The Story of Waitstill Baxter

“I will; I’ll do everything you say, Mark, but are you sure that we have thought of every other way? I do so hate being underhanded.”

“Every other way! I am more than willing to ask your father, but we know he would treat me with contempt, for he can’t bear the sight of me! He would probably lock you up and feed you on bread and water. That being the state of things, how can I tell our plans to my own father? He never would look with favor on my running away with you; and mother is, by nature, set upon doing things handsomely and in proper order. Father would say our elopement would be putting us both wrong before the community, and he’d advise me to wait. ‘You are both young’—I can hear him announcing his convictions now, as clearly as if he was standing here in the road—‘You are both young and you can well afford to wait until something turns up.’ As if we hadn’t waited and waited from all eternity!”

“Yes, we have been engaged to be married for at least five weeks,” said Patty, with an upward glance peculiar to her own sparkling face,—one that always intoxicated Mark. “I am seventeen and a half; your father couldn’t expect a confirmed old maid like me to waste any more time. But I never would do this—this—sudden, unrespectable thing, if there was any other way. Everything depends on my keeping it secret from Waitstill, but she doesn’t suspect anything yet. She thinks of me as nothing but a child still. Do you suppose Ellen would go with us, just to give me a little comfort?”

“She might,” said Mark, after reflecting a moment. “She is very devoted to you, and perhaps she could keep a secret; she never has, but there’s always a first time. You can’t go on adding to the party, though, as if it was a candy-pull! We cannot take Lucy Morrill and Phoebe Day and Cephas Cole, because it would be too hard on the horse; and besides, I might get embarrassed at the town clerk’s office and marry the wrong girl; or you might swop me off for Cephas! But I’ll tell Ellen if you say so; she’s got plenty of grit.”

“Don’t joke about it, Mark, don’t. I shouldn’t miss Waitstill so much if I had Ellen, and how happy I shall be if she approves of me for a sister and thinks your mother and father will like me in time.”

“There never was a creature born into the world that wouldn’t love you, Patty!”

“I don’t know; look at Aunt Abby Cole!” said Patty pensively. “Well, it does not seem as if a marriage that isn’t good in Riverboro was really decent! How tiresome of Maine to want all those days of public notice; people must so often want to get married in a minute. If I think about anything too long I always get out of the notion.”

“I know you do; that’s what I’m afraid of!”—and Mark’s voice showed decided nervousness. “You won’t get out of the notion of marrying me, will you, Patty dear?”

“Marrying you is more than a ‘notion,’ Mark,” said Patty soberly. “I’m only a little past seventeen, but I’m far older because of the difficulties I’ve had. I don’t wonder you speak of my ‘notions.’ I was as light as a feather in all my dealings with you at first.”

“So was I with you! I hadn’t grown up, Patty.”

“Then I came to know you better and see how you sympathized with Waitstill’s troubles and mine. I couldn’t love anybody, I couldn’t marry anybody, who didn’t feel that things at our house can’t go on as they are! Father has had a good long trial! Three wives and two daughters have done their best to live with him, and failed. I am not willing to die for him, as my mother did, nor have Waitstill killed if I can help it. Sometimes he is like a man who has lost his senses and sometimes he is only grim and quiet and cruel. If he takes our marriage without a terrible scene, Mark, perhaps it will encourage Waitstill to break her chains as I have mine.”

“There’s sure to be an awful row,” Mark said, as one who had forecasted all the probabilities. “It wouldn’t make any difference if you married the Prince of Wales; nothing would suit your father but selecting the man and making all the arrangements; and then he would never choose any one who wouldn’t tend the store and work on the farm for him without wages.”

“Waitstill will never run away; she isn’t like me. She will sit and sit there, slaving and suffering, till doomsday; for the one that loves her isn’t free like you!”

“You mean Ivory Boynton? I believe he worships the ground she walks on. I like him better than I used, and I understand him better. Oh! but I’m a lucky young dog to have a kind, liberal father and a bit of money put by to do with as I choose. If I hadn’t, I’d be eating my heart out like Ivory!”

“No, you wouldn’t eat your heart out; you’d always get what you wanted somehow, and you wouldn’t wait for it either; and I’m just the same. I’m not built for giving up, and enduring, and sacrificing. I’m naturally just a tuft of thistle-down, Mark; but living beside Waitstill all these years I’ve grown ashamed to be so light, blowing about hither and thither. I kept looking at her and borrowing some of her strength, just enough to make me worthy to be her sister. Waitstill is like a bit of Plymouth Rock, only it’s a lovely bit on the land side, with earth in the crevices, and flowers blooming all over it and hiding the granite. Oh! if only she will forgive us, Mark, I won’t mind what father says or does.”

“She will forgive us, Patty darling; don’t fret, and cry, and make your pretty eyes all red. I’ll do nothing in all this to make either of you girls ashamed of me, and I’ll keep your father and mine ever before my mind to prevent my being foolish or reckless; for, you know, Patty, I’m heels over head in love with you, and it’s only for your sake I’m taking all these pains and agreeing to do without my own wedded wife for weeks to come!”

“Does the town clerk, or does the justice of the peace give a wedding-ring, just like the minister?” Patty asked. “I shouldn’t feel married without a ring.”

“The ring is all ready, and has ‘M.W. to P.B.’ engraved in it, with the place for the date waiting; and here is the engagement ring if you’ll wear it when you’re alone, Patty. My mother gave it to me when she thought there would be something between Annabel Franklin and me. The moment I looked at it—you see it’s a topaz stone—and noticed the yellow fire in it, I said to myself: ‘It is like no one but Patty Baxter, and if she won’t wear it, no other girl shall!’ It’s the color of the tip ends of your curls and it’s just like the light in your eyes when you’re making fun!”

“It’s heavenly!” cried Patty. “It looks as if it had been made of the yellow autumn leaves, and oh! how I love the sparkle of it! But never will I take your mother’s ring or wear it, Mark, till I’ve proved myself her loving, dutiful daughter. I’ll do the one wrong thing of running away with you and concealing our marriage, but not another if I can help it.”

“Very well,” sighed Mark, replacing the ring in his pocket with rather a crestfallen air. “But the first thing you know you’ll be too good for me, Patty! You used to be a regular will-o’-the-wisp, all nonsense and fun, forever laughing and teasing, so that a fellow could never be sure of you for two minutes together.”

“It’s all there underneath,” said Patty, putting her hand on his arm and turning her wistful face up to his. “It will come again; the girl in me isn’t dead; she isn’t even asleep; but she’s all sobered down. She can’t laugh just now, she can only smile; and the tears are waiting underneath, ready to spring out if any one says the wrong word. This Patty is frightened and anxious and her heart beats too fast from morning till night. She hasn’t any mother, and she cannot say a word to her dear sister, and she’s going away to be married to you, that’s almost a stranger, and she isn’t eighteen, and doesn’t know what’s coming to her, nor what it means to be married. She dreads her father’s anger, and she cannot rest till she knows whether your family will love her and take her in; and, oh! she’s a miserable, worried girl, not a bit like the old Patty.”

Mark held her close and smoothed the curls under the loose brown hood. “Don’t you fret, Patty darling! I’m not the boy I was last week. Every word you say makes me more of a man. At first I would have run away just for the joke; anything to get you away from the other fellows and prove I was the best man, but now’ I’m sobered down, too. I’ll do nothing rash; I’ll be as staid as the judge you want me to be twenty years later. You’ve made me over, Patty, and if my love for you wasn’t the right sort at first, it is now. I wish the road to New Hampshire was full of lions and I could fight my way through them just to show you how strong I feel!”

“There’ll be lions enough,” smiled Patty through her tears, “though they won’t have manes and tails; but I can imagine how father will roar, and how my courage will ooze out of the heels of my boots!”

“Just let me catch the Deacon roaring at my wife!” exclaimed Mark with a swelling chest. “Now, run along, Patty dear, for I don’t want you scolded on my account. There’s sure to be only a day or two of waiting now, and I shall soon see the signal waving from your window. I’ll sound Ellen and see if she’s brave enough to be one of the eloping party. Good-night! Good-night! Oh! How I hope our going away will be to-morrow, my dearest, dearest Patty!”

WINTER

XXVI. A WEDDING-RING

THE snow had come. It had begun to fall softly and steadily at the beginning of the week, and now for days it had covered the ground deeper and deeper, drifting about the little red brick house on the hilltop, banking up against the barn, and shrouding the sheds and the smaller buildings. There had been two cold, still nights; the windows were covered with silvery landscapes whose delicate foliage made every pane of glass a leafy bower, while a dazzling crust bediamonded the hillsides, so that no eye could rest on them long without becoming snow-blinded.

Town-House Hill was not as well travelled as many others, and Deacon Baxter had often to break his own road down to the store, without waiting for the help of the village snow-plough to make things easier for him. Many a path had Waitstill broken in her time, and it was by no means one of her most distasteful tasks—that of shovelling into the drifts of heaped-up whiteness, tossing them to one side or the other, and cutting a narrow, clean-edged track that would pack down into the hardness of marble.

There were many “chores” to be done these cold mornings before any household could draw a breath of comfort. The Baxters kept but one cow in winter, killed the pig,—not to eat, but to sell,—and reduced the flock of hens and turkeys; but Waitstill was always as busy in the barn as in her own proper domain. Her heart yearned for all the dumb creatures about the place, intervening between them and her father’s scanty care; and when the thermometer descended far below zero she would be found stuffing hay into the holes and cracks of the barn and hen-house, giving the horse and cow fresh beddings of straw and a mouthful of extra food between the slender meals provided by the Deacon.

It was three o’clock in the afternoon and a fire in the Baxters’ kitchen since six in the morning had produced a fairly temperate climate in that one room, though the entries and chambers might have been used for refrigerators, as the Deacon was as parsimonious in the use of fuel as in all other things, and if his daughters had not been hardy young creatures, trained from their very birth to discomforts and exposures of every sort, they would have died long ago.

The Baxter kitchen and glittered in all its accustomed cleanliness and order. Scrubbing and polishing were cheap amusements, and nobody grudged them to Waitstill. No tables in Riverboro were whiter, no tins more lustrous, no pewter brighter, no brick hearths ruddier than hers. The beans and brown bread and Indian pudding were basking in the warmth of the old brick oven, and what with the crackle and sparkle of the fire, the gleam of the blue willow-ware on the cupboard shelves, and the scarlet geraniums blooming on the sunny shelf above the sink, there were few pleasanter place to be found in the village than that same Baxter kitchen. Yet Waitstill was ill at ease this afternoon; she hardly knew why. Her father had just put the horse into the pung and driven up to Milliken’s Mills for some grain, and Patty was down at the store instructing Bill Morrill (Cephas Cole’s successor) in his novel task of waiting on customers and learning the whereabouts of things; no easy task in the bewildering variety of stock in a country store; where pins, treacle, gingham, Epsom salts, Indian meal, shoestrings, shovels, brooms, sulphur, tobacco, suspenders, rum, and indigo may be demanded in rapid succession.

Patty was quiet and docile these days, though her color was more brilliant than usual and her eyes had all their accustomed sparkle. She went about her work steadily, neither ranting nor railing at fate, nor bewailing her lot, but even in this Waitstill felt a sense of change and difference too subtle to be put in words. She had noted Patty’s summer flirtations, but regarded them indulgently, very much as if they had been the irresponsible friskings of a lamb in a meadow. Waitstill had more than the usual reserve in these matters, for in New England at that time, though the soul was a subject of daily conversation, the heart was felt to be rather an indelicate topic, to be alluded to as seldom as possible. Waitstill certainly would never have examined Patty closely as to the state of her affections, intimate as she was with her sister’s thoughts and opinions about life; she simply bided her time until Patty should confide in her. She had wished now and then that Patty’s capricious fancy might settle on Philip Perry, although, indeed, when she considered it seriously, it seemed like an alliance between a butterfly and an owl. Cephas Cole she regarded as quite beneath Patty’s rightful ambitions, and as for Mark Wilson, she had grown up in the belief, held in the village generally, that he would marry money and position, and drift out of Riverboro into a gayer, larger world. Her devotion to her sister was so ardent, and her admiration so sincere, that she could not think it possible that Patty would love anywhere in vain; nevertheless, she had an instinct that her affections were crystallizing somewhere or other, and when that happened, the uncertain and eccentric temper of her father would raise a thousand obstacles.

While these thoughts coursed more or less vagrantly through Waitstill’s mind, she suddenly determined to get her cloak and hood and run over to see Mrs. Boynton. Ivory had been away a good deal in the woods since early November chopping trees and helping to make new roads. He could not go long distances, like the other men, as he felt constrained to come home every day or two to look after his mother and Rodman, but the work was too lucrative to be altogether refused. With Waitstill’s help, he had at last overcome his mother’s aversion to old Mrs. Mason, their nearest neighbor; and she, being now a widow with very slender resources, went to the Boyntons’ several times each week to put the forlorn household a little on its feet.

It was all uphill and down to Ivory’s farm, Waitstill reflected, and she could take her sled and slide half the way, going and coming, or she could cut across the frozen fields on the crust. She caught up her shawl from a hook on the kitchen door, and, throwing it over her head and shoulders to shield herself from the chill blasts on the stairway, ran up to her bedroom to make herself ready for the walk.

She slipped on a quilted petticoat and warmer dress, braided her hair freshly, while her breath went out in a white cloud to meet the freezing air; snatched her wraps from her closet, and was just going down the stairs when she remembered that an hour before, having to bind up a cut finger for her father, she had searched Patty’s bureau drawer for an old handkerchief, and had left things in disorder while she ran to answer the Deacon’s impatient call and stamp upon the kitchen floor.

“Hurry up and don’t make me stan’ here all winter!” he had shouted. “If you ever kept things in proper order, you wouldn’t have to hunt all over the house for a piece of rag when you need it!”

Patty was very dainty about her few patched and darned belongings; also very exact in the adjustment of her bits of ribbon, her collars of crocheted thread, her adored coral pendants, and her pile of neat cotton handkerchiefs, hem-stitched by her own hands. Waitstill, accordingly, with an exclamation at her own unwonted carelessness, darted into her sister’s room to replace in perfect order the articles she had disarranged in her haste. She knew them all, these poor little trinkets,—humble, pathetic evidences of Patty’s feminine vanity and desire to make her bright beauty a trifle brighter.

Suddenly her hand and her eye fell at the same moment on something hidden in a far corner under a white “fascinator,” one of those head-coverings of filmy wool, dotted with beads, worn by the girls of the period. She drew the glittering, unfamiliar object forward, and then lifted it wonderingly in her hand. It was a string of burnished gold beads, the avowed desire of Patty’s heart; a string of beads with a brilliant little stone in the fastening. And, as if that were not mystery enough, there was something slipped over the clasped necklace and hanging from it, as Waitstill held it up to the light—a circlet of plain gold, a wedding-ring!

Waitstill stood motionless in the cold with such a throng of bewildering thoughts, misgivings, imaginings, rushing through her head that they were like a flock of birds beating their wings against her ears. The imaginings were not those of absolute dread or terror, for she knew her Patty. If she had seen the necklace alone she would have been anxious, indeed, for it would have meant that the girl, urged on by ungoverned desire for the ornament, had accepted present from one who should not have given it to her secretly; but the wedding-ring meant some-thing different for Patty,—something more, something certain, something unescapable, for good or ill. A wedding-ring could stand for nothing but marriage. Could Patty be married? How, when, and where could so great a thing happen without her knowledge? It seemed impossible. How had such a child surmounted the difficulties in the path? Had she been led away by the attractions of some stranger? No, there had been none in the village. There was only one man who had the worldly wisdom or the means to carry Patty off under the very eye of her watchful sister; only one with the reckless courage to defy her father; and that was Mark Wilson. His name did not bring absolute confidence to Waitstill’s mind. He was gay and young and thoughtless; how had he managed to do this wild thing?—and had he done all decently and wisely, with consideration for the girl’s good name? The thought of all the risks lying in the train of Patty’s youth and inexperience brought a wail of anguish from Waitstill’s lips, and, dropping the beads and closing the drawer, she stumbled blindly down the stairway to the kitchen, intent upon one thought only—to find her sister, to look in her eyes, feel the touch of her hand, and assure herself of her safety.

She gave a dazed look at the tall clock, and was beginning to put on her cloak when the door opened and Patty entered the kitchen by way of the shed; the usual Patty, rosy, buoyant, alert, with a kind of childlike innocence that could hardly be associated with the possession of wedding-rings.

“Are you going out, Waity? Wrap up well, for it’s freezing cold. Waity, Waity, dear! What’s the matter?” she cried, coming closer to her sister in alarm.

Waitstill’s face had lost its clear color, and her eyes had the look of some dumb animal that has been struck and wounded. She sank into the flag-bottomed rocker by the window, and leaning back her head, uttered no word, but closed her eyes and gave one long, shivering sigh and a dry sob that seemed drawn from the very bottom of her heart.

XXVII. THE CONFESSIONAL

“WAITY, I know what it is; you have found out about me! Who has been wicked enough to tell you before I could do so—tell me, who?”

“Oh, Patty, Patty!” cried Waitstill, who could no longer hold back her tears. “How could you deceive me so? How could you shut me out of your heart and keep a secret like this from me, who have tried to be mother and sister in one to you ever since the day you were born? God has sent me much to bear, but nothing so bitter as this—to have my sister take the greatest step of her life without my knowledge or counsel!”

“Stop, dear, stop, and let me tell you!”

“All is told, and not by you as it should have been. We’ve never had anything separate from each other in all our lives, and when I looked in your bureau drawer for a bit of soft cotton—it was nothing more than I have done a hundred times—you can guess now what I stumbled upon; a wedding-ring for a hand I have held ever since it was a baby’s. My sister has a husband, and I am not even sure of his name!

“Waity, Waity, don’t take it so to heart!” and Patty flung herself on her knees beside Waitstill’s chair. “Not till you hear everything! When I tell you all, you will dry your eyes and smile and be happy about me, and you will know that in the whole world there is no one else in my love or my life but you and my—my husband.”

“Who is the husband?” asked Waitstill dryly, as she wiped her eyes and leaned her elbow on the table.

“Who could it be but Mark? Has there ever been any one but Mark?”