Priscilla did not reply. She walked on a little faster. She wanted Annie to leave her, but instead of doing this, Annie Brooke slipped her hand through Priscilla’s arm.
“Have you written your prize essay yet?” she said.
Priscilla brought herself back to the subject of the essay with an effort.
“Oh yes,” she replied; “I finished it last night.”
“I suppose it is very good?” said Annie.
“I thought it was at the time,” answered Priscilla; “but where is the use of worrying about it? Uncle Josiah wouldn’t think a scrap more about me if I wrote the finest prize essay in the world. On the contrary, he would be more disgusted than pleased. If I had received this letter a week ago I should not have bothered about the essay. I don’t even know now that I shall compete.”
“I wonder,” said Annie.
“What is the matter with you, Annie?”
“I have a thought in my head, Priscie – such a funny thought. You know Mabel Lushington?”
“Why, of course.”
“She is just as angry as you are. You remember you both got letters at the same time. You read yours and told us about it. Then you left the room. Afterwards she read hers. What do you think her letter was about?”
“I am afraid I neither know nor care,” replied Priscilla.
“That is very selfish of you, for you ought to care. Well, I will tell you. She has got to stay at school, whether she likes it or not.”
“Lucky, lucky girl!” said Priscilla.
“But that is just the point, you old silly. She doesn’t consider herself at all lucky. She hates and detests school, and wants to go; she would give all the world to go.”
“And can’t she?”
“No; at least there is scarcely a chance. Her aunt has subjected her to a ridiculous test. She says that if by any chance Mabel wins the first prize in the literature competition she may leave school and join her in Paris. If she does not win it, she has to stay here for another year. Mabel is nearly mad, for of course she has not a chance of the prize.”
“Not a chance,” said Priscilla.
“But you don’t care about winning it, and you are the one who is sure to do so.”
“I don’t greatly care,” said Priscilla. “Of course, I would rather win than not win; that is about all.”
“Suppose – suppose,” said Annie – “I am not saying it could be done, and I am not saying it is right – I am not pretending to any conscience in the matter; but —suppose– you and Mabel changed essays; and – suppose you had your dearest wish, and Mabel her dearest wish – you stayed at school for another year and Mabel went to Paris to join her aunt. Now – just suppose.”
Chapter Three
To Catch at a Straw
Priscilla’s eyes, large, dark, grey, and full of feeling, opened to their widest extent as she turned them now and fixed them on her companion.
“What do you mean?” she said. “Do you know that you are a horrible girl to propose anything of this sort. How dare you? I don’t want to speak to you again.”
“Very well, Priscilla,” replied Annie, by no means offended, and speaking in a gentle, meek little voice. “I have heard of worse things being done before, and I only meant to help you both. You are both my greatest friends. One of you wants to stay at school; the other wants to leave school. It can be done by such a very simple matter as changing your essays.”
“It is horrible – quite too horrible even to think about,” was Priscilla’s response.
“But you said you didn’t care about the prize.”
“No; but I do care about honour. I am bad, but I am not as bad as all that.”
“Well,” said Annie, a little frightened at Priscilla’s manner and the look on her face, “the whole thing can do me no good; I don’t profit by it. I have got to stay at school, nolens volens; and I think I should prefer Mabel as my greatest friend for the next twelve months to you. You won’t say anything about it, Priscie, for that would indeed be to ruin me, and I only meant to make you both happy.”
“Oh, of course I won’t tell,” said Priscilla. “I shall be leaving school in a fortnight, and then you won’t ever see me again. I can promise you to keep quiet with regard to this proposal of yours for that time.”
“Very well,” said Annie; “then that is all right. I will tell poor Mabel.”
“You don’t mean that you have suggested the thing to her?”
“Not exactly, but I have hinted at it – I mean at something – and she is very much interested. I’ll have to tell her that my little scheme is up a tree. Poor old Mabel! She is such a dear, too. We shall be glad to keep her at school.”
“Really, Annie, you are too extraordinary. Have you written a paper for the literature prize yourself?”
“I? Oh yes. But I have no imagination; not a bit. The subject is ‘Idealism’ – such an odious, impossible subject; but it has appealed to you.”
“It did appeal to me very strongly; I loved to write about it.”
“I can fancy you at it; you are just full of imagination.”
“It is my dearest possession,” said Priscilla. A new look came into her eyes. She turned her fine face and looked at her companion. “And when I leave school,” she added, “I shall take it with me. Even when I am working in the dairy and mending the children’s socks I shall still rejoice in it. I am glad you reminded me of it – very glad.”
“Well, I wish you joy of your future life. I would have helped you, but you won’t be helped.”
“You don’t suppose,” said Priscilla suddenly, “that I don’t just long to catch at any straw? You don’t suppose that I am not tempted? But even – even if I were to consider your base proposal for a single minute, what good on earth would it do me? The reason I am leaving school is because Uncle Josiah will not pay for my schooling. He certainly won’t pay for it any more because I have not won the literature prize.”
“But if I can positively promise you – and I am almost sure it can be done – that your schooling will be paid in another way, what then?”
“Annie, you cannot make me that promise. Say nothing more about it.”
“Oh, well, if you won’t talk of it, it can’t be helped. I am going to Mabel now.”
“Annie, I suppose you mean kindly, and I suppose I ought to feel that you do; but you don’t understand. It is a case of noblesse oblige with me. If I did stoop to what you suggest I should never, never have a happy hour again.”
“Very well,” said Annie. “I am glad I have not such a troublesome conscience.”
As she spoke she skipped away from her companion and joined the other girls on the lawn. Two little girls of about eleven and twelve years of age ran up to her. Their names were Flora and Violet Frere.
“What are you looking so solemn about, Annie?” asked Violet.
“Oh, I am worried. Poor old Priscie has got to leave school. Isn’t it an awful shame?”
Violet gave a sort of howl. “I can’t live without Priscie. I don’t believe it for a single minute. Where is she?”