Mr Right Next Door

Her living room was lit with the light of a lamp in the corner. She had window blinds, but they were angled up toward the sun, no doubt to let the light in. But Nick was sitting there by his window, maybe five feet higher than hers, and he could see everything.

It looked like she was talking to herself, humming or maybe singing—some silly song about being in love, he feared.

He watched the robe billow out and flow behind her as she walked, the fabric swishing slightly this way and that with the movement of her hips. She grabbed a bottle of lotion out of the bathroom, propped her leg up on the coffee table in the living room and started smoothing it down her legs and onto her feet. That was…okay. He could handle that. He’d seen her put on sunscreen lotion on the ship and survived to tell the tale.

Then her hands started working their way up, slipping under the ends of the robe, to her pretty thighs. Had to keep that tan looking good, he suspected, groaning as he watched her hands move over herself. It was so much worse than what he’d seen on the ship. Her out-in-public touching herself had been difficult enough, but her alone-in-her-nightclothes touching herself was something out of an erotic film. She hadn’t really looked up at him and said, Do you want to touchme here? Had she?

No. She hadn’t.

It was just all too easy to imagine that she had, imagine his hands following hers.

They could play a game.

His hands following hers, wherever they went, wherever she wanted.

Nick made a pitiful, whimpering sound.

Honest to God, he was pathetic.

She pushed up a sleeve and spread lotion over one of her forearms and then the other.

Okay. That was better.

Then one of her hands slipped inside her robe, working on her neck, her shoulder and, he suspected, her chest.

Nick decided it was one of the sexiest things he’d ever seen. Pretty Kim Cassidy rubbing lotion all over herself, her hands slipping beneath her own robe, caressing her own bare skin.

You’re going straight to hell for this one day, Nick told himself.

Straight to hell.

What was it about a woman touching herself that did this to men?

He’d never understood it, never bought it.

The man should want to be the one doing the touching, right? Not the other way around.

His hands on her. That’s what a man should want.

But with her he got the whole fantasy thing.

Got that silly male voyeur thing and the effect of her with her hands all over her body and what it was doing to him. It was like an invitation, he decided. He could imagine her whispering, Seewhat I’m doing? Come here. You could be doing this, too.

Or she could simply be giving him some helpful hints. Seethis? I like this. I like to be touched like this.

Fine by him.

He had a raging hard-on and couldn’t take his eyes off her.

He imagined her getting ready for a date to show up. For a lover. Soaking in her bath, the water a little murky, just enough to keep him from having a perfectly clear view of her. Her hair would be piled on her head, her face and arms damp with moisture from the heat and the bath. Her eyes would be closed, dreamily, her knees breaking the surface of the water as she hunched down in the tub and maybe the tips of her breasts visible, too. She’d lie there, sweet perfume in the water seeping into every inch of her skin, and then she’d get out, water running down her body in ways that made him groan. She’d towel herself off or maybe he’d dry her. She’d slip into that silky robe and maybe he’d watch while she rubbed lotion all over herself, getting herself ready. For him.

She’d smile when he showed up at the door, greet him wearing nothing but the robe and hold out her welcoming arms to him. He’d pull her to him, feeling every bit of the heat of her and her pretty curves through the thin silk of the robe, then slip his hands inside, as he’d just watched her do, running his hands over soft, silky, still-damp skin.

She’d open herself up to him in every way.

Would he carry her to the bedroom or stop at the couch, too impatient to go any farther? Or have her right there against the wall, that robe still wrapped around her, but pushed aside so he could see her breasts, her pretty thighs? He wasn’t sure if he’d have the patience to take it off of her. To do anything more than he absolutely had to do to get where he wanted to be, which was inside of her.

He could just imagine what she’d feel like in his arms, how she’d taste, the little sounds she’d make as…

As…

The lights went out.

Nick blinked once, then again.

He couldn’t see anything anymore.

No more Kim in her pretty robe, her hands all over herself.

She’d turned out the light!

And left him sitting here practically panting after her, having some damned sexual fantasy worthy of a seventeen-year-old Peeping Tom.

Nick groaned, a mixture of disgust at himself and frustrated desire. Completely inappropriate for a man in his position but, honestly, he was just a man and she’d been… Well, she’d been doing things any woman might do in the privacy of her own apartment. In what she believed was the privacy of her own apartment.

How many women expected someone like Nick to be watching their every semierotic move while in the privacy of their own apartment?

Nick fought the urge to beat his own head against the wall.

Women who fell in love with crooks and potential terrorists should expect exactly this sort of treatment and should exercise some caution all around. He wanted to go give her a lecture on the subject, to yell at her until she listened to him and understood and promised to be more careful in the future. He wanted to tell her she didn’t love that jerk, that he was nothing but a manipulating bastard, far more experienced in using people than she would ever be, and that she shouldn’t feel too bad about this. It was just a simple mistake that innocent women like her made all too often.

He was fairly certain she was innocent in all this. Way too trusting and falling in love too easily and just not taking the kind of care with her emotions that she should take.

Of course, he couldn’t tell her any of that. She couldn’t even know he was watching.

And he had to keep doing this, night after night, just like this.

Did she take a bath every night? he wondered.

Did she always wear the robe and put lotion on herself like that?

He was doomed, Nick decided.

Doomed.

* * *

Kim got up early, ate an apple, talked to her sister Kate on the phone, then dressed in a little T-shirt, shorts and sandals.