As Far as the Stars

She looks up at me with her dark, glassy eyes like she’s asking me the exact same question.

I wrap my arms around her and close my eyes.

Chapter Seven (#ulink_796c2969-4196-57fd-8fa7-779d62d50d36)

16.14 EST

I don’t know how long I sit there on the sidewalk, staring at the tarmac, willing my brain to work out some kind of plan to make all of this okay. But by the time I look up again, the sun’s so low, it blinds me.

Which is why I don’t notice him, not at first.

I put my hand over my brow to block out the sun, which lights up his hair – the tangled strands look like comets.

The sun reflects off his glasses too, so hard that I can’t see his eyes.

Leda gets up and runs around him, which makes him look nervous so I pat the space beside me to get her to sit down again.

For a second, I let myself believe that the fact that he’s standing there – the fact that he’s coming out of the airport – means that they’ve released new information. That the plane made it after all.

‘Is there any news?’ I ask.

He shakes his head. ‘I needed to get out of there for a bit.’

My heart slumps.

‘I thought you were leaving?’ he says.

‘So did I.’

‘You changed your mind?’

I shake my head, too tired to explain. And too pissed about the car.

He sits down beside me but keeps a space between us like he’s scared to get too close. But then he holds out his hand, which feels weirdly formal, but I take it anyway. His skin’s cool. It feels nice.

‘I’m Christopher,’ he says. ‘As in Columbus. I can’t believe that I just said that.’

‘As in Columbus?’ I laugh and, for a second, it feels like a bit of my body comes back to life.

‘My dad has a thing about explorers.’

With his tangled blond hair and his pale skin and his rosy cheeks, he looks more like Christopher Robin out of Winnie The Pooh than the rugged coloniser of the New World.

‘Parents dump you with a whole load of shit when they give you a name, hey?’

He blushes. Maybe I offended him. Maybe he likes being associated with Christopher Columbus.

‘I’m Air. As in, Ariadne.’

It’s Blake who nicknamed me Air – as soon as I was born. Because he thought it was a totally cool name. As opposed to the totally nerdy name Dad picked out for me. For my baptism, when I was seven, Blake even wrote a song for me, using all these clever metaphors about breath and air and being in the world.

He looks up at me. ‘Ariadne. The goddess of mazes and labyrinths.’

‘You know?’

Nobody knows. Nobody except my geeky parents who fell in love over Greek myths at Oxford. My geeky parents who were totally pissed at Blake for changing my name basically as soon as they’d given it to me.

‘Home-schooled,’ he says.

‘Sorry?’

‘I was home-schooled until I was sixteen. Dad made me study all the old stuff. Latin, Greek, the myths. He got tutors for me. And when he had the time, he took me to museums. Anyway, that’s how I know.’

‘You were home-schooled in England?’

‘Not really in England. Not really at home, either.’

‘You weren’t home-schooled at home? How does that work?’

He blushes again, which makes his pale grey eyes stand out even more.

‘My dad travels so much that it was either take me with him or put me in a boarding school. I’m in a boarding school now, but I was home-schooled until last year.’ He pauses. ‘Well, away-schooled – I had some tutoring whenever we were in London but most of the time Dad taught me when we were travelling.’ The corners of his mouth go up. ‘Dad and the internet.’

‘Why boarding school now?’

‘So I can get my A-levels and go to university. Dad said it would be easier having the structure of a school to help me through that rather than figuring it out on our own.’

He hasn’t mentioned his mom, which probably means she’s not around in some way and I don’t want to upset him by asking.

‘I’m from England too,’ I say. ‘Was. Lived there until I was four. Which is why Americans think I’m English and English people think I’m American.’

‘I like it – your accent.’

‘It makes me sound like I don’t belong anywhere.’

‘Is that a bad thing?’ He gives me a small, sideways smile.

I hadn’t ever thought of it being a good thing. But perhaps he’s right. Perhaps it’s kind of cool not being locked into one particular place. ‘I guess not.’

‘So how come you lived in England?’ he asks.

‘Mom’s English – well Scottish-English. Dad went to do a semester at Oxford, which is where they met.’

‘Where they fell in love over Greek myths?’ he says.

‘Yeah. Mom was meant to be doing international law but she kept taking all these other classes too. Anyway, Dad ended up loving Oxford so much he stayed for years. They got married. Had kids.’

‘And then you moved to the US?’