In the flight she was arranging she saw no such crimes as she was afterwards taxed with: she felt justified in calling in the mailed hand to avenge her for the slights and insults with which she was deluged.
The King, as we have shown him, distrusted kings and princes. He relied on the priests. He approved of all the decrees against nobles and classes but not of the decree against the priests, which he vetoed. For them he risked his greatest dangers. Hence the Pope, unable to make a saint of him, made him a martyr.
Contrary to her habit, the Queen gave little time to her children this day; untrue to her husband in heart, she had no claim on their endearments. Such odd contradictions are known only to woman’s heart.
The Queen retired early to her own rooms, where she shut herself up with Weber as door-ward. She alleged that she had letters to write.
The King little noticed her going, as some minor events engrossed him; the Chief of Police was coming to confer with him.
The Assembly had changed the old form in public documents of “King of France and Navarre” to “King of the French”: and it was debating on the Rights of Man, when it had better be seeing to the Bread Question, more pressing than ever. The arrival of the “Baker” and his family from Versailles had not fed the famished people and the bakeries had strings of customers at their doors.
But the Assemblymen did not have to dance attendance for a loaf, and they had a special baker, one François in Marchepalu Street, who set aside rolls for them out of every baking.
The head of the police was discussing the bread riots with the ruler when Weber ushered Andrea into his mistress’s presence.
Though she expected her, Marie Antoinette started when her visitor was announced.
When they were girls together, at Taverney, they had made a kind of agreement of love and duties exchanged in which the higher personage had always had the advantage.
Nothing annoys rulers so much as senses of obligation, particularly in matters of affection.
While thinking she had reproaches to cast on her friend, the Queen felt under a debt to her.
Andrea was always the same: pure and cool as the diamond but cutting and invulnerable like it, too.
“Be welcome, Andrea, as ever,” said the Queen to this cold, walking ghost.
The countess shivered for she recognized some of the tone the Queen used to speak with when the Dauphiness.
“Needs must I tell your Majesty that she should not have had to send for me without the royal residence, if I had always been spoken to, in that tone?” said the countess.
Nothing could better help the Queen than this opening: she greeted it as facilitating her course.
“Alas, you ought to know that all womankind have not your immutable serenity,” she said; “I, above all, who had to ask your aid so generously accorded – “
“The Queen speaks of a time forgotten by me and I believed gone from her memory.”
“The reply is stern,” said the other: “you might naturally hold me as ungrateful: but what you took for ingratitude was but impotence.”
“I should have the right to accuse you, if ever I had asked you for anything and my wish were opposed,” said the countess, “but how can your Majesty expect me to complain when I have sought nothing?”
“Shall I tell you that it is just this indifference which shocks me; yes, you seem a supernatural being brought from another sphere in some whirlwind, and thrown among us like the crystal aerolites. One is daunted by her weakness beside the never-weakening; but in the end assurance returns, for supreme indulgence must be in perfection: it is the purest source in which to lave the soul, and in profound grief, one sends for the superhuman being for consolation, though her blame is dreaded.”
“Alas, if your Majesty sends for me for this, I fear the expectation will be disappointed.”
“Andrea, you forget in what awful plight you upheld me and comforted me,” said the Queen.
Her hearer turned visibly paler. Seeing her totter and close her eyes from losing strength, the Queen moved to support her but she resisted and stood steady.
“If your Majesty had pity on your faithful servant, you would spare her memories which she had almost banished from her: she is a poor comforter who seeks comfort from nobody, not even heaven, from doubt that even heaven hath power to console certain sorrows.”
“Then you have others to tell of than what you have entrusted to me? the time has come for you to explain, and that is why I sent for you. You love Count Charny?”
“I do,” replied Andrea.
“Oh!” groaned the Queen like a wounded lioness. “I thought as much. How long since?”
“Since I first laid eyes on him.”
Marie Antoinette recoiled from this statue which confessed it was animated by a spirit.
“And yet you said nothing?”
“You perceived it, because you loved him.”
“No; but you mean that you loved him more than I, because you perceived my love. If I see it now, it is because he loves me no longer say?” and she clutched her arm.
Andrea replied not by word, or sign.
“This is enough to drive one mad,” cried the royal lady. “Why not kill me outright by telling me that he loves me not.”
“Count Charny’s love or indifference to other women than his wife are secrets of Count Charny. They are not for me to reveal,” observed Andrea.
“His secrets? I dare say he has made you his bosom friend, indeed,” sneered the Queen with bitterness.
“The count has never spoken to me of his love or indifference towards your Majesty.”
“Not even this morning?” She fixed a soul penetrative glance upon her.
“Not even this morning. He announced his departure to me by letter.”
“Ah, he wrote to you?” exclaimed the Queen in a burst which, like King Richard’s cry: “My kingdom for a horse!” implied that she would give her crown for that letter.
Andrea comprehended her absorbing desire but she wished to enjoy her anxiety for a space, like a woman. At last, drawing the letter from her corsage, warm and perfumed, she held it out to her royal mistress. The temptation was too strong, and the latter opened it and read:
“My Lady: I am leaving town on a formal order from the King. I cannot tell even you whither I go, wherefore, or how long I am to stay away: these are matters probably little in import to you, but I ought none the less to wish I were authorized to tell you.
“I had the intention to take farewell of you: but I dared not without your permission – “
The Queen had learnt what she wanted to know, and was about to return the writing, but Andrea bade her read to the end as if she had a claim to command.
“I refused the last mission offered me because, poor madman! I believed that affection retained me in Paris: but I have unfortunately acquired proof to the contrary, and I accept with joy this opportunity to depart from hearts to which I am indifferent.
“If, during this journey, that happens me which befel poor Valence, all my measures are taken for you, my lady, to be the first to know of the misfortune visiting me and the liberty restored to you. Then, only, will you learn what profound admiration was born in my heart from your sublime devotion, so poorly recompensed by her to whom you sacrificed youth, beauty and bliss.
“All I beseech of heaven and you is your according me a remembrance for having too late perceived the treasure he possessed.
“With all the respect in my heart,