Chippinge Borough

"My dear," he said, gravely, "I am referring to the subject on which I understood that you requested Miss Sibson to speak to me."

"My mother?" she whispered, the colour fading quickly from her face.

He paused a moment. Then, "You would oblige me," he said, slowly and formally, "by calling her Lady Sybil Vermuyden. And not-that."

"But she is-my mother," she persisted.

He looked at her, his head slightly bowed, his lower lip thrust out. "Listen," he said, with decision. "What you propose-to go to her, I mean-is impossible. Impossible, you understand. There must be an end of any thought of it!" His tone was cold, but not unkind. "The thing must not be mentioned again, if you please," he added.

She was silent a while. Then, "Why, sir?" she asked. She spoke tremulously, and with an effort. But he had not expected her to speak at all.

Yet he merely continued, as he stood on the hearth rug, to look at her askance. "That is for me," he said, "to decide."

"But-"

"But I will tell you," he said, stiffly. "Because she has already ruined part of your life!"

"I forgive her, from my heart!" Mary cried.

"And ruined, also," he continued, putting the interruption aside, "a great part of mine. At your age I do not think fit to tell you-all. It is enough, that she has robbed me of you, and deceived me. Deceived me," he repeated, more bitterly, "through long years when you, my daughter, might have been my comfort and-" he ended, almost inaudibly, "my joy."

He turned his back on her with the word and began to walk the room, his chin sunk on his breast, his hands clasped. It was clear to Mary, watching him with loving, pitying eyes, that his thoughts were with the unhappy past, with the short fever, the ignoble contentions of his married life, or with the lonely, soured years which had followed. She felt that he was laying to his wife's charge the wreck of his life, and the slow dry-rot which had sapped hope, and strength, and development.

Mary waited until his step trod the carpet less hurriedly. Then, as he paused to turn, she stepped forward.

"Yet, sir-forgive her!" she cried. And there were warm tears in her voice.

He turned and looked at her. Possibly he was astonished at her persistence.

"Never!" he said in a tone of finality. "Never! Let that be the end."

But Mary had been dreaming of this moment for days. And she had resolved that, come what might, though he frown, though his tone grow hard and his eye angry, though he bring to bear on her the stern command of his eagle visage, she would not be found lacking a second time. She would not again give way to her besetting weakness, and spend sleepless nights in futile remorse. Diffidence in the lonely schoolmistress had been pardonable, had been natural. But now, if she were indeed sprung from those who had a right to hold their heads above the crowd, if the doffed hats which greeted her when she went abroad, in the streets of Chippinge as well as in the lanes and roads, – if these meant anything-shame on her if she proved craven.

"It cannot be the end, sir," she said, in a low voice. "For she is-still my mother. And she is alone and ill-and she needs me."

He had begun to pace the room anew, this time with an impatient, angry step. But at that he stood and faced her, and she needed all her courage to support the gloom of his look. "How do you know?" he said. For Miss Sibson, discharging an ungrateful task, had not entered into details. "Have you seen her?"

She felt that she must judge for herself; and though her mother had said something to the contrary, and hitherto she had obeyed her, she thought it best to tell all. "Yes, sir," she said.

"When?"

"A fortnight ago?" She trembled under the growing darkness of his look.

"Here?"

"In the grounds, sir."

"And you never told me!" he cried. "You never told me!" he repeated, with a strange glance, a glance which strove with terror to discern the mother's features in the daughter's face. "You, too-you, too, have begun to deceive me!"

And he threw up his hands in despair.

"Oh, no! no!" Mary cried, infinitely distressed.

"But you have!" he rejoined. "You have kept this from me."

"Only, believe me, sir," she cried, eagerly, "until I could find a fitting time."

"And now you want to go to her!" he answered, unheeding. "She has suborned you! She, who has done the greatest wrong to you, has now done the last wrong to me!"

He began again to pace up and down the room.

"Oh, no! no!" she sobbed.

"It is so!" he answered, darting an angry glance at her. "It is so! But I shall not let you go! Do you hear, girl? I shall not let you go! I have suffered enough," he continued, with a gesture which called those walls to witness to the humiliations, the sorrows, the loneliness, from which he had sought refuge within them. "I will not-suffer again! You shall not go!"

She was full of love for him, and of pity. She understood even that gesture, and the past wretchedness to which it bore witness. And she yearned to comfort him, and to convince him that nothing that had gone before, nothing that could happen in the future, would set her against him. Had he been seated, she would have knelt and kissed his hand, or cast herself on his breast and his love, and won him to her. But as he walked she could not approach him, she did not know how to soften him. Yet her duty was clear. It lay beside her dying mother. Nevertheless, if he forbade her to go, if he withstood her, how was she to perform it?

At length, "But if she be dying, sir," she murmured. "Will you not then let me see her?"

He looked at her from under his heavy eyebrows. "I tell you, I will not let you go!" he said stubbornly. "She has forfeited her right to you. When she made you die to me-you died to her! That is my decision. You hear me? And now-now," he continued, returning in a measure to composure, "let there be an end!"

She stood silenced, but not conquered; knowing him more intimately than she had known him before; and loving him not less, but more, since pity and sympathy entered into her love and drove out fear; but assured that he was wrong. It could not be her duty to forsake: it must be his duty to forgive. But for the present she saw that in spite of all his efforts he was cruelly agitated, that she had stirred pangs long lulled to rest, that he had borne as much as he could bear. And she would not press him farther for the time.

Meanwhile he, as he stood fingering his trembling lips, was trying to bring the cunning of age to bear. He was silently forming his plan. She had been too much alone, he reflected; that was it. He had forgotten that she was young, and that change and movement and life and gaiety were needful for her. This about-that woman-was an obsession, an unwholesome fancy, which a few days in a new place, and amid lively scenes, would weaken and perhaps remove. And by and by, when he thought that he could trust his voice, he spoke.

"I said, let there be an end! But-you are all I have," he continued, with emotion, "and I will say instead, let this be for a time. I must have time to think. You want-there are many things you want that you ought to have-frocks, laces, and gew-gaws," he added, with a sickly smile, "and I know not what, that you cannot get here, nor I choose for you. Lady Worcester has offered to take you with her to town-she goes the day after to-morrow. I was uncertain this morning whether to send you or not, whether I could spare you or not. Now, I say, go. Go, and when you return, Mary, we will talk again."

"And then," she said, pleading softly, "you will let me go!"

"Never!" he cried, lifting his head in a sudden, uncontrollable recurrence of rage. "But there, there! There! there! I shall have thought it over-more at leisure. Perhaps! I don't know! I will tell you then. I will think it over."

She saw with clear eyes that this was an evasion, that he was deceiving her. But she felt no resentment, only pity. She had no reason to think that her mother needed her on the instant. And much was gained by the mere discussion of the subject. At least he promised to consider it: and though he meant nothing now, perhaps when he was alone he would think of it, and more pitifully. Yes, she was sure he would.

"I will go, if you wish it," she said, submissively. She would show herself obedient in all things lawful.

"I do wish it," he answered. "My daughter must know her way about. Go, and Lady Worcester will take care of you. And when-when you come back we will talk. You will have things to prepare, my dear," he continued, avoiding her eyes, "a good deal to prepare, I dare say, since this is sudden, and you had better go now. I think that is all."

XXVI

THE SCENE IN THE HALL

Arthur Vaughan had been quick to see that he could not step at once into place and fame; that success in political life could not in these days be attained at a bound. But had he been less quick, the great debate which preceded the passage of the Bill through the Commons must have availed to persuade him. That their last words of warning to the country, their solemn remonstrances, might have more effect, the managers of the Opposition had permitted the third reading to be carried in the manner which has been described. But, that done, they unmasked all their forces, bent on proving that if in the time to come the peers threw out the Bill they would do so with a respectable weight, not only of argument, but of public feeling behind them; and that, not only in the country, but in the popular House. All that the bitter invective of Croker, the mingled gibes and predictions of Wetherell, the close and weighty reasoning of Peel, the precedents of Sugden could do to warn the timid and arouse the prudent was done. That ancient Chamber, which was never again to echo the accents of a debate so great, which stood indeed already doomed, as if it could not long survive the order of things of which it had been for centuries the centre, had heard, it may be, speeches more lofty, men more eloquent-for whom had it not heard? – but never men more in earnest, or words more keenly barbed by the prejudices of the passing, or the aspirations of the coming, age. Of the one party were those who could see naught but glory in the bygone, naught but peril in change, of the other, those whose strenuous aim it was to make the future redress the wrongs of the past. The former were like children, viewing the Armada hangings which tapestried the neighbouring Chamber, and seeing only the fair front: the latter like the same children, picking with soiled fingers at the backing, coarse, dusty and cobwebbed, which for two hundred years had clung to the roughened masonry.

Vaughan sat through the three nights, brooding darkly on the feats performed before him. If they who fought in the arena were not giants, if the House no longer held a match for Canning and Brougham, the combatants seemed giants to him; for a man's opinion of himself is never far from the opinion which others hold of him. And he soon perceived that a common soldier might as easily step from the ranks and set the battle in order as he, Arthur Vaughan, rise up, without farther training, and lead the attack or cover the defence. He sat soured and gloomy, a mere spectator; dwelling, even while he listened to the flowery periods of Macaulay, or the trenchant arguments of Peel, on the wrong done to himself by the disposal of his seat.

It was so like the Whigs, he told himself. Here on the floor of the House who so loud as they in defence of the purity of elections, of the people's right to be represented, of the unbiassed vote of the electors? But behind the scenes they were as keenly bent on jobbing a seat here, or neutralising a seat there, and as careless of the people's rights as they had ever been! It was atrocious, it was shameful! If this were political life, if this were political honesty, he had had enough of it!

But alas, though he said it in his anger, there was the rub! He had not had, and now he was not likely to have, enough of it. The hostility to himself, of which he had come slowly to be conscious, as a man grows slowly to perceive a frostiness in the air, had insensibly sapped his self-confidence and lowered his claims. He no longer dreamt of rising and outshining the chiefs of his party. But he still believed that he had it in him to succeed-were time given him. And all through the long hours of the three nights' debates his thoughts were as often on his wrongs as on the momentous struggle which was passing before his eyes, and for the issue of which the clubs of London were keeping vigil.