Italian Bachelors: Irresistible Sicilians

‘It surprises me. I assumed you would want to.’

His accurate assumption turned her stomach. In the early days of their marriage they had agreed that having a baby would be something to embark on in the future. Grace had only been twenty-three. There had been plenty of time. Selfishly, they had wanted to enjoy each other first. Even so, she had become rather slapdash about taking her contraceptive pill.

‘Life happens.’

His eyes hardened. ‘Considering I have already missed so much of her life, it is only fair that you fill in the blanks.’

She met his gaze. ‘You think?’

He leaned forward. ‘I want to know everything about our child. Everything. In due course you will tell me, but for now you can start with why you did not breastfeed.’

Grace was interrupted from glaring at him when the waiter returned with Lily’s bottle.

‘Well?’ Luca said, impatient, once the waiter had left them.

‘I couldn’t breastfeed,’ she said flatly, shifting Lily’s position and putting the teat in her mouth. ‘The midwives wanted to help but they were too busy. Nothing we tried worked. I was exhausted, Lily was hungry...’ She shrugged. ‘In the end they had to discharge me because they needed the bed, so Lily and I went home and onto formula milk.’

‘Just think,’ he said, his voice musing but his eyes like a frozen winter night. ‘If you’d had your husband there to take the burden off you, the outcome might have been different.’

‘You’d love to think that, wouldn’t you?’ She shook her head with a grimace. ‘The big hero riding to the rescue of his wife’s underperforming breasts. Tell me,’ she continued, ignoring the throbbing pulse in his temple, which always meant danger, ‘how exactly would you have helped? Unless biology has advanced to allow you to lactate, I don’t see what possible help you could have given me.’

‘I would have been there for both of you. I would have taken care of Lily so you could sleep and recover. Who was there for you, Grace? When you gave birth to our child, who was there for you? Who was there to help you recover?’

Cheeks burning, she gazed down at her guzzling baby.

He leaned forward again. ‘You can justify it all you want but you made the first three months of Lily’s life an unnecessary struggle for you both.’

She turned her head and stared pointedly at their bodyguards who were sitting at the table next to them. ‘Our freedom from you and from them made the struggles necessary. And for all your talk about “being there” for us, don’t think it’s escaped my attention that you haven’t held her yet. Not once. While I’ve spent the morning acting as a prancing clothes horse, you’ve spent your time flirting with the shop assistants.’

‘You sound jealous.’

‘Don’t change the subject.’

‘There is nothing more unattractive than a jealous wife.’

‘And there’s nothing more unattractive than a married man flirting with another woman in front of his wife and baby.’

‘I was not flirting—’

‘And you can’t expect me to believe Sicilian women don’t get jealous,’ she continued, deliberately talking over him. ‘How would your mother have reacted if your father had flirted with younger women?’

‘She would have pulled his testicles off with her fingernails.’ He smiled coldly. ‘But my father adored her, so he never needed or wanted a mistress.’

The waiter arrived with their steaming plates of pasta, suppressing her urge to punch Luca in the face.

She wanted to hurt him. Right then she wanted to make him suffer for everything he had put her through, was putting her through, and everything she would have to endure for the next eighteen years. Unless she found an escape route. Which she would.

While she finished feeding Lily, Luca ate his pasta and caught up on his emails, effectively blanking her out.

‘Have you even spoken to Lily yet?’

He raised his eyes.

‘Have you?’ She carefully placed the baby on her shoulder and patted her bottom.

‘Babies can’t talk.’

‘Have you tried any form of interaction with her?’

His nostrils flared. ‘Lily does not yet know me. I have no wish to upset her.’

‘You were happy to let the shop assistant—a stranger—hold her.’

He shrugged. ‘She asked.’

‘On that basis, you would let any random person who wanted to hold our child have her?’

‘Only the ones I find attractive enough to consider making my mistress.’

She flinched. ‘So you were flirting.’

‘I wouldn’t call it flirting. I would call it auditioning.’

‘You’re really enjoying this, aren’t you?’

‘I take no pleasure from humiliating people. In your case I am prepared to make an exception.’ He took a bite of pasta and cast his eyes back down to his tablet.

‘That’s funny.’

‘What is?’

‘You saying you get no pleasure from humiliating people. In your line of work I would have thought humiliation was a perk.’

That got his attention. He put his fork down. His narrowed eyes captured hers. ‘My line of work?’

‘You’re a gangster. A criminal.’

CHAPTER SEVEN (#ud64c5a2c-015d-5221-b7a4-4ad45cf7f135)

GRACE COULD HAVE sworn Luca blanched, but, it was such a fleeting expression, one blink and it had gone.

‘I am not a criminal.’

‘Really?’ She made no attempt to hide her disbelief. ‘How would you describe yourself?’

‘I’m a businessman.’

‘Hmm. So it’s normal behaviour for businessmen to live in the Sicilian equivalent of Fort Knox and travel everywhere with armed guards? Is it also normal for businessmen to beat people?’