The Temeraire Series Books 1-3: Temeraire, Throne of Jade, Black Powder War

‘I find I am become transparent before you,’ Laurence said ruefully. ‘I am not missing my ship at all, no, but I will admit I am a little concerned about our training. Powys and Bowden were very odd about the whole thing, and I am not sure what sort of reception we will meet in Scotland, or how we shall like it.’

‘If we do not care for it, surely we can just go away again?’ Temeraire said.

‘It is not so easy; we are not at liberty, you know,’ Laurence said. ‘I am a King’s officer, and you are a King’s dragon; we cannot do as we please.’

‘I have never met the King; I am not his property, like a sheep,’ Temeraire said. ‘If I belong to anyone, it is you, and you to me. I am not going to stay in Scotland if you are unhappy there.’

‘Oh dear,’ Laurence said; this was not the first time Temeraire had showed a distressing tendency to independent thought, and it seemed to only be increasing as he grew older and started to spend more of his time awake. Laurence was not himself particularly interested in political philosophy, and he found it sadly puzzling to have to work out explanations for what to him seemed natural and obvious. ‘It is not ownership, exactly; but we owe him our loyalty. Besides,’ he added, ‘we would have a hard time of it keeping you fed, were the Crown not paying for your board.’

‘Cows are very nice, but I do not mind eating fish,’ Temeraire said. ‘Perhaps we could get a large ship, like the transport, and go back to sea.’

Laurence laughed at the image. ‘Shall I turn pirate king and go raiding in the West Indies, and fill a covert with gold from Spanish merchant ships for you?’ He stroked Temeraire’s neck.

‘That sounds exciting,’ Temeraire said, his imagination clearly caught. ‘Can we not?’

‘No, we are born too late; there are no real pirates anymore,’ Laurence said. ‘The Spanish burned the last pirate band out of Tortuga last century; now there are only a few independent ships or dragon crews, at most, and those always in danger of being brought down. And you would not truly like it, fighting only for greed; it is not the same as doing one’s duty for King and country, knowing that you are protecting England.’

‘Does it need protecting?’ Temeraire asked, looking down. ‘It seems all quiet, as far as I can see.’

‘Yes, because it is our business and the Navy’s to keep it so,’ Laurence said. ‘If we did not do our work, the French could come across the Channel; they are there, not very far to the east, and Bonaparte has an army of a hundred thousand men waiting to come across the moment we let him. That is why we must do our duty; it is like the sailors on the Reliant, they cannot always be doing just as they like, or the ship will not sail.’

In response to this, Temeraire hummed in thought, deep in his belly; Laurence could feel the sound reverberating through his own body. Temeraire’s pace slowed a little; he glided for a while and then beat back up into the air in a spiral before levelling out again, very much like a fellow pacing back and forth. He looked around again. ‘Laurence, I have been thinking: if we must go to Loch Laggan, then there is no decision to be made at present; and because we do not know what may be wrong there, we cannot think of something to do now. So you should not worry until we have arrived and seen how matters stand.’

‘My dear, this is excellent advice, and I will try to follow it,’ Laurence said, adding, ‘but I am not certain that I can; it is difficult not to think of.’

‘You could tell me again about the Armada, and how Sir Francis Drake and Conflagratia destroyed the Spanish fleet,’ Temeraire suggested.

‘Again?’ Laurence said. ‘Very well; although I will begin to doubt your memory at this rate.’

‘I remember it perfectly,’ Temeraire said, with dignity. ‘But I like to hear you tell it.’

What with Temeraire making him repeat favourite sections and asking questions about the dragons and ships which Laurence thought even a scholar could not have answered, the rest of the flight passed without giving him leisure to worry any further. Evening was far advanced by the time they finally closed in upon his family’s home at Wollaton Hall, and in the twilight all the many windows glowed.

Temeraire circled over the house a few times out of curiosity, his pupils open very wide; Laurence, peering down himself, made a count of lit windows and realized that the house could not be empty; he had assumed it would be, the London Season being still in full train, but it was now too late to seek another berth for Temeraire. ‘Temeraire, there ought to be an empty paddock behind the barns, to the southeast there; can you see it?’

‘Yes, there is a fence around it,’ Temeraire said, looking. ‘Shall I land there?’

‘Yes, thank you; I am afraid I must ask you to stay there, for the horses would certainly have fits if you came anywhere near the stables.’

When Temeraire had landed, Laurence climbed down and stroked his warm nose. ‘I will arrange for you to have something to eat as soon as I have spoken with my parents, if they are indeed home, but that may take some time,’ he said apologetically.

‘You need not bring me food tonight; I ate well before we left, and I am sleepy. I will eat some of those deer over there in the morning,’ Temeraire said, settling himself down and curling his tail around his legs. ‘You should stay inside; it is colder here than Madeira was, and I do not want you to fall sick.’

‘There is something very curious about a six-week-old creature playing nursemaid,’ Laurence said, amused; although even as he said it he could hardly believe Temeraire was so young. Temeraire had seemed in most respects mature straight out of the shell, and ever since hatching he had been drinking up knowledge of the world with such enthusiasm that the gaps in his understanding were vanishing with astonishing speed. Laurence no longer thought of him as a creature for whom he was responsible, but rather as an intimate friend, already perhaps one of the dearest in his life, and one to be depended upon without question. The training lost a little of its dread for Laurence as he looked up at the already-drowsing Temeraire, and Barstowe he put aside in his memory as a bugbear. Surely there could be nothing ahead which they could not face together.

But his family he would have to face alone. Coming to the house from the stable side, he could see that his first impression from the air had been correct: the drawing room was brightly lit, and many of the bedrooms had candlelight in them. It was certainly a house party, despite the time of year.

He sent a footman to let his father know he was home, and went up to his room by the back stairs to change. He would have liked a bath, but he thought he had to go down at once to be civil; anything else might smack of avoidance. He settled for washing his face and hands in the basin; he had brought his evening rig, fortunately. He looked strange to himself in the mirror, wearing the new bottle-green coat of the Corps with the gold bars upon the shoulders in place of epaulettes; it had been bought in Dover, having been partly made for another man and adjusted hastily while Laurence waited, but it fit well enough.

More than a dozen people were assembled in the drawing room, besides his parents; the idle conversation died down when he entered, then resumed in hushed voices and followed him through the room. His mother came to meet him; her face was composed but a little fixed in its expression, and he could feel her tension as he bent to kiss her cheek. ‘I am sorry to descend on you unannounced in this fashion,’ he said. ‘I did not expect to find anyone at home; I am only here for the night, and bound for Scotland in the morning.’

‘Oh, I am sorry to hear it, my dear, but we are very happy to have you even briefly,’ she said. ‘Have you met Miss Montagu?’

The company were mostly longstanding friends of his parents whom he did not know very well, but as he had suspected might be the case, their neighbours were among the party, and Edith was there with her parents. He was not sure whether to be pleased or unhappy; he felt he ought to be glad to see her, and for the opportunity which would otherwise not have come for so long; yet there was a sense of a whispering undercurrent in the glances thrown his way by the whole company, deeply discomfiting, and he felt wholly unprepared to face her in so public a setting.

Her expression as he bowed over her hand gave him no hint of her feelings: she was of a disposition not easily ruffled, and if she had been startled by the news of his coming, she had already recovered her poise. ‘I am glad to see you, Will,’ she said, in her quiet way, and though he could not discover any particular warmth in her voice, he thought at least she did not seem angry or upset.

Unfortunately, he had no immediate opportunity to exchange a private word with her; she had already been engaged in conversation with Bertram Woolvey, and with her customary good manners, she turned back once they had completed their greetings. Woolvey made him a polite nod, but did not make any move to yield his place. Though their parents moved in the same circles, Woolvey had not been required to pursue any sort of occupation, being his father’s heir, and lacking any interest in politics, he spent his time hunting in the country or playing for high stakes in town. Laurence found his conversation monotonous, and they had never become friends.

In any event, he could not avoid paying his respects to the rest of the company; it was difficult to meet open stares with equanimity, and the only thing less welcome than the censure in many voices was the note of pity in others. By far the worst moment was coming to the table where his father was playing whist; Lord Allendale looked at Laurence’s coat with heavy disapproval and said nothing to his son at all.

The uncomfortable silence which fell upon their corner of the room was very awkward; Laurence was saved by his mother, who asked him to make up a fourth in another table, and he gratefully sat down and immersed himself in the intricacies of the game. His table companions were older gentlemen, Lord Galman and two others, friends and political allies of his father; they were dedicated players and did not trouble him with much conversation beyond what was polite.

He could not help glancing towards Edith from time to time, though he could not catch the sound of her voice. Woolvey continued to monopolize her company, and Laurence could not help but dislike seeing him lean so close and speak to her so intimately. Lord Galman had to gently call his attention back to the cards after his distraction delayed them; Laurence apologized to the table in some embarrassment and bent his head over his hand again.

‘You are off to Loch Laggan, I suppose?’ Admiral McKinnon said, giving him a few moments in which to recapture the thread of play. ‘I lived not far from there, as a boy, and a friend of mine lived near Laggan village; we used to see the flights overhead.’

‘Yes, sir; we are to train there,’ Laurence said, making his discard; Viscount Hale, to his left, continued the play, and Lord Galman took the trick.

‘They are a queer lot over there; half the village goes into service, but the locals go up, the aviators don’t come down, except now and again to the pub to see one of the girls. Easier than at sea for that, at least, ha, ha!’ Having made this coarse remark, McKinnon belatedly recalled his company; he glanced over his shoulder in some embarrassment to see if any of the ladies had overheard, and dropped the subject.

Woolvey took Edith in to supper; Laurence unbalanced the table by his presence and had to sit on the far side, where he could have all the pain of seeing their conversation with none of the pleasure of participating in it. Miss Montagu, on his left, was pretty but sulky-looking, and she neglected him almost to the point of rudeness to speak to the gentleman on her other side, a heavy gamester whom Laurence knew by name and reputation rather than personally.

To be snubbed in such a manner was a new experience for him and an unpleasant one; he knew he was no longer a marriageable man, but he had not expected this to have so great an impact upon his casual reception, and to find himself valued less than a wastrel with blown air and mottled red cheeks was particularly shocking. Viscount Hale, on his right, was only interested in his food, so he found himself sitting in almost complete silence.

Still more unpleasantly, without conversation of his own to command his attention, Laurence could not help overhearing while Woolvey spoke at length and with very little accuracy on the state of the war and England’s readiness for invasion. Woolvey was ridiculously enthusiastic, speaking of how the militia would teach Bonaparte a lesson if he dared to bring across his army. Laurence was forced to fix his gaze upon his plate to conceal his expression. Napoleon, master of the Continent, with a hundred thousand men at his disposal, to be turned back by militia: pure foolishness. Of course, it was the sort of folly that the War Office encouraged, to preserve morale, but to see Edith listening to this speech approvingly was highly unpleasant.

Laurence thought she might have kept her face turned away deliberately; certainly she made no effort to meet his eye. He kept his attention for the most part fixed upon his plate, eating mechanically and sunk into uncharacteristic silence. The meal seemed interminable; thankfully his father rose very shortly after the women had left them, and on returning to the drawing room, Laurence at once took the opportunity to make his apologies to his mother and escape, pleading the excuse of the journey ahead.

But one of the servants, out of breath, caught him just outside the door of his room: his father wanted to see him in the library. Laurence hesitated; he could send an excuse and postpone the interview, but there was no sense in delaying the inevitable. He went back downstairs slowly nevertheless, and left his hand on the door just a moment too long: but then one of the maids came by, and he could not play the coward anymore, so he pushed it open and went inside.

‘I wonder at your coming here,’ Lord Allendale said the moment the door had shut: not even the barest pleasantry. ‘I wonder at it indeed. What do you mean by it?’

Laurence stiffened but answered quietly, ‘I meant only to break my journey; I am on my way to my next posting. I had no notion of your being here, sir, or having guests, and I am very sorry to have burst in upon you.’

‘I see; I suppose you imagined we would remain in London, with this news making a nine-days’ wonder and spectacle of us? Next posting, indeed.’ He surveyed Laurence’s new coat with disdain, and Laurence felt at once as poorly-dressed and shabby as when he had suffered such inspections as a boy brought in fresh from playing in the gardens. ‘I am not going to bother reproaching you. You knew perfectly well what I would think of the whole matter, and it did not weigh with you: very well. You will oblige me, sir, by avoiding this house in future, and our residence in London, if indeed you can be spared from your animal husbandry long enough to set foot in the city.’

Laurence felt a great coldness descend on him; he was very tired suddenly, and he had no heart at all to argue. He heard his own voice almost as if from a distance, and there was no emotion in it at all as he said, ‘Very good, sir; I shall leave at once.’ He would have to take Temeraire to the commons to sleep, undoubtedly scaring the village herd, and buy him a few sheep out of his own pocket in the morning if possible or ask him to fly hungry if not; but they would manage.

‘Do not be absurd,’ Lord Allendale said. ‘I am not disowning you; not that you do not deserve it, but I do not choose to enact a melodrama for the benefit of the world. You will stay the night and leave tomorrow, as you declared; that will do very well. I think nothing more needs to be said; you may go.’

Laurence went back upstairs as quickly as he was able; closing the door of his bedroom behind him felt like allowing a burden to slip off his shoulders. He had meant to call for a bath, but he did not think he could bear to speak to anyone, even a maid or a footman: to be alone and quiet was everything. He consoled himself with the reminder that they could leave early in the morning, and he would not have to endure another formal meal with the company, nor exchange another word with his father, who rarely rose before eleven even in the country.

He looked at his bed a moment longer; then abruptly he took an old frock coat and a worn pair of trousers from his wardrobe, exchanged these for his evening dress, and went outside. Temeraire was already asleep, curled neatly about himself, but before Laurence could slip away again, one of his eyes half-opened, and he lifted his wing in instinctive welcome. Laurence had taken a blanket from the stables; he was as warm and comfortable as he could wish, stretched upon the dragon’s broad foreleg.

‘Is all well?’ Temeraire asked him softly, putting his other foreleg protectively around Laurence, sheltering him more closely against his breast; his wings half-rose, mantling. ‘Something has distressed you. Shall we not go at once?’

The thought was tempting, but there was no sense in it; he and Temeraire would both be the better for a quiet night and breakfast in the morning, and in any case he was not going to creep away as if ashamed. ‘No, no,’ Laurence said, petting him until his wings settled again. ‘There is no need, I assure you; I have only had words with my father.’ He fell silent; he could not shake the memory of the interview, his father’s cold dismissiveness, and his shoulders hunched.