âThatâs quite a lot for me, actually,â Mia said pertly.
âBut you could do much more.â Caleb turned off the highway toward Buffalo Gap and Riverbend Ranch. âYou have opportunities now, Mia. You should take advantage of them.â When she didnât immediately answer he glanced her way and found her studying him, a pensive look on her face.
âOpportunities like what?â she asked.
âDo you drive?â
âNo. I donât know how.â She shook her head, her amazing hair trembling with the motion. âMy mother wasnât in favor of me learning.â
âYou were only seventeen then,â he reminded her. âYour mother probably thought sheâd get you lessons later.â
âMaybe. Harlan didnât want me to drive,â she said thoughtfully.
Caleb wasnât surprised by that. Freedom to drive anywhere meant Harlan risked Mia seeing him with Reba.
âWhy did you ask?â She studied him, her head tilted to one side.
âWouldnât now be a good time to take driving lessons? When you get your driverâs license you can buy a car.â Caleb watched her eyes flare, heard her gasp.
âI canât afford a car!â
âI think if you ask Bella sheâll tell you that you can afford to buy a car,â he said, hiding his smile. So she still didnât know. âMaybe two of them.â
âWhy would I need two cars?â Though Mia frowned at him, she was clearly captivated by the possibility of learning to drive wherever she wanted to go. âI suppose I could learn to drive Harlanâs car, though itâs very big and fancy. I wouldnât want fancy. I might ruin it.â
âA car can be fixed,â Caleb said, irritated that Mia was so willing to deny herself a simple thing that would bring her freedom. âIf you like trees and open spaces, you should consider moving to the ranch.â
âI couldnât do that.â Mia looked shocked by the idea. âItâs not mine.â
âIt will be.â He took pity on her confusion. âI did some investigating. I was trying to figure out how to get some money for Lily from Harlanâs estate.â
âOh.â Mia frowned at him, obviously troubled by his admission.
âI learned that the ranch is fully paid for. There is no mortgage or lien on it. Harlan is listed as the sole owner, so it will pass to you.â He paused for a moment. âIf you lived there, you could have Lily visit.â He let out his pent-up breath, hoping she wouldnât be repulsed by the idea of seeing her husbandâs child.
âNo, I couldnât. I could never have Lily visit,â Mia said in a very firm tone.
Caleb stared, surprised by how adamant she sounded. He didnât ask why. Miaâs world had already been turned upside down. He didnât want to add to that now.
âAnyway, I thought you said she was being adopted?â she added.
âActually, I didnât say that. Abby Lebret runs Family Ties. Sheâs the one who will find Lily a home,â he said in his most calming tone. âIâm just trying to help. Donât worry. Sooner or later Lily will have a family.â
âEverything is such a whorl.â Her confusion tugged at him. âNothing is what I believed it to be, especially Harlan having an affair.â She blinked furiously. âI didnât see that coming.â
âBecause he didnât want you to. Because you trusted him,â Caleb said. How could he have ever thought her capable of dissembling? âDonât blame yourself. Iâm sure he went to great lengths to make sure you didnât suspect him.â
âProof that Iâve been living in a fairy world.â Mia blew out a sigh that ruffled the hairs across her brow. âI feel like Alice in Wonderland after she fell down the rabbit hole. Everything is bewildering.â Fear crept across her face. âI should go home and wait until itâs all sorted out.â
âYou canât run away from the truth, Mia.â Calebâs heart ached for her. It had to be horribly confusing to have your entire world turned upside down. âThis is just a visit. You donât have to decide anything. Youâre only going to take a look at Riverbend.â
âI guess.â Mia gazed out the window with appreciation, repeatedly commenting on the glorious colors of the hillside foliage. âI wish I had my camera,â she said wistfully. âIâll never remember these exact shades of red and orange.â
âWhy do you need to?â Then Caleb remembered her paintings. âYou can use my phone,â he offered, pulling to the side of the road. âIâll email the pictures to you. You do have email?â he asked as an afterthought.
âOf course. I have to. Thatâs how I connect with my employers.â Miaâs impish grin made his heart rate pick up. âI donât live completely in the Dark Ages, you know.â
âI never saidââ Caleb took a second look at her face and chuckled. When heâd first met Mia he never expected her to be such a delight.
One that he wanted to know much better.
* * *
âIâve probably drained your battery and clogged up your data space with all my pictures,â Mia said as she handed over Calebâs phone. âBut I just canât get enough of these colors.â
âHow will you transfer them to fabric?â he asked as he helped her back into his car.
âIâm not sure I can.â She smiled, feeling more carefree than she had felt in ages. âBut I have to try. Those brilliant reds and oranges would make wonderful quilts combined with leafy greens and silvers, and those subtle shades of browns. Maybe if Iââ
Realizing she was chattering, Mia went quiet, pretending to ignore Calebâs searching look. He was a nice man, sometimes gruff and grouchy, but she was fairly certain that was a mask to hide his soft inside. She knew no one else who would have dived into her affairs, helped her find a lawyer and then taken her for this ride. With every mile her questions about Caleb Grant grew.
Suddenly Miaâs mind went blank as a lovely log home appeared before her, two stories with fence-post railings and a swing on the deck that exactly matched one sheâd dreamed about in the days when dreams still seemed possible.
âWelcome to Riverbend Ranch,â Caleb said. She felt his stare even though she wasnât looking at him.
âItâs so beautiful.â Mia gaped at the magnificent house. Set against a stand of dark green evergreens, the log home stood proudly, waiting to welcome whoever stepped through the massive door. She could feel its warmth and hospitality drawing her from here.
âCome on.â Caleb waited for her to exit the car, then shoved the door and grabbed her hand. âLetâs explore.â
Walking beside him, Mia felt funny, odd and yet somehow wonderful with her hand dwarfed in his. Tall, strong, dependable Caleb. Though leery of trusting anyone, she somehow felt Caleb Grant was the kind of man you could always depend on. Still, mistrust had taken root in the past few hours. She wasnât going to depend on Caleb for anything more than some help.
âI grew up in a house like this.â He paused to gaze at the structure. âMy parents still live there. Iâll take you to meet them sometime.â
Questions about Calebâs family multiplied. Maybe someday sheâd know him well enough to ask them. Her thoughts scattered at the sight of the roses climbing the railings.
âArenât they glorious?â Mia let go of his hand because his touch made her stomach woozy. She bent to inhale the scent of the whitest bloom. âPersians always smell the best.â
âYou know roses?â Caleb looked surprised.
âI grow them in my back garden, though never as big as these.â She climbed the three front steps, turned and took in the view. âI can see for miles. So beautiful yet so odd.â
âWhy odd?â Caleb sank down on one of the rockers.
âHarlan hated the outdoors, animals, anything not city. He liked sleek and modern, not oldie moldy, as he called it.â She shrugged. âMaybe he bought this place for Reba.â She turned to look at him. âDo you think so?â
âWhy would he? Reba had a condo in Calgary. Besides, her name isnât on the deed, only his. And heâs owned this place for several years.â He voiced his theory. âFor the past three years thereâs been an upswing in ranch sales around Buffalo Gap. I wonder if he hoped to resell this place for a nice profit over what he paid for it.â
Mia waited, realizing Caleb had something else to say.