Оценить:
 Рейтинг: 0

Шотландский ветер Лермонтова

<< 1 ... 52 53 54 55 56 57 58 59 60 >>
На страницу:
56 из 60
Настройки чтения
Размер шрифта
Высота строк
Поля
Yet in them is something that compels

The willing victim to the sacrifice.

My days are a continuum of hells;

Lacking purpose, but yet faced by choice;

Still, I believe it! This compelling voice –

A summons to eternity; each breath,

Relinquishing all earthly gifts to death.

And, for the eternal, there’s no grave.

When I’m ashes, these outlandish dreams,

Though still paradoxical, are brave

And blessed by angels; seems

You won’t die with me; and my love

Will carry you to spaces up above;

To your name, my legend will be linked,

For, after death, our souls are indistinct.

For the dead, there’s peace at least; a son

Shall worship what his father once despised.

This is how the race of life is run:

In order that each force be neutralised.

A person, whether yet advanced in years –

Mere blossom to be scattered; and all fears

Are equally contemptible. A womb

Is just a staging post towards a tomb.

So, with the formation of a soul –

By a river, facing the abyss,

Watching as the rapid waves cajole

The blue into the white with noisesome hiss.

And, above that foaming, turbid tide,

I stood and listened, dazed, preoccupied,

Lost amidst the unremitting din

That scattered all the restless thoughts within.

There was I content. If I could only

Forget the unforgettable! Her glance –

Source of all distress! Why I am lonely!

Known by her across the wide expanse

Of time, and destined here to love

Her, and her alone. To God above

I pray for torments new, yet these elide

That ghost that still continues to reside.

No one cares for me, not then or now;

Burdensome to others and a devil;

Anguish divagates upon my brow;

I am cold and proud and even evil

Like the crowd; but is it of her art

To daringly transpierce into my heart?

Could she even know its rightful name –

Since there are fire and shadow all the same?

Across the sky, a dark cloud brings a chill,

But in its heart it hides a deadly fire,

Which, bursting forth, attenuates to nil

<< 1 ... 52 53 54 55 56 57 58 59 60 >>
На страницу:
56 из 60