‘Wait a minute.’ He snapped his fingers disgustedly. ‘Why, I remember now. He was supposed to visit us tomorrow afternoon. How stupid of me.’
They sat down to eat. She looked at her food and did not move her hands. ‘What’s wrong?’ he asked, not looking up from dipping his meat in the bubbling lava.
‘I don’t know. I’m not hungry,’ she said.
‘Why not?’
‘I don’t know; I’m just not.’
The wind was rising across the sky; the sun was going down. The room was small and suddenly cold.
‘I’ve been trying to remember,’ she said in the silent room, across from her cold, erect, golden-eyed husband.
‘Remember what?’ He sipped his wine.
‘That song. That fine and beautiful song.’ She closed her eyes and hummed, but it was not the song. ‘I’ve forgotten it. And, somehow, I don’t want to forget it. It’s something I want always to remember.’ She moved her hands as if the rhythm might help her to remember all of it. Then she lay back in her chair. ‘I can’t remember.’ She began to cry.
‘Why are you crying?’ he asked.
‘I don’t know, I don’t know, but I can’t help it. I’m sad and I don’t know why, I cry and I don’t know why, but I’m crying.’
Her head was in her hands; her shoulders moved again and again.
‘You’ll be all right tomorrow,’ he said.
She did not look up at him; she looked only at the empty desert and the very bright stars coming out now on the black sky, and far away there was a sound of wind rising and canal waters stirring cold in the long canals. She shut her eyes, trembling.
‘Yes,’ she said. ‘I’ll be all right tomorrow.’
Banshee (#ulink_e730deb3-eb7a-52a6-9e13-6e17d724f662)
It was one of those nights, crossing Ireland, motoring through the sleeping towns from Dublin, where you came upon mist and encountered fog that blew away in rain to become a blowing silence. All the country was still and cold and waiting. It was a night for strange encounters at empty crossroads with great filaments of ghost spiderweb and no spider in a hundred miles. Gates creaked far across meadows, where windows rattled with brittle moonlight.
It was, as they said, banshee weather. I sensed, I knew this as my taxi hummed through a final gate and I arrived at Courtown House, so far from Dublin that if that city died in the night, no one would know.
I paid my driver and watched the taxi turn to go back to the living city, leaving me alone with twenty pages of final screenplay in my pocket, and my film director employer waiting inside. I stood in the midnight silence, breathing in Ireland and breathing out the damp coal mines in my soul.
Then, I knocked.
The door flew wide almost instantly. John Hampton was there, shoving a glass of sherry into my hand and hauling me in.
‘Good God, kid, you got me curious. Get that coat off. Give me the script. Finished it, eh? So you say. You got me curious. Glad you called from Dublin. The house is empty. Clara’s in Paris with the kids. We’ll have a good read, knock the hell out of your scenes, drink a bottle, be in bed by two and – what’s that?’
The door still stood open. John took a step, tilted his head, closed his eyes, listened.
The wind rustled beyond in the meadows. It made a sound in the clouds like someone turning back the covers of a vast bed.
I listened.
There was the softest moan and sob from somewhere off in the dark fields.
Eyes still shut, John whispered, ‘You know what that is, kid?’
‘What?’
‘Tell you later. Jump.’
With the door slammed, he turned about and, the grand lord of the empty manor, strode ahead of me in his hacking coat, drill slacks, polished half-boots, his hair, as always, windblown from swimming upstream or down with strange women in unfamiliar beds.
Planting himself on the library hearth, he gave me one of those beacon flashes of laugh, the teeth that beckoned like a lighthouse beam swift and gone, as he traded me a second sherry for the screenplay, which he had to seize from my hand.
‘Let’s see what my genius, my left ventricle, my right arm, has birthed. Sit. Drink. Watch.’
He stood astride the hearthstones, warming his backside, leafing my manuscript pages, conscious of me drinking my sherry much too fast, shutting my eyes each time he let a pagedrop and flutter to the carpet. When he finished he let the last pagesail, lit a small cigarillo and puffed it, staring at the ceiling, making me wait.
‘You son of a bitch,’ he said at last, exhaling. ‘It’s good. Damn you to hell, kid. It’s good!’
My entire skeleton collapsed within me. I had not expected such a midriff blow of praise.
‘It needs a little cutting, of course!’
My skeleton reassembled itself.
‘Of course,’ I said.
He bent to gather the pages like a great loping chimpanzee and turned. I felt he wanted to hurl them into the fire. He watched the flames and gripped the pages.
‘Someday, kid,’ he said quietly, ‘you must teach me to write.’
He was relaxing now, accepting the inevitable, full of true admiration.
‘Someday,’ I said, laughing, ‘you must teach me to direct.’
‘The Beast will be our film, son. Quite a team.’
He arose and came to clink glasses with me.
‘Quite a team we are!’ He changed gears. ‘How are the wife and kids?’
‘They’re waiting for me in Sicily where it’s warm.’
‘We’ll get you to them, and sun, straight off! I—’
He froze dramatically, cocked his head, and listened.
‘Hey, what goes on—’ he whispered.
I turned and waited.