Gwen Wynn: A Romance of the Wye

“I suppose not,” Ellen timidly replies; blushingly too, for she knows how nearly the subject concerns herself, and half believes the interrogatory aimed at her. “Not at all strange,” she adds, more affirmatively. “Indeed very natural, I should say – that is, for women who are poor and weak, and really need a protector. But you, Gwen – who are neither one nor the other, but instead rich and strong, have no such need.”

“I’m not so sure of that. With all my riches and strength – for I am a strong creature; as you see, can row this boat almost as ably as a man,” – she gives a vigorous pull or two, as proof, then continuing, “Yes; and I think I’ve got great courage too. Yet, would you believe it, Nelly, notwithstanding all, I sometimes have a strange fear upon me?”

“Fear of what?”

“I can’t tell. That’s the strangest part of it; for I know of no actual danger. Some sort of vague apprehension that now and then oppresses me – lies on my heart, making it heavy as lead – sad and dark as the shadow of that wicked bird upon the water. Ugh!” she exclaims, taking her eyes off it, as if the sight, suggestive of evil, had brought on one of the fear spells she is speaking of.

“If it were a magpie,” observes Ellen, laughingly, “you might view it with suspicion. Most people do – even some who deny being superstitious. But a kite – I never heard of that being ominous of evil. No more its shadow; which as you see it there is but a small speck compared with the wide bright surface around. If your future sorrows be only in like proportion to your joys, they won’t signify much. See! Both the bird and its shadow are passing away – as will your troubles, if you ever have any.”

“Passing – perhaps, soon to return. Ha! look there. As I’ve said!”

This, as the kite swoops down upon a wood-quest, and strikes at it with outstretched talons. Missing it, nevertheless; for the strong-winged pigeon, forewarned by the other’s shadow, has made a quick double in its flight, and so shunned the deadly clutch. Still, it is not yet safe; its tree covert is far off on the wooded slope, and the tyrant continues the chase. But the hawk has its enemy too, in a gamekeeper with his gun. Suddenly it is seen to suspend the stroke of its wings, and go whirling downward; while a shot rings out on the air, and the cushat, unharmed, flies on for the hill.

“Good!” exclaims Gwen, resting the oars across her knees, and clapping her hands in an ecstasy of delight. “The innocent has escaped!”

“And for that you ought to be assured, as well as gratified;” puts in the companion, “taking it as a symbol of yourself, and those imaginary dangers you’ve been dreaming about.”

“True,” assents Miss Wynn, musingly, “but, as you see, the bird found a protector – just by chance, and in the nick of time.”

“So will you; without any chance, and at such time as may please you.”

“Oh!” exclaims Gwen, as if endowed with fresh courage. “I don’t want one – not I! I’m strong to stand alone.”

Another tug at the oars to show it. “No,” she continues, speaking between the plunges, “I want no protector – at least not yet – nor for a long while.”

“But there’s one wants you,” says the companion, accompanying her words with an interrogative glance. “And soon – soon as he can have you.”

“Indeed! I suppose you mean Master George Shenstone. Have I hit the nail upon the head?”

“You have.”

“Well; what of him?”

“Only that everybody observes his attentions to you.”

“Everybody is a very busy body. Being so observant, I wonder if this everybody has also observed how I receive them?”

“Indeed, yes.”

“How then?”

“With favour. ’Tis said you think highly of him.”

“And so I do. There are worse men in the world than George Shenstone – possibly few better. And many a good woman would, and might, be glad to become his wife. For all, I know one of a very indifferent sort who wouldn’t – that’s Gwen Wynn.”

“But he’s very good-looking?” Ellen urges; “the handsomest gentleman in the neighbourhood. Everybody says so.”

“There your everybody would be wrong again – if they thought as they say. But they don’t. I know one who thinks somebody else much handsomer than he.”

“Who?” asks Miss Lees, looking puzzled. For she has never heard of Gwendoline having a preference, save that spoken of.

“The Reverend William Musgrave,” replies Gwen, in turn bending inquisitive eyes on her companion, to whose cheeks the answer has brought a flush of colour, with a spasm of pain at the heart. Is it possible her rich relative – the heiress of Llangorren Court – can have set her eyes upon the poor curate of Llangorren Church, where her own thoughts have been secretly straying? With an effort to conceal them now, as the pain caused her, she rejoins interrogatively, but in faltering tone —

“You think Mr Musgrave handsomer than Mr Shenstone?”

“Indeed I don’t. Who says I do?”

“Oh – I thought,” stammers out the other, relieved – too pleased just then to stand up for the superiority of the curate’s personal appearance – “I thought you meant it that way.”

“But I didn’t. All I said was, that somebody thinks so; and that isn’t I. Shall I tell you who it is?”

Ellen’s heart is again quiet; she does not need to be told, already divining who it is – herself.

“You may as well let me,” pursues Gwen, in a bantering way. “Do you suppose, Miss Lees, I haven’t penetrated your secret long ago? Why, I knew it last Christmas, when you were assisting his demure reverence to decorate the church! Who could fail to observe that pretty hand play, when you two were twining the ivy around the altar-rail? And the holly, you were both so careless in handling – I wonder it didn’t prick your fingers to the bone! Why, Nell, ’twas as plain to me, as if I’d been at it myself. Besides, I’ve seen the same thing scores of times – so has everybody in the parish. Ha! you see, I’m not the only one with whose name this everybody has been busy; the difference being, that about me they’ve been mistaken, while concerning yourself they haven’t; instead, speaking pretty near the truth. Come, now, confess! Am I not right? Don’t have any fear, you can trust me.”

She does confess; though not in words. Her silence is equally eloquent; drooping eyelids, and blushing cheeks, making that eloquence emphatic. She loves Mr Musgrave.

“Enough!” says Gwendoline, taking it in this sense; “and, since you’ve been candid with me, I’ll repay you in the same coin. But mind you; it mustn’t go further.”

“Oh! certainly not,” assents the other, in her restored confidence about the curate, willing to promise anything in the world.

“As I’ve said,” proceeds Miss Wynn, “there are worse men in the world than George Shenstone, and but few better. Certainly none behind hounds, and I’m told he’s the crack shot of the county, and the best billiard player of his club. All accomplishments that have weight with us women – some of us. More still; he’s deemed good-looking, and is, as you say; known to be of good family and fortune. For all, he lacks one thing that’s wanted by – ”

She stays her speech till dipping the oars – their splash, simultaneous with, and half-drowning, the words, “Gwen Wynn.”

“What is it?” asks Ellen, referring to the deficiency thus hinted at.

“On my word, I can’t tell – for the life of me I cannot. It’s something undefinable; which one feels without seeing or being able to explain – just as ether, or electricity. Possibly it is the last. At all events, it’s the thing that makes us women fall in love; as no doubt you’ve found when your fingers were – were – well, so near being pricked by that holly. Ha, ha, ha!”

With a merry peal she once more sets to rowing; and for a time no speech passes between them – the only sounds heard being the songs of the birds, in sweet symphony with the rush of the water along the boat’s sides, and the rumbling of the oars in their rowlocks.

But for a brief interval is there silence between them; Miss Wynn again breaking it by a startled exclamation: – “See!”

“Where? where?”

“Up yonder! We’ve been talking of kites and magpies. Behold, two birds of worse augury than either!”

They are passing the mouth of a little influent stream, up which at some distance are seen two men, one of them seated in a small boat, the other standing on the bank, talking down to him. He in the boat is a stout, thick-set fellow in velveteens and coarse fur cap, the one above a spare thin man, habited in a suit of black – of clerical, or rather sacerdotal, cut. Though both are partially screened by the foliage, the little stream running between wooded banks, Miss Wynn has recognised them. So, too, does the companion; who rejoins, as if speaking to herself —

“One’s the French priest who has a chapel up the river, on the opposite side; the other’s that fellow who’s said to be such an incorrigible poacher.”

“Priest and poacher it is! An oddly-assorted pair; though in a sense not so ill-matched either. I wonder what they’re about up there, with their heads so close together. They appeared as if not wishing we should see them! Didn’t it strike you so, Nelly?”

The men are now out of sight; the boat having passed the rivulet’s mouth.

“Indeed, yes,” answered Miss Lees; “the priest, at all events. He drew back among the bushes on seeing us.”

“I’m sure his reverence is welcome. I’ve no desire ever to set eyes on him – quite the contrary.”