Pregnancy Proposals: The Duke's Baby

When she looked up at him, she glimpsed a bleakness in his eyes. After a tension-filled moment she heard him say, “Would it help if I told you life hasn’t been fair to me, either?”

Her gaze flew to his scar. “If you’re referring to your injury, in my opinion it adds to your attraction and makes you more interesting. Ask any woman and she’ll tell you the same thing.”

“That’s always nice to hear,” he said dryly, “but I’m referring to another one.”

She bit her lip. “You have more than the scar?” her voice shook.

“Sometimes the wounds on the inside do the most damage.”

He’d caught her attention. “What’s wrong with you?”

There was an unnatural quiet in the room before he said, “I can’t father a child, Andrea, I’m impotent.”

The impact of his words was so painful, her heart plunged to her feet. She pressed a hand to her mouth to stifle her cry, but it escaped anyway.

They stared at each other while streams of unspoken words flowed between them.

“You’re the one person I know who understands how it feels to learn you’ll never be able to create a life from your own body. In fact you’re the only person in my life I’ve told,” he admitted soberly.

She groaned remembering Geoff’s excitement that Lance had come home for good. His expectations of grandchildren had put a new light in his eyes.

Those ever ready tears stung hers once more. “Oh, Lance—How did it happen? When?”

After a sharp intake of breath he said, “During one of my assignments in the Middle East, I was exposed to a chemical agent that put me in the hospital for a while. That was seven years ago. After I recovered, I was told I’d never be able to have children.”

To be told that was like being given a death sentence of sorts. She understood. Oh how she understood.

He would never know the joy of seeing himself in one of his own children. There’d be no flesh and blood baby who would grow up to look like the Malbois family.

“If you hadn’t gone in the military …”

“But I did.” His barely leashed anger revealed his pain. “Unlike you however, there’s no miracle that can change my condition.”

Andrea had nothing to say to that. There weren’t any words to give him the smallest hope. She’d never felt so helpless.

“Suffice it to say, not many women of childbearing age want to marry a man who can’t give them a child.”

Right now wasn’t the time to assure Lance there were plenty of women out there who’d give anything to be his wife if he were in love with them. They’d agree to adoption. In any case, the woman who wanted to be his wife wouldn’t make children the issue.

Yet with hindsight she could see that her being infertile had mattered to Richard. He hadn’t even wanted to discuss adoption. If she’d heard she couldn’t have a baby before she’d married him, he would have lost interest in her and walked away. He liked a well ordered life, everything in its place. Anything less than perfect didn’t suit.

Andrea had turned out to be less than perfect. Maybe that was why their sex life had suffered in their marriage. It could explain why he’d ended up burying himself in his books.

When she looked back, she realized she’d been the one to reach out to him on the day he’d died, hoping to ignite that missing spark.

She buried her face in her hands. “Your father’s going to feel terrible for you. You’re his raison d’être.“

“He’ll deal with it.”

“But what about you, Lance? Honestly …” With her heart aching for him, she lifted her head to look at him.

“For a few moments in the clinic today when Dr. Semplis congratulated us, I felt as if you and I had made your baby together. I liked the feeling. So much in fact that I’d like to be its father on a permanent basis.”

She sat up straighter. What was he saying?

“You’ve asked for an honest response from me, so let me ask you a question. How would you like to marry me?”

For the second time in one day, her world stood still. It took her a minute before she could speak.

“You’re talking a marriage of convenience?” she asked in wonder.

“I guess that’s one way of putting it,” he drawled. “From the outset it’s been clear you and your husband enjoyed a great marriage. I realize a love like that only comes once in a lifetime.

“Life has dealt us both a great blow to our dreams, so I’m not going to ask for the impossible. But if you’d let me, I’d like to give you my name. Then I can be there to help you through your pregnancy, and after. I’ll provide for you and the baby for the rest of my life. Everything I have will be yours.

“I can promise you it won’t be hard to say it’s mine. After listening to its heartbeat, I already feel a bond. What are the chances of that happening again? This will be the closest I’ll ever come to playing the role of father right from the cradle.

“Think about it, and we’ll talk more tomorrow after I’ve come back from Rennes. If you’re feeling up to it, we’ll take a drive into the country for dinner.

“In the meantime, do me a favor and mind the doctor. I’ll instruct the kitchen to send up your meals tomorrow. That way you can give those pills a chance to do their job while you rest.

“Bonne nuit, Andrea.”

Still in shock, she watched him leave, knowing there’d be no rest for her from now on. Not when the future Duc Du Lac had just asked her to marry him so he could have a baby.

Richard’s baby.

But Richard wasn’t alive, and Lance, who was very much alive, yet could never get a woman pregnant, was prepared to step in and father her baby.

It meant she’d never have a financial worry. She could be the total stay-at-home mother she’d dreamed of being, and her baby would have a daddy who would raise him and love him.

Andrea had no doubts about Lance’s devotion to her child. His reaction at the clinic, the excitement in his eyes when he’d gone out to buy her the gifts, let her know he’d be a natural when it came to fatherhood. After all, he was Geoff’s son. What better role model could any man have.

Her baby would inherit a grandfather who would lavish his love on his grandchild.

Three people who’d known loss would dote on her baby. What a lucky boy or girl to be the recipient of so much love.

The only way the decision to marry Lance wouldn’t be convenient was if he eventually met a woman and fell madly in love.

Andrea had no doubts he would always be there for their child, but he would feel trapped in the marriage he’d entered into with Andrea. That would be the risk she’d be taking if she said yes to him now, and then further down the road he wanted out.

For the rest of the night she tossed and turned, wishing she couldn’t feel or understand his pain that he couldn’t procreate.

She should never have listened to him—never have given him the chance to broach the subject with her. Something had told her there’d be a price to pay if she did.

There was a price all right.

He’d stripped her of her of peace of mind. Lance knew she’d become emotionally involved and had purposely left her to writhe while she considered the pros and cons of his outrageous marriage proposal.