Sarrasine

We remained for a moment in the most profound silence.

“Well?” I said at last.

“Ah!” she cried, rising and pacing the floor.

She came and looked me in the face, and said in an altered voice:

“You have disgusted me with life and passion for a long time to come. Leaving monstrosities aside, are not all human sentiments dissolved thus, by ghastly disillusionment? Children torture mothers by their bad conduct, or their lack of affection. Wives are betrayed. Mistresses are cast aside, abandoned. Talk of friendship! Is there such a thing! I would turn pious to-morrow if I did not know that I can remain like the inaccessible summit of a cliff amid the tempests of life. If the future of the Christian is an illusion too, at all events it is not destroyed until after death. Leave me to myself.”

“Ah!” said I, “you know how to punish.”

“Am I in the wrong?”

“Yes,” I replied, with a sort of desperate courage. “By finishing this story, which is well known in Italy, I can give you an excellent idea of the progress made by the civilization of the present day. There are none of those wretched creatures now.”

“Paris,” said she, “is an exceedingly hospitable place; it welcomes one and all, fortunes stained with shame, and fortunes stained with blood. Crime and infamy have a right of asylum here; virtue alone is without altars. But pure hearts have a fatherland in heaven! No one will have known me! I am proud of it.”

And the marchioness was lost in thought.

ADDENDUM

The following personages appear in other stories of the Human Comedy

Carigliano, Marechal, Duc de

At the Sign of the Cat and Racket

Father Goriot

Lanty, Comte de

The Member for Arcis

Lanty, Comtesse de

The Member for Arcis

Lanty, Marianina de

The Member for Arcis

Lanty, Filippo de

The Member for Arcis

Rochefide, Marquise de

Beatrix

The Secrets of a Princess

A Daughter of Eve

A Prince of Bohemia

Sarrasine, Ernest-Jean

The Member for Arcis

Vien, Joseph-Marie

The Member for Arcis

Zambinella

The Member for Arcis

notes

1

Macedoine, in the sense in which it is here used, is a game, or rather a series of games, of cards, each player, when it is his turn to deal, selecting the game to be played.