Sins and Scandals Collection: Whisper of Scandal / One Wicked Sin / Mistress by Midnight / Notorious / Desired / Forbidden

“It’s beer,” Garrick said. “The buildings are flooded with beer.”

“Beer!” She sounded startled. Then her voice changed. “That smell! I wondered what it was.”

“I think the vat on top of the brewery in Tottenham Court Road must have burst,” Garrick said. “I’ve seen it happen before when a liquid ferments and puts pressure on the vat. The hoops snap and the beer pours out in a flood.”

“There was a sound like thunder, or cannon.” Merryn’s voice was still ruffled, a sign of her distress. “I am not describing it well,” she added, “but I have never heard an explosion before.”

Garrick smiled, there in the dark. How many women, he wondered, would be concerned at their lack of eloquence in a situation like this? Only Merryn Fenner would need the right word for the right occasion. Most other women he had known would be having the vapors or swooning. Not Merryn. She was more concerned with her vocabulary. He felt another rush of emotion, swift and sharp, admiration for her and something more, something deeper.

He sensed her shift toward him in the darkness although she was careful not to make physical contact again. Garrick could not see her because the gloom was stifling, like a blanket. It felt thick and heavy and it was starting to feel hot as well, as though they were inside a fermenting vat. The air seemed weighed down with the smell of the malt. Garrick could hear Merryn breathing in quick, light pants, and knew she was afraid. She was very close and he sensed she was facing him now. If he lifted a hand he thought it would touch the curve of her cheek. He wanted to touch her very much, and not just to reassure her. There was something knowing about the dark, something intimate that stripped away all layers of pretense and all formality.

“I assume that we are trapped?” Merryn asked. “Or we would not still be sitting here.”

“I’m afraid we are,” Garrick said. “The house came down on top of us. We are on the ground floor but there is no way out.” He could see no point in lying to her. She was an intelligent woman. She would soon work it all out for herself.

“I remember the walls falling.” She sounded a little more composed now but with all his senses alert Garrick could feel other emotions in her. There was the fear she was trying very hard to repress and also to hide from him, as though she was afraid it was a sign of weakness. There was anger, too. He could understand that. He was surely the last man on earth that she would want to be trapped with here in the intimate dark.

“Is there really no way out?” she said. There was a tiny catch in her voice. “I … I do not care for enclosed spaces.”

“I don’t know,” Garrick said. “We won’t be able to tell until daylight returns.”

He had already been thinking about their chances of escape. With all the chaos and destruction from the explosion it was possible that it might take rescuers days to sift through all the rubble but at least the daylight might show up little cracks and gaps in the fallen masonry, a weakness or a way out. There was air in their prison, so he knew it was not totally sealed off from the outside world. In the morning he would start searching for a way to escape. Until then though the two of them were captive.

“It is night now?” This time the quiver in Merryn’s voice was much clearer. Enclosed spaces combined with the long dark reaches of the winter night … Garrick could almost feel her shudder.

“Yes,” he said. “It must be some time near midnight now. You were unconscious for quite a long time.” He put out a hand to her. “I should have asked you before—are you injured?”

“No!” She spoke very quickly, moving a little away from him, rejecting his comfort. Garrick let his hand fall. “I don’t know why I fainted,” she said. She sounded defensive.

“Shock, perhaps,” Garrick said. “Fear.”

“That makes me seem dreadfully feeble.” Now she sounded uncomfortable, as though there was more than a ring of truth in his words.

“Don’t be too hard on yourself,” Garrick said. “Most people with any sense would be frightened in this situation.”

“Are you?” Merryn asked.

Damn it. She had such a talent for putting him on the spot.

“I have been in worse situations,” Garrick said carefully.

She laughed. “You do not like to admit to fear?”

“What man would?”

“Oh, male pride …” She sounded dismissive. “If you had denied it outright I would have thought you a fool or a liar or both.”

“Thank you,” Garrick said ruefully.

“Not at all.” She shifted. “Perhaps someone will rescue us soon.”

Despite her bravado, Garrick could hear how desperately she hoped that would true.

“They’ll have to tear themselves away from drinking all the beer first,” he said.

She gave a gasp of laughter. “You think they would put drink above people’s lives?”

“This is a poor neighborhood,” Garrick said, “and free beer is free beer no matter how it is delivered.”

Merryn was quiet. The darkness wrapped about them dense and malty and hot. In the silences, Garrick thought, he could sense Merryn slipping away from him, feel her fear creep closer, feel her thoughts turning dark. A moment later she caught his sleeve. Her fingers brushed his wrist, sending a deep shiver of awareness through him.

“You saved my life,” she said. She took a breath. “I wish it had not been you.” She sounded very unhappy. “I wish it had been anyone but you.”

Garrick gave a short laugh. “I’ll take that as gratitude,” he said. This time he did reach out and touch her cheek. It felt soft and dusty beneath his fingers. She drew back sharply.

“When it comes to life and death,” he said slowly, “you cannot afford to be too particular about who saves you, Lady Merryn. That is something I do know.”

There was a silence. He could hear Merryn breathing again, quick and ragged. He knew she was fighting a battle with herself against the fear that oppressed her. She gave a juddering little hiccup and Garrick felt her raise her hands, scrubbing away what must have been tears from her face. His instinct, fierce and immediate, was to reach out to try to comfort her but he held back. He knew his touch would be the last thing she wanted. Besides, he was having trouble keeping his own mind from plumbing the depths of disaster. He knew that their prospects were not good. No one knew that they were there. They could be walled up until they starved to death, they could be crushed by another fall of masonry, they could drown, they could run short of air and be smothered or they might simply go mad. Garrick closed his eyes and forced away all the images of death and catastrophe by sheer force of will. The effort made his head pound all the more. He tried to think about Merryn, about the need to reassure her. It distracted him from his own pain and discomfort.

“You do not need to be afraid of the dark,” he said. “It cannot hurt you.”

“I know.” Her voice had eased a shade, as though talking made their captivity a tiny bit easier to bear. “I was locked in a chest once when I was young,” she said. “It was so small and dark and hot, just like this. I could not move and I thought I would never be found and that I would die like the girl in a Gothic novel I had read.”

“Which just goes to show how dangerous reading can be,” Garrick said. “Why were you in the chest in the first place?”

“I was playing hide-and-seek with Joanna and Tess,” Merryn said. He could hear her voice warm into amusement. The memory was distracting her. “I wanted to hide somewhere they would never find me,” she said, “just to prove that I was cleverer than they were.” Her amusement died. “Unfortunately I chose too well.”

“Presumably they were cleverer than you had anticipated,” Garrick pointed out, “or you would not be here.” He paused. “Why did you feel you had something to prove?”

Merryn did not reply for a moment. Garrick waited. It was odd not being able to see her. He had nothing on which to judge her responses other than hearing and intuition. But the darkness seemed to have sharpened his senses other than sight. He could read all the little nuances in Merryn’s voice. Her emotions were reflected in her breathing: her fear, her unhappiness and her determination not to crack and give in to weakness. He could smell her, too, the faint scent of flowers mixed with dust and beer in her hair and on her skin. He ached to touch her.

After a moment Merryn answered his question. He could hear reluctance in her voice, as though she were confiding a secret almost against her will.

“Jo and Tess were both so pretty,” she said ruefully, “and I was not. All I had was my book learning.”

Garrick remembered her telling him that he should address his gallantries to her sisters because she had no interest or experience in the art of flirtation.

“You look just like they do,” he said. “No one could doubt that you are related.”

He could feel her amazement. “No, I do not! I don’t look like them at all! I am short where they are statuesque.”

“You are smaller than your sisters, perhaps, but more of a perfect miniature.”

She did not appear to have heard him. “And I am fair whereas Jo is dark and Tess has dark red hair.”

“Blond hair is just as pretty,” Garrick pointed out. “Prettier.”

“And my eyes are not violet-blue.”