And for a moment he said no more.
Then he stammered out: "This is the shabbiest piece of business in the world – the recruits are disbanded – they are leaving – France remains, bound hand and foot, in the grip of the kaiserlichs! Ah! the rascals! the rascals!"
"Yes, sergeant," I replied with emotion, seeing that his thoughts must be diverted: "now we are going to have peace, sergeant! You have a sister left in the Jura, you will go to her – "
"Oh!" he exclaimed, lifting his hand, "my poor sister!"
This came like a sob; but he quickly recovered himself, and went and placed his musket in the corner by the door.
He sat down at the table with us for a moment, and took up little Sâfel, drawing him to him and caressing his cheeks. Then he wanted to hold Esdras also. We looked on in silence.
"I am going to leave you, Father Moses," said he, "I am going to pack my bag. Thunder and lightning! I am sorry to leave you!"
"And we are sorry, too, sergeant," said Sorlé,. mournfully; "but if you will live with us – "
"It is impossible!"
"Then you remain in the service?"
"Service of whom – of what?" said he; "of Louis XVIII.? No! no! I know no one but my general – but that makes it hard to go – when a man has done his duty – "
He started up, and shouted in a piercing voice: "Vive l'Empereur!"
We trembled, we did not know why.
I reached out my hand to him, and rose; we embraced each other like brothers.
"Good-by, Father Moses," said he, "good-by for a long while."
"You are going at once, then?"
"Yes!"
"You know, sergeant, that you will always have friends here. You will come and see us. If you need anything – "
"Yes, yes, I know it. You are true friends – excellent people!"
He shook my hand vehemently.
Then he took up his musket, and we were all following him, expressing our good wishes, when he turned, with tears in his eyes, and embraced my wife, saying:
"I must embrace you, too; there is no harm in it, is there, Madame Sorlé?"
"Oh, no!" said she, "you are one of the family, and I will embrace Zeffen for you!"
He went out at once, exclaiming in a hoarse voice, "Good-by! Farewell!"
I saw him go into his room at the end of the little passage.
Twenty-five years of service, eight wounds, and no bread in his old age! My heart bled at the thought of it.
About a quarter of an hour after, the sergeant came down with his musket. Meeting Sâfel on the stairs, he said to him, "Stay, that is for your father!"
It was the portrait of the landwehr's wife and children. Sâfel brought it to me at once. I took the poor devil's gift, and looked at it for a long time, very sadly; then I shut it up in the closet with the letter.
It was noon, and, as the gates were about to be opened, and abundance of provisions were to come, we sat down before a large piece of boiled beef, with a dish of potatoes, and opened a good bottle of wine.
We were still eating when we heard shouts in the street. Sâfel got up to look out.
"A wounded soldier that they are carrying to the hospital!" said he.
Then he exclaimed, "It is our sergeant!"
A horrible thought ran through my mind. "Keep still!" I said to Sorlé, who was getting up, and I went down alone.
Four marine gunners were carrying the litter by on their shoulders; children were running behind.
At the first glance I recognized the sergeant; his face perfectly white and his breast covered with blood. He did not move. The poor fellow had gone from our house to the bastion behind the arsenal, to shoot himself through the heart.
I went up so overwhelmed, so sad and sorrowful, that I could scarcely stand.
Sorlé was waiting for me in great agitation.
"Our poor sergeant has killed himself," said I; "may God forgive him!"
And, sitting down, I could not help bursting into tears!
XXI
It is said with truth that misfortunes never come singly; one brings another in its train. The death of our good sergeant was, however, the last.
That same day the enemy withdrew his outposts to six hundred yards from the city, the white flag was raised on the church, and the gates were opened.
Now, Fritz, you know about our blockade. Should I tell you, in addition, about Baruch's coming, of Zeffen's cries, and the groanings of us all, when we had to say to the good man: "Our little David is dead – thou wilt never see him again!"
No, it is enough! If we were to speak of all the miseries of war, and all their consequences in after years, there would be no end!
I would rather tell you of my sons Itzig and Frômel, and of my Sâfel, who has gone to join them in America.
If I should tell you of all the wealth they have acquired in that great country of freemen, of the lands they have bought, the money they have laid up, the number of grandchildren they have given me, and of all the blessings they have heaped upon Sorlé and myself, you would be full of astonishment and admiration.
They have never allowed me to want for anything. The greatest pleasure I can give them is to wish for something; each of them wants to send it to me! They do not forget that by my prudent foresight I saved them from the war.
I love them all alike, Fritz, and I say of them, like Jacob:
"May the God of Abraham and Isaac, our fathers, the God which fed me all my life long unto this day, bless the lads; let them grow into a multitude in the midst of the earth, and their seed become a multitude of nations!"
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