Christmas With The Cowboy

“Trust me, you are not large. Not like I was, expecting twins.”

“Tell that to my lower back. And my feet are so swollen that I can’t wear my red cowboy boots.” She grimaced. “Aren’t you glad you asked?”

“Think positive. You’re having a Christmas baby.”

“I am thinking positive. I’m positive that my back is killing me.”

“Turn around.”

Lucy obliged and Emma massaged her sister’s lower back with the heel of her hand.

“Bliss,” Lucy murmured. “Oh, look, our staff are arriving.”

The band began to play an upbeat and popular Christmas tune at the same time the front door of the restaurant opened and the party guests began to pour in to the small foyer. The scene seemed straight out of a holiday movie. Everyone was smiling, laughing and carrying gaily wrapped presents. Snow falling outside would have made things complete, but the November weather continued to be unseasonably warm.

“Look,” Lucy said. “Dutch is already on the dance floor.”

“It’s hard to resist a rousing chorus of ‘Frosty the Snowman.’”

Shivers swept through Emma and she immediately turned her attention back to the front door of the restaurant. Zach had arrived. He wore a nondescript gray dress shirt and charcoal slacks. Nondescript on anyone but Zach.

“Zach is here,” Lucy commented.

“I see him,” Emma murmured. She swallowed and put a hand to her chest where her heart beat wildly.

Lucy tilted her head and blatantly stared at the tall former navy SEAL. “Why was it you fell for Steve instead of Zach?”

For a brief second the answer stumped Emma. Then she remembered. Steve had courted her. Zach had never made a single overture beyond friendship. She’d fallen for the Norman brother who’d first loved her.

“I’ve always preferred my life simple,” Emma said aloud. “Zach is anything but simple.”

“He’s simply handsome.” Lucy sighed.

“Definitely hard to ignore,” Emma admitted.

“Yes. Which would be why every woman in the restaurant is checking him out,” Lucy said.

“The man is completely oblivious.”

Lucy grinned. “Just like my Jack. I like that in a man.”

Emma laughed. “You’re incorrigible, Lucy.”

“Do you ever think about dating, Em?”

“Women with small children don’t have time to date. What is dating anyhow? It’s auditioning husbands. I’m not looking for another husband.”

“That’s not all it is. It can be cultivating a friendship with someone with the same interests as you.”

“I don’t have time to cultivate anything but dirty laundry and mold in my refrigerator.”

“While I can relate to that, I’m guessing your house is spotless.”

“All the same, the last thing I need is a man in my life. I’m not ready for that kind of challenge. I may never be ready.”

“Zach was always your friend. You could do worse than Zach Norman in your life in any capacity.”

Emma’s hand froze. “What are you talking about?”

“I’m just saying.”

“Well, don’t. Zach is like a brother to me.” She silently corrected herself. He was never a brother to her. A best friend? Yes. Though that bond had disappeared once she married Steve. She had struggled many times over the past few years trying to figure out why they couldn’t at least be friends.

“Zach? Like your brother?” Lucy echoed Emma’s words. “Um, not exactly.” She turned and met Emma’s gaze, then released a small gasp. “You’re afraid.”

Emma glanced away and didn’t answer her sister.

“Em,” she said softly. “Steve died in a car accident. Three years ago. You’re entitled to grieve in your own way and in your own time, but please, don’t let fear get a foothold in your life.”

“I won’t have the rug pulled out from under me again. I might not survive the next time.”

“There are no guarantees for any of us, Emma. You and Travis and I know that firsthand. In fact, every child on Big Heart Ranch knows that lesson.”

“Lucy,” Emma warned.

The eldest Maxwell sibling was silent for a long moment staring across the restaurant at Zach. “Do you ever wonder why Zach has stayed away?”

“I assumed it was something between him and Steve. I’ve asked. The man circles any sort of substantial answer with vague responses.”

“You have eight weeks to find out what’s going on in that navy SEAL head of his.”

“Eight weeks?” Emma’s hand shot to her lips, setting the decorative red and green sleigh bells on her bracelet into tinkling motion. “What are you talking about?”

“He’s here until January.”

“Says who?”

“Me. I signed off on his HR paperwork this morning.”

“I’m confused. Why would Zach have paperwork with Big Heart Ranch?”

“Travis hired him.”

Emma’s jaw dropped. “Zach?”

“Yes. He picked up his security badge this morning.”

“Why would Zach...? Why would Travis...?” she sputtered.