But there was something else at stake besides her life. Someone—vampires, either from Erebus or the colony—had stolen her patch. Aegis had always assumed that the Nightsiders didn’t know about the inherent weakness in a percentage of Enclave agents, or they would have exploited it long ago.
Apparently Aegis had been wrong. The shooters had obviously known what to look for. That meant the Nightsiders must already be aware of the patches and that they had some essential purpose, even if they’d never been able to get their hands on one before.
Maybe Damon knew about them as well. If he did…
Keeping her face perfectly still, Alexia reconsidered what she’d assumed about his motives. He had outright admitted that the Council had sent him to join her. Sometimes telling part of the truth was more effective than an all-out lie. Had their “partnership” been part of the plan to get her patch? Had he lulled her suspicions just enough to leave her vulnerable?
Had they caught Michael and done the same thing to him?
She examined Damon’s face covertly, feeling such a conflicting jumble of emotions that she could hardly think straight. She had almost begun to trust him, forgetting all her rigorous training, because he’d sounded so reasonable. And, if she were honest with herself, because she had felt drawn to him in ways that defied logic. In the brief time she’d known him, they had forged enough of a bond that she’d been sick with worry that he might be fatally injured, or already dead.
That was all in the past now. She wouldn’t make the same mistake twice. But the question remained: If Damon had been assigned to take her where the Nightsiders could get to her, why would they try to kill him? Or had they deliberately aimed their shot so that he would be able to heal?
Somehow she had to find out what he was up to. The colony wasn’t her only priority now; she had to discover just how much the Nightsiders—including Damon—knew about the patch and the drugs in it.
Since she had no way of knowing when she’d meet up with Michael again, she had to proceed on the assumption that she would be working alone. And if she didn’t succeed very quickly—quickly enough so that she could still make it to the Border in a condition to report whatever she’d learned—she would die here in the Zone.
In the meantime, she would have to pretend she accepted whatever Damon chose to tell her. That they were still on the same side.
“Which weapon?” Damon asked.
She shook herself, realizing she had been silent for an uncomfortably long time and he must be wondering why.
“My VS120,” she said quickly, unwilling to dwell on the subject. She rummaged inside her ration kit and pulled out the last nutrient bar.
“You’d better take this,” she told him. “You need nourishment to heal properly.”
He stared at the bar, and she sensed he was aware that her offer was another test. Aegis knew that Daysiders could go for long stretches without blood—much longer than a Nightsider—but they weren’t certain if the Citadel operatives could digest “human” food as dhampires could. That would be an extremely useful thing to know.
After a long period of silence, he shook his head. “You keep it,” he said. “I had sufficient nourishment before I left Erebus.”
Of course, he’d lie anyway if he knew what he’d taken in Erebus wasn’t enough to fuel his healing. But if his job was done…
All the anger she’d been suppressing burst like a suppurating wound inside her chest. “I suppose if you need more, you’ll take it from me?” she asked.
“No,” he said firmly. “Never.”
“Why not? It’s not as if you’d have to kill me.”
“We are partners, Agent Fox,” he reminded her. “That makes us equals, does it not?”
“And I wouldn’t be your ‘equal’ if we weren’t? What if I were human? Would that make me fair game?” She leaned toward him, her breath fanning his neck. “Tell me…does it work the same with Daysiders as it does with leeches? Could you make me do whatever you want? Would I become your serf?”
Damon’s expression hardened, but Alexia almost didn’t notice. As the first beams of sunlight pierced through the trees on the hill above them, touching Damon’s face, his skin began to darken. Within a minute it had returned to its previous tan, transforming like the pelt of a leopard that had suddenly changed from black on gold to gold on black.
If Damon had glimpsed her surprise before she concealed it, he didn’t give any sign. “Fishing for information, Agent Fox?” he mused with a faint, ironic smile.
She returned the smile. “Didn’t you hope you’d gain useful intelligence from working with an Enclave field agent?”
He inclined his head, acknowledging her point. “But I would not have you constantly worried that I might tamper with your mind,” he said. “Only some Bloodmasters and Bloodlords are capable of what you suggest, and Darketans can’t do it at all.”
“That’s comforting,” she quipped.
“As is the fact that we seem to have very similar healing abilities.”
“You’re telling me Erebus didn’t have that information before?”
“Did Aegis?”
She snorted and bit into the ration bar. “I didn’t know a Daysider’s skin changes color with the light.” Damon rubbed his jaw. The shadow of a beard had darkened it overnight. that was a very human characteristic, one that male dhampires shared.
“Aegis must be aware that Darketans have a natural adaptation that makes the melanin content of our skin alter in accordance with the level of illumination.” He dropped his hand back to his knee.
“What is ‘Darketan’?” she asked. “I’ve never heard the word before.”
“That is what we call ourselves.” He climbed carefully to his feet. “It’s a name from ancient legend.”
“What legend?”
Instead of answering, he bent to retrieve her blanket, folded it neatly and handed it to her. “Thank you for keeping watch,” he said.
“Should I thank you for saving my life again?”
“Since I was ordered to work with you, it would hardly appear to my advantage if I were to let you die.”
“Of course.”
And that was that. she hadn’t expected him to answer any differently, though part of her had hoped…
She cut off that line of thought and focused on her own body. Though it was early yet, she was just beginning to feel a faint crawling sensation under her skin, a twitching of certain deep muscles, an ache in her bones. It wasn’t likely to get much worse for some time, but she had to conserve her strength, and she needed sleep.
But she also wanted Damon to reveal his plans. “What do we do now?” she asked.
“You need rest,” he said. “I’ll watch.”
Alexia had to remind herself again that there was nothing remotely personal in his concern. “We can’t stay here,” she told him.
Damon scanned the hollow in every direction. “I think the shooters are gone, at least for the time being.”
“Then you don’t think they’ll attack again if we move?”
He cast her a probing glance, undoubtedly wondering why she was asking him what he couldn’t possibly know.
“There’s only one way to find out,” he said. “If you want to risk it.”
Gingerly, Alexia shrugged into her pack and secured her rifle. “We’d have to leave sooner or later,” she agreed. “No reason to sit around healing if we’re going to die, anyway.”
His dark, piercing gaze continued to hold hers. “We are not going to die,” he said.