Reunion

Reunion
Therese Fowler

A heartbreaking new novel about lost loves and past regrets. A guaranteed tearjerker.Blue Reynolds has the world at her feet. Her successful daytime chat show and the attendant wealth make her the envy of women all over the globe. But little do her fans know that behind the façade of designer clothes and luxury apartments, Blue is tormented by a tragic event in her past.Whilst on a work trip to Florida, Blue finds herself caught up in a love triangle between two men - a situation made even more problematic by the fact that the two men are father and son. Whilst Blue is drawn to her old flame Mitch, she also finds herself deeply attracted to his enigmatic son Julian.Her troubles are further increased when the press discover that she gave up a child for adoption as a troubled teen - a child that she has desperately tried to find in the years that followed.With the media camping outside her door, desperate to tarnish the reputation of one of the world's most famous women, Blue realizes she must face her demons and overcome her fears as well as follow her heart - even if that means giving up the life she has worked so hard to create.Old conflicts, long-held secrets, and thwarted expectations provoke the question of what makes love true. A compelling and poignant novel that will captivate readers of Anita Shreve and Rosie Thomas.

Reunion

THERESE FOWLER

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This novel is entirely a work of fiction. The names, characters and incidents portrayed in it are the work of the author’s imagination. Any resemblance to actual persons, living or dead, events or localities is entirely coincidental.

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This, my second novel, was so much a labor of love: Love for writing and for telling a story that engaged my imagination so thoroughly; love for my new profession and all the excellent people who publish my work; love for the readers whose responses to my first novel, Souvenir, have humbled me beyond words . . . To those readers I send my most heartfelt thanks.

Second novels are, they say, the hardest to write. The quandary is in deciding how similar the second book should be to the first. I decided to approach the matter much the way a singer might when selecting which songs to record for a new CD. Listeners don’t want the same song on every track, but they do need to recognize the sound as uniquely that artist’s. Consider this book my track #2, a contemporary, slightly up-tempo offering that I hope will be as captivating as readers and reviewers say the first track is.

I have to thank my lovely UK editor Maxine Hitchcock, as well as the entire HarperCollins/Avon team, for their faith in my taking this approach.Without Maxine, I would not have UK readers waiting to see whether this book measures up.

Linda Marrow,my US editor, has earned my unwavering respect, affection, and gratitude for her expert editorial guidance and overall wonderfulness.

Speaking of wonderful: my agent,Wendy Sherman, is precisely that. She and Jenny Meyer, who handles most of my foreign rights, are an author’s dream team. It’s my good fortune to be in their capable hands.

I treasure the camaraderie and support of my writing pals, who know better than anyone else the struggles that take place at the keyboard and behind the scenes.

Most of all, I treasure and thank my enthusiastic family (and not only for the unpaid publicity efforts!). My husband Andrew and our four boys get both the pleasures and the pain of living with a “creative type,” and seem to love me just the same.

For Andrew, who reminds me that things always turn out pretty much the way they’re supposed to.

Love to faults is always blind,Always is to joy inclin’d, Lawless, wing’d, and unconfin’d, And Breaks all chains from every mind.

William Blake

Contents

Cover (#ue463e8b0-4b0c-56e7-99a3-204d2050ec64)Title Page (#uc0150e58-c018-5b82-a370-493d73411bef)Copyright (#ua84ad72c-38cc-56c9-a0cc-f6922d0bb241)Epigraph (#ue4f4165f-6af7-5d9c-b08f-314aa34bb534)Prologue (#u2adcc1a7-4e6a-5f33-9660-b9491c4ba398)Part I (#u6c5c5fac-f414-5a40-a4c7-c181b0adb687)Chapter One (#u9cf033a5-bc11-53d9-9a7c-fb2f2b0eba60)Chapter Two (#u1ce56552-574c-5c03-9893-0e0369e20ae8)Chapter Three (#u2a74ac5b-af76-50c2-af37-200900b2d752)Chapter Four (#uf150fcd6-6019-504e-b8a4-a622bcd76d40)Chapter Five (#ubf4829b3-c793-5c96-9097-a766bb07d6b8)Chapter Six (#ufc40df25-45e9-5609-abc5-807bf93f4937)Chapter Seven (#litres_trial_promo)Chapter Eight (#litres_trial_promo)Chapter Nine (#litres_trial_promo)Chapter Ten (#litres_trial_promo)Chapter Eleven (#litres_trial_promo)Chapter Twelve (#litres_trial_promo)Part II (#litres_trial_promo)Chapter Thirteen (#litres_trial_promo)Chapter Fourteen (#litres_trial_promo)Chapter Fifteen (#litres_trial_promo)Chapter Sixteen (#litres_trial_promo)Chapter Seventeen (#litres_trial_promo)Chapter Eighteen (#litres_trial_promo)Part III (#litres_trial_promo)Chapter Nineteen (#litres_trial_promo)Chapter Twenty (#litres_trial_promo)Chapter Twenty-One (#litres_trial_promo)Chapter Twenty-Two (#litres_trial_promo)Chapter Twenty-Three (#litres_trial_promo)Chapter Twenty-Four (#litres_trial_promo)Chapter Twenty-Five (#litres_trial_promo)Chapter Twenty-Six (#litres_trial_promo)Chapter Twenty-Seven (#litres_trial_promo)Chapter Twenty-Eight (#litres_trial_promo)Chapter Twenty-Nine (#litres_trial_promo)Part IV (#litres_trial_promo)Chapter Thirty (#litres_trial_promo)Chapter Thirty-One (#litres_trial_promo)Chapter Thirty-Two (#litres_trial_promo)Chapter Thirty-Three (#litres_trial_promo)Chapter Thirty-Four (#litres_trial_promo)Chapter Thirty-Five (#litres_trial_promo)Chapter Thirty-Six (#litres_trial_promo)Chapter Thirty-Seven (#litres_trial_promo)Epilogue (#litres_trial_promo)About the Author (#litres_trial_promo)By The Same Author (#litres_trial_promo)About the Publisher (#litres_trial_promo)

Prologue (#u16723e4b-046e-5242-b128-b579a8e9c660)

Her name was Harmony Blue. Harmony Blue Kucharski,not Forrester, as it ought to have been by then. Unmarried,nineteen, she lay in her narrow bed in the smallest of therundown rental’s bedrooms. Her groans had already drivenone of her housemates away, leaving only two people to tendher: the midwife, whose name at the time was MeredithJones, and a teenage girl who wanted to be known as Bat.

“I’m looking out for you,” Bat said, sitting on the bed’s edgeand holding her friend’s clammy hand.

Like all of the fledgling adults who came and went here,Bat was hardly capable of looking out for herself. But if herwords had little impact—the young woman hardly cared whatshe said—the fact of Bat being there was real comfort inbetween the pains.

Harmony Blue, sweaty and exhausted, had once beendescribed as “fetching.” She tried to remember where she’dheard it, who had used such a word … Then she had it: anold farmer in Wisconsin, five or six years earlier; she had beentrying for the Miss Junior Dairy Maiden crown, despite neverhaving been within milking distance of a cow. Entering thepageant had been her mother’s idea, a chance for the two-hundred-fifty-dollar prize. Pink and white hair ribbons, theyoung woman remembered; ruffles at her throat and knees;a rhinestone tiara that was lost in the next move.

She looked at Bat’s reflection in the mirrored closet door,at bony shoulder blades visible inside a black Duran Durantour t-shirt, black hair cut asymmetrically, longer on the leftand striped with one fuchsia swath behind her ear. Bat hadstyle, identity, whereas she had neither. What she had wasmatted hair, a stretched-to-its-limits red sweatshirt, a swollenbelly and a rounded, pallid face.

Excepting the belly and the fullness of her face, she appearedto be the same untethered person who’d taken refuge here tenmonths earlier—which just went to show how untrustworthyan image could be; nothing but the visible bit of an icebergthat was otherwise out of sight. She wasn’t the innocent she’dbeen when she got here. She was no longer quite so naïve.

She watched the mirror, saw her eyes narrow and her lipsflatten as another contraction began and tightened, a cinchedstring yanking her entire body inward to its core. Then shewas seeing nothing but the black heat of pain as Bat said,“Breathe, remember? Breathe!”

Slowly, her vision cleared, and the midwife examined heragain. “Just about time to push,” Meredith said. Meredith’sface was thin but kind, and not so much older looking thanher two companions’, whose desperate faith in her was all toocommon.

Harmony Blue panted, avoiding the midwife’s eyes andwords and looking, instead, at the pink ceramic lamp on thedresser. A painted-on ballerina smiled serenely from the lamp’srounded base. The light shining through the dusty lampshadewarmed the room the same way it had warmed the bedroomwhere the lamp used to be. Where her sister had been too,until adulthood—such as it was—had come for each of them.

She concentrated on the faded Journey band poster on thewall above the lamp, positioned just as it had been in thatother bedroom. “Don’t Stop Believin’” they urged in one oftheir songs, but she’d failed them, and now look at her.Pregnant not by a man she loved, not by the man she loved,but by a guy she barely knew, a guy she could not have caredless about. Pregnant and then paralyzed by the mistake,tortured, unable to decide what she wanted to do. Keep it? Endit? Indecisive weeks had turned to months, leaving her witha different pair of choices—and even then she’d had troublechoosing, until Meredith helped her see which way to go.

Meredith had supported her wish to give birth at home,where she would not be judged. Meredith was a facilitator—that was the term she’d used, a facilitator for the people onthe other end. There was some money involved, not that itmattered. There was always money in these situations,according to Bat, who’d found Meredith through the friendof a friend. The new parents’ offer to the girl, through somelaw firm, through Meredith, had been ten thousand dollars.For expenses, Meredith said. It would be a closed adoption.Anonymous. No strings. No names.

Bat squeezed her hand harder. “Why is there so muchblood?”

Meredith, sitting on a stool at the end of the bed, leaned backand sighed. With her forearm, she brushed dark bangs backfrom her narrow face. “It’s normal. Okay now, with the nextcontraction, take a breath, focus, and push.”

Focus. Icy rain blew against the window just above themidwife’s head, pattering, streaking. Focus. How was shesupposed to focus when her belly was going to split wide openat any second? This accidental baby … the pain was herpunishment, pain like a hot iron shoved into her lower back,proving that there was no escaping stupidity. So she’d gottenher heart broken by the man she’d believed was perfect forher, so what? Other girls didn’t deal with heartbreak byrunning away, by joining a group of directionless misfits likethe ones she was living with. Getting high. Getting pregnant.

Getting over it was what she should have done.

She was over it now, though. In her time here, she had notspoken of her past, not to Bat, not to Will—who’d gotten herpregnant, she didn’t care how much he’d denied it before hesplit—not to any of the people she’d met. If she revealed herheartbreak, they would see her for the fool she was. They’dreject her too, she was sure. She had not spoken of her past,and she would not.

“Deep breath,” Meredith said. “You’re almost there.”

“No,” she moaned, holding her belly. “No, I can’t.” If timewould only stop for a minute, let her catch her breath, let herspend a little longer with the baby there beneath her hands.It was true that she hadn’t been sure, at first, if she’d continuethe pregnancy. It was true that this baby owed its existencemore to inaction than intent. Even so, they were good friendsnow. She’d tried to protect him—or was it her?—she’d reallytried. A few more days as one entity. Maybe that would beenough.

“Push now.” The midwife’s face was lighted, eager. “Comeon, here’s the head.”