“Long legs. It helps when my target is crippled and can’t escape.”
My mouth twitched. The top of her head was only a few inches below mine. If I’d turned my head, it would have tickled my nose. Her hair smelled nice—a green smell, like herbs.
We made for the table at a half lurch, and I had to admit it was easier with her help. More pleasant, too. My body started entertaining ideas I could have sworn it wasn’t ready to consider yet. I sure couldn’t do anything about those ideas, even if I’d been free to.
Which I wasn’t. She was an employee, off-limits.
We reached the table. I spoke abruptly. “The first time I saw you, you were glowing.”
“Amazing the sort of thing a mind in shock can conjure, isn’t it?”
“Is that what it was?”
She let me go as I lowered myself carefully into a chair, then looked me square in the eye. Her eyebrows were expressing skepticism. “I don’t know. Do you often see people glow when you aren’t in shock?”
“Hardly ever.” Common wisdom holds that people won’t look you in the eye if they’re lying. This is stupid. Since everyone knows this, someone who intends to lie to you will be sure to meet your eyes. I guess people who expect liars to look shifty haven’t been around teenagers much. “That E.R. doctor was sure baffled by my shoulder.”
She laughed and headed for the coffeepot. “The one you kept calling an idiot?”
“Yeah. Harry Meckle. I knew him in school.” Was she dodging the subject? Or was I being given a chance to avoid looking like a fool? I drummed my fingers on the table. “I want you to tell Gwen it’s okay for Zach to come over after school today.”
“Uh-uh.” She set a steaming mug in front of me. The multicolored stones in her bracelet glittered.
“Do you wear that all the time?”
“Hmm? Oh.” She sat down, keeping another mug for herself. “The bracelet. Yes, pretty much.”
“So why won’t you talk to Gwen for me?”
“I never step between dueling exes.”
“Gwen and I aren’t dueling. We aren’t even exes. We were never married.” I held myself ready for the questions that were sure to come. People were invariably nosy about me, Gwen, Zach and Duncan.
Seely shrugged. “So? You’re obviously ex-somethings.”
I’d never thought of it that way. For some reason the notion settled me, as if some little wandering piece had finally found its spot. I took a sip of coffee. “This is good.”
“Thanks.”
“The thing is, Zach has had enough uncertainty in his life. I think it will be good for him to see that, yeah, I’m banged up but I’m basically okay.”
“I won’t argue with that, but can’t you just tell Gwen yourself?”
I grimaced. “My family has some funny ideas. They think I don’t know my own limitations.”
She sipped her coffee, her eyes laughing at me over the rim. “Maybe you’ve given them some teensie-weensie reason to think that?”
“No.” I was certain about that. “Couldn’t have. I’ve never been really hurt before. A few stitches here and there, yeah, but nothing they kept me for overnight. Never been in any kind of auto accident.”
“Never? Not even a fender-bender?”
I shook my head and thought sadly about my truck.
“I imagine you scared them, then. They probably don’t realize it, but deep down I’ll bet they think you’re invulnerable.”
“They’re annoying sometimes, but they aren’t stupid.”
“Feelings don’t always follow logic, do they? They probably needed you to be invulnerable when they were younger. You were all they had.”
I scowled. “Who told you that?”
“Oh, it came up in different ways. While you were napping yesterday, you had visitors. Manny Holstedder—I gather he works for you?—and two of your neighbors, and of course Duncan. And phone calls. I made a list you can look at later, but I do recall that your sister Annie called, and another brother. Charlie, I think? And Edie Snelling called twice.” She put just enough lift at the end of that to make it almost a question.
“A friend of Gwen’s,” I muttered. There are worse things than an ex-lover who’s determined to fix you up. Falling off a mountain, for example. But dammit, I wished Gwen would quit trying to slide women under my door.
“Mmm. Anyway, your friends, family and neighbors all wanted me to know I was taking care of someone special. You’re something of a hero, you know.”
“Oh, for God’s sake—”
“No, really. They all think you’re pretty grand. Several of them told me about the way you took over raising your sister and brothers after your folks were killed.”
Mortified, I nearly burned my tongue on the coffee. I set the mug down and cleared my throat. “To get back to the subject—I thought you could assure Gwen that I’m up to having Zach come over. That is…I never asked. Are you okay with having a five-year-old around?”
“Sure. I like kids.”
“I guess you don’t have any of your own. You said you weren’t a nester.”
She tipped her head to one side. Her curls were semitamed today, caught back in a stretchy blue thing at her nape. A few strands had wiggled free. “Are you really curious, or just paying me back for having learned so much about you when you were helpless?”
That surprised a chuckle out of me.
Oddly, she shivered. It was a delicate little thing, but I caught it. “Are you cold? We can turn up the heat.”
“No,” she said absently, rubbing her left palm as if it itched. “You do have a deep voice, don’t you? It sounds as if it’s rolling up from the bottom of a well. Oh, look—Doofus is actually at the door, asking to go out. I’d better reward that.”
She liked the sound of my voice. That’s what that little shiver had meant. I enjoyed that notion about as much as I did watching her as she ambled for the back door. The way those long legs carried her along put a nice little sway in her hips. Those legs…
She opened the back door and Doofus scampered out. “How did you pick Doofus?”
“The name or the dog?”
“Both, I guess. A bit of unique, isn’t he?”
“That’s one way to put it. No, leave the door open. He panics if you close it, then forgets what he went outside to do.” A man could die happy with those legs wrapped around him—whoa. A little sexual buzz was okay, but I couldn’t let myself get carried away. “I got him from the pound for Zach’s fifth birthday. The vet says he’s a basset mix, emphasis on the mix.”
She glanced out the door. “The ears do look have the look of a basset hound. Zach comes over to play with him fairly often, I take it?”
“Two or three days a week. A neighbor’s teenage daughter walks him here from the school when the weather is decent. Sometimes to Mrs. Bradshaw’s, if I can’t be home at that hour.”