‘The river.’
‘The river.’ Other voices echoed.
She tried desperately to find the source of the voices clamouring from the waters.
The clouds parted over Baztán, and the silvery moonlight seeped through once more, illuminating the maidens who sat on the overhanging rocks, tapping their webbed feet on the water’s surface, long tresses swaying, their furious incantation rising from red, full-lipped mouths filled with needle-sharp teeth.
‘Cleanse the river.’
‘Cleanse the river.’
‘The river, the river, the river.’
‘Amaia, Amaia, wake up!’ The midwife’s strident voice brought her back to reality. ‘Come on, Amaia, the baby is here. Now it’s your turn.’
But Amaia couldn’t hear, for above the midwife’s voice, the maidens’ clamour still filled her ears.
‘I can’t,’ she cried.
But it was no use; they didn’t listen, only commanded.
‘Cleanse the river, cleanse the valley, wash away the crime …’ they cried, their voices merging with the cry issuing from her own throat as she felt the stabbing pain of another contraction.
‘Amaia, I need you here,’ said the midwife. ‘When the next one comes, you have to push, and depending how hard you push you can do this in two or in ten contractions. It’s up to you, two or ten.’
Amaia grasped the bars to heave herself up, while James stood behind, supporting her, silent and nervous, but reliable.
‘Excellent,’ the midwife said encouragingly. ‘Are you ready?’
Amaia nodded.
‘Right, here comes another,’ she said, her eye on the monitor. ‘Push, my dear.’
She pressed down as hard as she could, holding her breath as she felt something tear inside her.
‘It’s finished. Well done, Amaia, very good. Except that you need to breathe, for your sake and that of your baby. Next time, breathe – believe me, it’ll be over much more quickly.’
Amaia agreed obediently, while James wiped the sweat from her face.
‘Good, here comes another. Push, Amaia, let’s finish this, help your baby, bring her out.’
Two or ten, two or ten, a voice inside her head repeated.
‘Not ten,’ she whispered.
Concentrating on her breathing, she kept pushing until she felt as if her soul were draining out of her, and an overwhelming sensation of emptiness seized her entire body.
Perhaps I’m bleeding to death, she thought. And she reflected that, if she were, she wouldn’t care, because to bleed was peaceful and sweet. She had never bled like this, but Agent Dupree had nearly died from a bullet in the chest; he had told her that, although being shot was agonising, to bleed felt peaceful and sweet, like turning into oil and trickling away. And the more you bled, the less you cared.
Then she heard the wail. Strong and powerful, a genuine statement of intent.
‘Oh my goodness, what a beautiful boy!’ the nurse exclaimed.
‘And he’s blond, like you,’ added the midwife.
Amaia turned to look at James, who was as bewildered as she was.
‘A boy?’ she said.
The nurse’s voice reached them from the side of the room.
‘Yes, indeed, a boy who weighs 3.2 kilos and is pretty as a picture.’
‘But … they told us it was a girl,’ stammered Amaia.
‘Well, they were wrong. It happens occasionally, but usually the other way round, girls who look like boys because of where the umbilical cord is.’
‘Are you sure?’ insisted James, who was still supporting Amaia from behind.
Amaia felt the warmth of the tiny body the nurse had just placed on top of her, wrapped in a towel and wriggling vigorously.
‘A boy, no doubt about it,’ said the nurse, raising the towel to reveal the baby’s naked body.
Amaia was in shock.
Her son’s little face twisted in exaggerated grimaces; he was squirming as though searching for something. Raising a tiny fist to his mouth, he sucked at it hard, then half-opened his eyes and stared.
‘Oh my God, James, it’s a boy,’ she managed to say.
Her husband reached out and stroked the infant’s soft cheek with his fingers.
‘He’s beautiful, Amaia …’ he said with a catch in his voice, as he leaned over to kiss her. The tears ran down his face and his lips tasted salty.
‘Well done, my darling.’
‘Well done to you, too, Aita,’ she said, gazing at the baby, who appeared fascinated by the overhead lights, eyes wide open.
‘You really had no idea it was a boy?’ the midwife asked, surprised. ‘I was sure you did, because you kept repeating his name during the birth. Ibai, Ibai. Is that what you’re going to call him?’
‘Ibai … the river,’ whispered Amaia.
She gazed at James, who was beaming, then at her son.
‘Yes, yes!’ she declared. ‘Ibai, that’s his name.’ And then she burst out laughing.
James looked at her, grinning at her contentment.
‘Why are you laughing?’