accident on his part. “And for the record, I don’t bite.”
Even though he opened his mouth to respond, Paul had no comeback for that. His mind had gone completely blank in the face of her smile. He was really going to have to work on that, he chided himself
Mumbling “Tomorrow,” Paul hurried down the hall to his other office, grateful that he could retreat somewhere.
Ramona stood in his doorway for a moment longer, watching the quietest member of the Armstrong tribunal disappear down the corridor. She wasn’t really sure what to make of Dr. Paul Armstrong. If she didn’t know any better, she would have said that the man seemed almost sweet. But that wasn’t possible, not given the overall circumstances.
One thing she did know was that Dr. Paul Armstrong was going to be the subject of some heavy Internet research tonight.
Time was that after she’d put in a full day’s work, she’d head for her cozy little apartment, eager to enjoy a little well-deserved solitude. Dinner most likely would be something she’d have delivered. She’d wind up consuming it while sitting on her chocolate-colored sofa—purchased expressly to hide a multitude of sins, otherwise known as indelible stains—and channel surfing. It was her way of unwinding.
But these days, her own gratification, not to mention rest, was usually postponed, if not put on hold altogether. Instead, she would wind up swinging by the house where she had grown up. The house where her mother still lived.
The key phrase here, Ramona thought, changing lanes to pass a slow-moving SUV, being “still lived.”
Ramona became aware that her grip on the steering wheel had tightened and she forced herself to loosen it—while still keeping a grip on her fragile emotions.