Not My Idea of Heaven
Lindsey Rosa
Those who had not discovered our truth had Satan in their hearts. We lived amongst them, but not with them, 'in the world, but not of the world'. We were special.We were the disciples of the Fellowship.When she was a child, Lindsey Rosa's every waking moment was governed by the rules of an extreme separatist sect. It controlled what she wore and what she ate; it forbade her to listen to music, to cut her hair, to watch television, to use a computer. The Fellowship said her family was special. Why would she believe otherwise?Then, when Lindsey was seven, her elder brother was caught listening to music and the family were expelled from the sect. But Lindsey's parents knew nothing but the ways of the Fellowship, so they remained in hope that they would be accepted and continued to make the family live by the sect's strict rules - cutting themselves off from their local community.But as Lindsey grew, so too did her awareness of a world outside. And, feeling increasingly isolated, she struggled with her own identity. Until finally she was faced with a devastating choice: to continue to live by the rules of the religious sect or to be brutally cast out and leave the family she loved behind forever.
LINDSEY ROSA
Not my idea of heaven
The inspiring story of a young woman who
broke free from a strict religious sect
to find to find her own voice
I dedicate this book to my gorgeous children, Nina and Stanley; to Tom whose love has made my life worth living; to my brother who has never wavered in his support of me.
Contents
Cover (#u089c1f4a-4349-54db-b09c-8040771c3985)
Title Page (#u0cec560e-81f7-5730-91b1-e1254f5b1f90)
Preface
Chapter 1 - How Ever Did it Come to This?
Chapter 2 - Welcome to My World
Chapter 3 - One Size Fits All
Chapter 4 - The Carpenter, the Dreamer, the Romantic and Me
Chapter 5 - Motherly Love
Chapter 6 - The Ministry
Chapter 7 - School of Thought
Chapter 8 - Trouble with the Neighbours
Chapter 9 - Bound by the Rules
Chapter 10 - After Being Shut Up
Chapter 11 - The Move
Chapter 12 - Secondary Education
Chapter 13 - Coming of Age
Chapter 14 - Feeling the Strain
Chapter 15 - Reading Matters
Chapter 16 - Tailor Me, Dummy
Chapter 17 - Seafood
Chapter 18 - Camping in Gurnsey
Chapter 19 - Changing Appetites
Chapter 20 - Original Thin
Chapter 21 - Jekyll And Hyde
Chapter 22 - I Can’t Do It On My Own
Chapter 23 - So Near And Yet So Far
Chapter 24 - A Clinical Decision
Chapter 25 - Leaving Mum
Chapter 26 - Naming My Change
Chapter 27 - The Truce
Chapter 28 - Another New Life
Chapter 29 - Day Tripping
Chapter 30 - Becoming Worldly
Chapter 31 - Pleased to Meet Me
Chapter 32 - Big Girl in a Short Skirt
Chapter 33 - Living in Sin
Chapter 34 - The Baby Belly
Chapter 35 - Don’t I Want You, Baby?
Chapter 36 - Unfinished Business
Chapter 37 - And Then It Was Gone
Chapter 38 - Playing by the Rules