The Bachelor's Cinderella: The Frenchman's Plain-Jane Project

What to say? He was not going to bring up his concerns about hurting or disappointing her. He had promised that they would be friends and all business. The fact that he was having trouble sticking to the script was his problem and not hers.

“Is it…Etienne, I know this is nosy. And it’s none of my business but…I mentioned earlier that I read about you and your life on the Internet. I’m sure this is a difficult time of the year for you. I don’t want to be insensitive. If you’d like…If you need time away, Edie and Jeff and the rest of us won’t let the place collapse while you’re gone and I can promise you that we…Etienne, you’ve made things easier for us. I wish I could make this easier for you somehow…”

Her voice faltered and Etienne realized that she was all but ripping off the button on her skirt, twisting it nervously.

Carefully he covered her hand with his own, stilling her.

“I don’t want you worrying about me,” he said.

“But…”

“Meg, my problems aren’t yours. And don’t worry. I’m used to dealing with problems. It’s what I do.”

She got that stubborn look in her eyes. “Maybe, but you’re still human. When July 18 rolls around, I’ll expect you to take the day off.”

The fact that she had the day right hit him in the solar plexus. The fact that she hadn’t backed down and was still insisting that he tend to his needs…amazed him.

“Are you giving me orders, Meg?”

She pushed her chin up. “No, I’m not. I’m just being your friend. You had a wife. You had a child on the way. You get to be human and take time out to mourn them.”

But he never really had. He reached out suddenly, took Meg’s hands and pulled her to him. “It’s not that simple, Meg. I wasn’t a good husband to Louisa. The child was a duty for her, another accomplishment to be checked off the list for me. Had I been paying any attention to her at all, we might have discovered her condition and avoided the pregnancy, but I wasn’t even thinking about her. And later, when I made that statement to my mother, I didn’t even think about the fact that I was, intentionally or not, placing some of the blame for Louisa’s and our son’s death on her. I failed my wife, my child and my family, so no, I don’t allow myself to mourn. If I didn’t do the right things while they were with me it’s too late to do them now. There’s no need to worry about me, though, Meg. Work may have been what killed my marriage, but it’s also what keeps me sane now.”

He looked up and saw that Meg’s eyes were wet. Two thick tears hung on her lashes.

“I thought that you never cried.”

“I don’t,” she said, dashing the tears away. “I’m not crying. I’m angry.”

“At what?”

“At you. Why do you expect yourself to be so…perfect, so responsible for everyone and everything? That’s wrong. People should be responsible for their own happiness, but…No, I’m not going to say any more. It’s totally wrong for me to be telling you all this when I have no idea what it’s like to live in your shoes. I never can keep my mouth shut.”

“I’ve never asked you to.”

She shook her head. “I know that. I’m trying to learn to do that myself, but I’m still a work in progress.”

He smiled sadly. “Don’t worry about me, Meg. My distance lately hasn’t been because I’m morose but because…well, you know that I desire you. I don’t want to leave here with regrets.”

“You’re still worried that you’ll hurt me? Well, I still say that my emotional state is my own problem. You can’t be responsible because I won’t allow it. Our deal was that you should teach me, not that you should wrap me up in tissue paper and put me in a box so I won’t get broken.”

“Do you feel that I’ve fallen down on the job? Have I failed to teach you something you think you need to know? You already know most of what’s necessary to keep this company running.”

“I don’t know. What more do I need to learn?”

Not much, Etienne conceded, but the fact that he’d been upsetting Meg with his attempt to protect her from himself was unacceptable. She had enough on her plate. He didn’t want her worrying about him.

“Perhaps…we need to take a stab at some dance lessons?”

Her eyes widened. “You’re kidding, right? I need to know how to dance, too?”

“You told me that you only knew how to do the polka.”

“And I don’t even do that right, if you remember correctly. I was leading you the whole time. Plus, remember all those classes I told you that I took? You’re talking about a woman who couldn’t even master the basics of how to fall gracefully.”

Etienne grinned. “I’m not going to let you fall, Meg.”

She smiled back at him. “Okay, but I can’t imagine why this would be an essential skill. Will we be dancing in France?”

He didn’t want to lie to her. “Definitely.” He would make very sure of that. Especially since what was needed right now was some dancing, some levity, a release of the tension they’d all been subjected to.

“Where should we go?”

He grinned. “The outer office.”

“In front of everyone?”

“They can dance, too.”

She put her head back and laughed at that. “Oh, they’re going to love that. Somehow I don’t think that I can simply tell everyone that we’re expanding their job descriptions again.”

“Don’t worry, Meg,” Etienne whispered. “Just tell them that we’re having recess. Tell them that it will help you. They’ll do anything you ask.”

“They’ll do anything you ask, too.”

He raised a brow.

“Really,” she said. “You may not have noticed but they’ve latched on to you as one of their own. They trust you now.”

Which made Etienne more than a little nervous. No matter what Meg said, he was responsible for this company, for her and for what happened at that expo. Betray Meg or fail the company and he would be destroying lives. Again.

“So, you think they won’t report me to the labor union if I ask them to tango?”

“As long as you remove the thorns from the roses they hold in their teeth, I think they’ll be amused by the diversion.”

But, of course, it wasn’t that simple.

“We need music,” Meg said, “and something to play it on.”

After an announcement and a quick search, it just so happened that Jeff had a portable MP3 player in his car with some tiny speakers that would plug into it.

“Sometimes I like to go to the park at lunch,” he explained. “You may not like my taste in music, though.”

Jeff’s taste in music ranged from hip hop to jazz with a little rock thrown in. Trying to find something that a person could ballroom dance to was a challenge, but Harold managed to locate some slow love songs. “Ooh, this one sounds hot!” Harold said, which made Jeff’s ears turn red.

“I don’t know how that got there,” he said.

Etienne chuckled. “Just keep repeating that, my friend,” he said. “Not that anyone will believe it.”